Wife of Five Hundred Million (S1): Forced to Get Married
#20

Making love with Bang Anggara is like rape for Indira. His heart groaned as if it was not willing every time Bang Anggara touched part of his body.

But Indira can only surrender, she was never able to resist the will of her husband. Her heart cried bitterly even though she was making love to her husband. For him this is not lovemaking but rather deserves to be called rape! Bang Anggara's rude attitude has really ripped his plus self with his heart.

That night, Indira thought everything would be quick and short. But beyond a doubt! ban Anggara kept pouncing on him. His words that said he would soon return to Jakarta to accompany his first wife's night, as if he had forgotten it.

He kept pouncing on Indira all night. Not giving Indira to rest until the sun arrives.

"i'm going home to Jakarta this morning to pick up some of my paperwork. After that I'll pick you up. We're moving out of Ridwan's house." Say it while wearing his shirt in front of a large mirror inside his room and Indira.

Indira who was still on the bed did not answer anything. His mind was still muddled because of the nightmare he had last night. Yep! Her romance with bang Anggara is really like a nightmare for Indira. The pain of unification without warming gives its own trauma to his new self that is the first time to do se k in his lifetime.

Moreover, Anggara not only do it once, but many times as if never satisfied to enjoy his body.

***

Two months have passed since that night. Indira and Anggara live in their own house in Bandung leaving the house of Ridwan since their first night ritual.

Speaking of Ridwan, like his Ridwan can already accept the situation if his wife is gone. He's back like the old Ridwan. And his passion for the child has multiplied many times.

Ridwan also often visited Indira and Anggara. Sometimes - sometimes Ridwan also leave Dodo because the distance of Indira and Ridwan houses is not how far.

It's just that this one month Dodo Ridwan delivered to his parents' house so Dodo. Today Dodo has Ridwan picked up but he did not bring Dodo to the house of Indira because Dodo was sleeping.

Ridwan comes to deliver by-by his father and mother-in-law to Indira.

When Ridwan went inside the grounds of the house of Indira and Anggara, Ridwan saw Indira pensive alone on the porch of his house. "Is he pensive because of the problem he told me about? Or don't don't he pensively because there's no more joking Dido filling up his days this one month?"batin Ridwan when he saw Indira.

But when Ridwan will approach, Indira who is not aware of the arrival of Ridwan because so focused with his daydreams play just enter the house.

Inside the house Indira took a photo of herself and Dodo displayed in the middle room. Honest in Indira's heart, she missed the laughter and cries of the little boy.

"Does this mean I want a child??" Indira was very slow.

Soon Indira tepis all those crazy fantasies. Although she was obliged to give birth to a child for Anggara and Silvia, but she never dreamed of having a tiny baby from the seeds of Bang Anggara.

This is because Indira feels that Bang Anggara is not her husband. Indira even still considers Bang Anggara as a person who has torn his dreams.

When his mind is centered on the word Dream, memories of the times with Dikta appear and in that moment a feeling of longing that infiltrated suddenly into his heart. The miss approached him along with a flash of Dikta's shadow in his mind. It felt more and more tightly wrapped around his heart space. Indira misses her ayang. Missing Dikta's kiss on her forehead. On her soft caress. And did not feel the clear circle back flowing on his cheek. One by one, dripping soaks into the heart.

Indira gasped at the sound of her cell phone ringing loudly. There's one call coming in from Bang Ridwan.

"Bang Ridwan?" indira said while wiping away her tears. He had no idea that the person who called him was currently outside his home.

"Yes, hello Bang?" greet Indira.

"Hi, are you at Ra's house?" ask Bang Ridwan.

"I'm looking at this Dodo photo. He hasn't been here in a long time. Oh yea! Tumben called, what's wrong?"

"No what. I just want to know you. The Dodo nanyain. He's already home. But now he's sleeping.." Said Ridwan while peeking out from the entrance.

"Ooh-" replied Indira briefly uninspired.

"You're all right, Ra?" tanya Bang Ridwan but not directly in response by Indira. He was silent for a moment.

"Do I have to go back to the story on Bang Ridwan?" Inner Indira. All this time without Indira knowing Ridwan has been his place to complain all his complaints. He often told Bang Anggara's attitude of coldness and sometimes temperament to his.

"Hallo Ndira you're still there right?" asked Bang Ridwan worriedly.

"Yes Bang, I still hear Brother's voice" he replied in a trembling voice. There was a hariu that he held in his chest. But Indira doesn't want anyone to know.

"What's up, Ra? Is Bang Anggara still being cold to you? But he didn't hit you, did he?" bang Ridwan's question sounded increasingly anxious.

"Nothing Bang," replied Indira lirih. All this time no one noticed his feelings and circumstances other than Bang Ridwan.

"Don't lie to your brother, Ra? How can you say it's okay while you cry? Tell me, don't be alone!! it's not good for your health.”

Hearing the words of Bang Ridwan, the end of his Indira can no longer stem his tears. But even so, there was not a single word that came out of the mouth.  All are spilled only in the form of roaring sobs. But the sobbing sound was enough for Ridwan to know what Indira was feeling.

"Cry Indira, if it can reduce the tightness in your heart. Cry if it will make you better" said Bang Ridwan softly.

Fifteen minutes long Indira cried, which every second the sound of crying became more and more sobbing..

Bang Ridwan who felt this was not the right time to take by - by to his late Indira home after accompanying Indria release tightness in the chest.

But after the phone call from the Ridwan bang died and Ridwan bang left even without Indira knowing, Indira's crying increasingly broke. He tried repeatedly to accept his destiny. And tried to accept Bang Anggara as her husband. Anggara's so cold tapisikap plus harsh words that are often directed to Inidra makes Indira unconsciously often compare Anggara with DIKta. And it brings all the feelings of love that Indira locks tightly deep in her heart slowly re-emerging to the surface.