Wife of Five Hundred Million (S1): Forced to Get Married
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The day has changed too. The incident at the hospital of that time has managed to hold Indira for his entire life. He who had earlier insisted not to marry Anggara, finally can not say no longer when the father himself begged him.
The father who is always there for her, today pleads for her willingness and sincerity for the survival of their family.
Indira may be able to argue with her mother but not with the old man she called her father. Indira knows very well what her father struggles in the morning at night for the sake of their family. It will never be able for an Indira to say no especially when the father asks for it while shedding tears.
Pain his heart Indira but for the sake of the father, the world he will give. Until the end of the marriage without love from both sides it happened. The wife of five hundred million rupiahs will always be a lebel who during her will be attached to Indira. A stain that can never be cleaned.
The blue sky with a very beautiful sunshine smiled sweetly at the yellow janur waving blown by the wind in the house of the Sucipto family residence, which is a sign of the sacred bond between Indira and Anggara will be carried out.
The melt of tears now can not flow anymore in the eyes of the round nan canti, because there are no more tears that Indira can release as a form of his deep sadness.
The day she gave life to the family became the day she sank the ship of her life with the man she loved.
Indira only hopes, fate will never bring her to meet the man again. Let all her be lost drowned in the heart of an Indira.
“Sah...?”
“By!”
“By!”
“By!”
“By!”
“By!”
Those words became the words that Indira hated the most in her life. And since those words in I was filled with happiness for those who were happy, since then Indira also felt her life was embedded in a marriage mahligai.
“I won't sleep in this room. I'll sleep in Silvia.”'s room Anggara said coldly as usual.
“Hm-“ Indira replied as briefly as she could. She is not at all sad Anggara is not when Anggara does not treat her as a wife should. He's even happy. If possible throughout this marriage, Anggara continues to treat her like that. But of course that is unlikely to happen because it goes back to the main reason Anggara married her, which is to get a child.
Then how can he get a child if they have never done a farming scene.
Sure is! It will come when it will happen. Only in Indira's hope not now. When his heart was filled with the name of a man. Indira does not want to when she makes love to Anggara who is in her mind and her heart is Dikta.
At least give him time so that time can carry away the name of Dikta away from his heart and mind. That's all Indira wants but can not be expressed Indira because Anggara's attitude is too cold on him.
Today is a week after Ijab kabul it happened. And that means a week has passed from the wedding day of Indira and Anggara. But the name of Dikta is still thronged in his heart.
All his dreams with Dikta about the future of their little family he will never get again. Indira is aware and very aware that Dikta will hate the decision he takes regardless of the reason.
***
Dikta was pensive in front of the front window of the cafe's veranda of the Ridwan bang where Dikta became a freelance chef some time ago.
His eyes glared deep into the blue sky as if looking for an answer he never got. His face was frozen with a grinding jaw holding back an already unspeakable heartbreak. Indeed, Dikta was no longer able to rearrange his heart despite the thousand ways he overflowed to cover all the turmoil.
"Patience, Dit. All will be a silver lining" said Bang Ridwan, patting Dikta's shoulder. It was very desirable for Ridwan to say what really happened to Dikta but when Dikta took a deep breath, Ridwan could clearly see the stroke of disappointment depicted on his handsome face.
Dikta sighed very heavily. "I want to resign Bang, it's no use for me here." Said Dikta while still staring at the blue sky. His jaw that was hardened until it crackled more and more clearly sounded. It is very clear that there is an indignation that continues to erupt in Dikta.
"Belk!! Don't be, dong. You have to be professional." Ridwan as much as possible held Dikta while trying to strengthen Dikta. Ridwan knows this is definitely not easy for Dikta but all has happened, Indira will never get Dikta back.
"But! I can't stay here! Too many memories of me with Indira here bang! I can go crazy any time I see this corner cafe memory inside this brain that is indeed full of her spinning with her own without me asking! I can't bang! I'm not strong?!! Sorry I'm not this professional." Dikta's voice breaks the silence in the cafe. There are some faces that had stung to look towards Dikta and bang Ridwan outside the kitchen cafe.
"I understand, Dik.” Bang Ridwan said that he was very sympathetic to what Dikta felt. He continued to step closer to Dikta. On his pat once again Dikta's shoulder. And the gaze of Dikta's eyes with eye bags that are getting black makes Ridwan bang can feel all the destruction that Dikta experienced.
"Nothing to forgive Bang. If only I could provide the amount of money that her mother Indira wanted, surely none of this would happen. Aaaarrgh..How stupid am I!!" shouted Dikta with a fist punching the window pole.
Dikta who came to Indira's house to find Indira was indeed told by her mother Indira that Indira had married a rich man. It's just that his mother Indira did not tell Dikta that the man who married Indira was Anggara Sucipto.
Suppose Dikta knew it was certain Dikta would immediately look for his brother who was a jerk.
Dikta packed his belongings in the cafe. Unheard of Bang Ridwan who continued to try to hold him back from earlier. Goods – Barag Dikta is not much but Dikra still clean up as thoroughly as possible, because he does not want to leave anything belongs to him in this cafe. It was as if he wanted to erase the traces of a Dikta Sucipto in the cafe.
Bang Ridwan just kept silent. It was an effort he could make. He still could not resist Dikta's departure. Dikta's wound is not visible, but if the lula is treated, a million doctors will never be able to treat it. Divide a cancer that quickly took root throughout Dikta's body, stopping some of his heartbeat and freezing half of his heart.
"But! Thank you! It's all done. I don't think there's any more of my stuff here!” Dikta hugged Ridwan tightly. One – one of his cousins who according to him is not on Anggara's side.
"DIK....?!" call Bang Ridwan about to say something but get stuck.
“Dikta stared fixedly at Bang Ridwan. he knew very well what the call Bang Ridwan just meant.
"Udahlah Bang's. It all ends up in this place. My career, my dreams and even my future are all gone. There is nothing left but everything that hurts. Indira brought everything with her." Say it with a million pangs.
Dikta embraced Bang Ridwan so tightly. There was a tightness that filled his breathing space.
His voice trembled as he said goodbye to his colleagues at the cafe.
On the way to Dikta, Bang Ridwan was staring at the sky. It is heartless to see the departure of Dikta who stepped up to leave the cafe for good. But what can he do.
