Wife of Five Hundred Million (S1): Forced to Get Married
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"Indira doesn't mean anything, Bang. Indira just wants to know the news of Dikta. Indira wants to apologize for everything that has happened to Dikta. Because after all, what Dikta felt right now was Indira's fault." Said Indira with a clear face on bang Ridwan.

Bang Ridwan sighed. In his face Indira in – in .

If only he could say the reason why he was difficult to tell Indira about the existence of Dikta, then maybe the burden in his heart would be slightly reduced.

“How can I tell you the whereabouts of Dikta which now has disturbed my night dreams, Indira?" Ridwan is in my heart.

"But what right do I have to prevent you from knowing Dikta? You are Bang Anggara's wife and I have no rights whatsoever to Indira. All I have is a forbidden taste and cannot possibly be real.” Bang Ridwan's inner speech while staring at Indira's ayu face.

"Indira, don't you want to try a better relationship with bang Anggara? Is not the place in your heart that can be by her? I feel like that Anggara bang loves you Dira. Maybe the way is still wrong. But that doesn't mean what you feel is wrong. Give him time. I'm sure there's something that hasn't been said of him."

Bang Ridwan then kept quiet.

Indira was silent. There was not a single word he said. He looked at Bang Ridwan, as if he wanted to find something that he could answer.

"I tried everything I could! But bang Anggara - "

"Maybe you haven't tried completely. Try to open your heart and forget about Dikta." cut Bang Ridwan fast.

Indira was stunned to hear Bang Ridwan's words.

It is true that he never meant to open his heart to Bang Anggara.

Indira sighs. There is a stuff that he still feels today.

Maybe true what Bang Ridwan said, Maybe his sincerity still has not touched the heart of the Anggara bang. This is the month of her marriage to Bang Anggara. And it does not seem that bang Anggara will divorce her.

The child who will not come later. Maybe because Indira stress then Indira so difficult to get pregnant at the onslaught of bang Anggara do not use break time.

To expel all desires against Dikta, Indira chose to occupy himself.that is why Indira often comes to the cafe.

He wants to erode the sad story of Indira and return to being a cheerful Indira. With the hope after the Anggara bang home he wanted to organize his life with Bang Anggara; although not entirely he was sure he could do it.

On the other hand, the presence of Indira to the cafe not only facilitates the work of Bang Ridwan which Indira entrusted by bang Anggara. But it became an encouragement for Bang Ridwan in living his busy life.

Bang Ridwan could see Indira's face lingering even though he did it secretly.

It was just that the side effects of his forbidden sense were increasingly filling the space of his heart.

But this time Bang Ridwan tried to be a selfish figure. He no longer cared about this forbidden taste.

In his heart bang Ridwan said that Indira did not need to know this taste. Let him like Indira in silence as long as he can see Indira at all times.

"It's lunch time. Let's eat first" said Indira to all staff cafe Itu.

This was the beginning where he had to start everything with a new sheet.

It's just that this form of positive change of Indira actually makes Bang Ridwan a misunderstanding. Bang Ridwan felt Indira was paying attention to him. In his view the face of Indira who was busy taking food for him.

"Come, Bang. Don't bengong. Eat first," said Indira to Bang Ridwan who noticed it earlier.

Bang Ridwan smiled shyly. His face blushed when Indira caught it wet herself was watching him.

"Thank you, Ra. You are indeed his ideal wife" ledeknya.

"No, Bang Ridwan started again?" sewot Indira's.

"He he he.. Can't be angry? am I just kidding?" Bang Ridwan laughter.

Indira and Bang Ridwan smiled. This was the first time Bang Ridwan had seen Indira's smile so loose.

Since her marriage to Bang Anggara, Indira has rarely been seen smiling even never.

All she saw from Indira was her gloomy face and the sadness that covered her pretty face.

Bang Ridwan is very happy with the change of Indira.

This means Indira starts to forget her past and tries to open her heart to others.

But the question is, for whom? Bang Ridwan asked inwardly.

Did Indira start accepting Bang Anggara as her husband? Really it? Then what about his feelings?

After eating, Indira approached Bang Ridwan who was sitting pensively in the front room of the cafe. la caught wet if the Ridwan bang was currently daydreaming. There was Bang Ridwan who was unaware of Indira's presence in front of him.

"Hayoooo?!! daydream what?" tanya Indira disperse the reverie of Bang Ridwan. The man stuttered to see Indira who was already sitting in front of him.

"It's okay, Ra. I just.." replied bang Ridwan stuttered.

"Remember Sister Ipeh?" connect Indira quickly.

Bang Ridwan looked at Indira. la like looking for a longing room that was still empty in the eyes of Indira.

Indira who realized the unusual gaze was automatically bowed, she did not understand the meaning of Bang Ridwan's gaze that felt so deep.

"Ra, is it wrong that I open my heart to another woman? Is the time so fast, I don't mean I want to forget Ipeh so much, but.." bang Ridwan did not finish his words. He just kept quiet and looked into Indira's eyes.