Wife of Five Hundred Million (S1): Forced to Get Married
#21

CHAPTER 18

The cloudy weather throughout this month is like describing the mood of Indira which is always clouded by the taste of poignancy.

Days that are lived alone make him often feel lonely.

As things stand today, Indira sits alone in the TV room as a bang Anggara goes to Jakarta to meet his first wife.

Indra's hand continued to flip through the magazine on his lap. He was confused as to what to do. There was nothing he could do in this house because the Anggara bang had paid someone to work in that house to help Indira.

Boredom continues to touch his heart until a chocolate up on his lap.

"Brown?!! " excited Indira stunned to see a beautiful chocolate nangkring on the lap.

"Dictated?" He was spontaneous while looking back. Perhaps the longing that was mounting in his heart made all his past memories and Dikta was present at that time. Because Dikta used to do that. Who always suddenly put a chocolate in his lap.

"God!! is there only one Dikta in your heart and mind, Indira??!!!" Bang Ridwan threw himself beside Indira.

"You bang Ridwan! I think-is?"Indira is back to weakening. Stupidly he was expecting something that was obviously impossible to happen.

"You think Dikta? if it wasn't Dikta, wouldn't anyone else be able to do that? You exist - there is. Don't be sad! Let's eat chocolate! Brother deliberately brought this because you saw your post on Ig." said Bang Ridwan.

"Thank you, Bang. Wear it all!!!"

But who would have thought, the words bang Ridwan night made Indira's face more grim.A sadness is clearly painted there.

Bang Ridwan regretted his words that he had intended to comfort Inidra. But who would have thought...

"What's up, Ra?" bang Ridwan asked in a sympathetic tone of voice.

Indira lay her body on Bang Ridwan's shoulder. Her tears began to fall. The longer the sob.

"I can no longer Bang" he replied.

"Patience to Ra?. You must have been able to get through this all so well." Bang Ridwant continues to encourage Indira.

Indira lowered her head and tears were dripping down her cheeks. "I am just a human being!! Ordinary people who can not always put patience above my sadness.This world, no one can understand myself bang!! No one understands my sadness! The wounds I feel! Nothing!!  I'm alone, Bang." The sobbing and shrill voice felt was transmitting his pain to the person who was listening to him.

"Ra! You still have a brother!!" Bang Ridwan looked into Indira's eyes. He rubbed back that teary face. There was a taste in his heart. A feeling that should not be in the heart. Bang Ridwan did not understand when the taste was present. But for sure the taste was increasingly fertile in his heart.

Millions of ways he has done to get rid of that growing taste. But still nothing works. Bang Ridwan was confused why the feeling could be present for the woman who is his cousin's wife? It's a forbidden taste and bang Ridwan knows it.

 The atmosphere of silence that calms the soul makes Indira feel very comfortable leaning her head on the shoulder of bang Ridwan.  But unfortunately, the same thing is not felt by bang Ridwan.  Bang Ridwan's heartbeat began to irregular. There was a touch he felt unusual. The flow stung within his body. Bang Ridwan was still struggling with a forbidden taste. If he could turn the clock around, then he wanted to be born as Bang Anggara and love Indira with all his heart. Or become a Dikta who will never go to let Indira belong to someone else.