When to get pregnant ?
Gratitude is better.

" Endah is in the excuse of "The words of Endah's husband who passed so in front of Astri with a quick step.

Astri pecked for a moment, The wife was confused between choosing to go back or still see Endah. Think for a moment .

"Bismillah, assalamualaikum !"

" Wa-waallaikumsalam "

Endah quickly - quickly wiped his falling tears and smiled at Astri .

" Astri let's go in ?" Endah greeted Astri with a forced smile because his face looked very sad.

" I-yeah Ndah thanks, this I want to deliver this was missed ?" Astri thrust a black plastic bag into Endah.Endah received it.

" Oh, that's the bath soap I was looking for - look no, thank you tri already want anterin here."

" Yes the same - the same, Why is your Ndah in-laws deserted where ?"

"Oh, my father is again having an event at his first child's house maybe the day after he came home "

" Ow is that, so which little one ?"

" Let's powder, 'bout awake "

" Ow, that's why I said Ndah was afraid to bother you ?"

" Isn ... why hunt tri-hunt, do not disturb kok, some I am saturated no temen, most usually Bu Nani who is here if not that I am there ? I used to sit here not papa "Take Endah .

Astri nodded . Though Astri actually felt bad because Endah had just had a debate with her husband and Astri accidentally heard their debate .

Astri was shocked and also not feeling well . Astri was silent for a moment confused should start the conversation from where .karna Astri really - really awkward it .

" Astri, it must be nice to stay away from in-laws . Free, no pressure, no ?"

"Eum, the same name Ndah we live there must be no good "

" Yes but isn't it delicious tri away from in-laws ?"

Astri was silent, she was confused what to answer ? because Astri had also felt at home with in-laws although not for long but living with in-laws there was a challenge in itself . Where sometimes trivial problems become big, differences of opinion when determining something, follow sometimes forced, more succumb and much more .

"Miris indeed tri if we are married to the wrong one, we have to many - many succumb not to mention having to live at home with in-laws it feels like alone who should be able to bring themselves .Encourage yourself and always be strong in facing everything yourself "

" Endah "Astri holds the palm of Endah squeezing it gently, trying to calm Endah down .

"It doesn't feel strong tri , this life my husband always asks for more than me , whereas my in-laws are sometimes good sometimes angry - angry no l

clear . And my husband never sided with me my husband always defended his parents even though I was right but never right in the eyes of the husband and also in-laws "

Endah told me with a cry.

" Endah, good news Ndah maybe your husband again has a problem or maybe your husband is tired again . Patience every in-law is often so angry sometimes good but actually they are good "

" No tri, this family is not so, all this time they are only good outside actually.ah .Although my husband never hit me but my husband always demands me to , manifest all the desires whatever he wants ,my husband used to want a child of Alhamdulillah Allah gave otherwise I might have divorced him and now my husband still demands me that I make our child fat like his friend's child , not to mention my in-laws also asked for the same thing "

" Astagfirullah, the patient Ndah may be. Now your child is still growing and the baby is ordinary if his body is small later - long will be fat "

" Yes tri , but my husband and my in-laws don't want to know how to get my son fat. Though all this time I have been giving the best money for my son until I drink the best milk, but in fact it still remains, and I feel depressed at the request of my husband and in-laws "

" Ndah sometimes we do have to try and obey what parents and husbands say if it is still reasonable, and still in our ability . but if we already feel unable to better just focus with your child, the most important healthy is the key . Healthy is expensive. It's hard when we hear babbling from people especially from the closest person himself it may hurt more but remember ndah, your child's growth and your sanity is more valuable and more everything than having to hear ,lamenting all. "

" yes tri thank you, I will be even stronger "

" Don't hesitate to come to Ndah's house "

Endah nodded .

" Hix .. hiks ... " The voice of the child crying.

" Tri I live first huh my son again cry ?"

" Oh Ndah I also want to go home, remember never mind your own burden Ndah there I am ready to help "

" Yes tri thanks "

" I'll be back tomorrow?"

" Yes "

" Assalamualaikum "

" The Waalaikumsallam "

Astri leaves Endah's house .

" Astagfirullah, I'm sorry God if I'm still not grateful. It is true that Amir used to never see people from outside because sometimes people can cheat . And what looks happy does not mean always happy and what is difficult is not necessarily always difficult "