When to get pregnant ?
Lodged.

" Coffee sir ?" said Astri who while putting coffee on the table beside the father.

" Yes Tri thanks "Say the father while a little fingered .

The eyesight of the father is not good since being hit by a fire last time to help uncle last month. At first I just feel a little itching over time the itching is getting worse father just treat his eyes with bamboo water that every day he took from behind the house .Selection of young bamboo is also not easy because not all there is water, young bamboo that is not small in size is also not large cut a little tapered and then dripped Dimata .People in my village often call it slumpring .

" Wah, tenan tenan make your coffee Tri already fit this if you open a coffee shop ?" puji.

" Ah, this father can be .Coffee people are also the same as the mother who made for his sugar father is also the same pack no different ?"

" There is a , if your mother who makes you like less sugar, if you are the one who makes the new fit ?"

" Yes, it has started now I do not want to make coffee for my father so Astri aja ?" Said the mother who just came out with a boiled sweet potato on her plate.

I chuckled when I saw my mom and dad.

" Lho there is a mother anyway, not the mother also muanteep kok "

" Said the father earlier that his mother made less sugar ? hehe ." Timpte .

" That's the father"

" No-no buk, this Astri gk can be invited to compromise?"

." Hehe sir - sir, is there - is it ?"

" Astri how the mother of the next-door neighbor there who has a crush on you and the mother is also horrified that man is also kind and polite again "

" Who did you hear from ? " Tell dad.

" From the neighbors of many people who talk, unfortunately the man has not dared to come here ?"

" Who is buk ,Astri don't know ?"

" It's the owner of the Amir clothing store if it's not wrong name cook you don't know"

" Oh, Amir's gold ?"

" Don't you know Astri already ?"

" Astri you already know the man, have you met often without the knowledge of your mother ?" Ask dad, mom saw me full of search.

" Astagfirullah, this father, yes, no sir, where is it possible that Astri met with what other men without the knowledge of Astri's mother still inget sin sir buk?"

" Where do you meet?"

" Is that really what your mother said ?"

" So yesterday Astri invited between Ningrum buy clothes in his shop Mas Amir Pak Astri also who knows Ningrum said he had subscribed to buy his clothes there well since then we did not accidentally pack met diwarung chicken noodles , ' he said ,on the street, gold shops and lastly yesterday at the counter hp .That's also if we met never pak buk sit together and if it passes just a smile is never a story or anything" explained me.

" Oh so ?" ibuk nodded.

" Oh, uh,Astri anyway you have to remember the message of the father of a man who really loves and wants to accept you as you are and appreciate women is a man who dares to ask his parents directly well - good and promised to love and care for the woman for ever. Dare to marry and take full responsibility .If there are men who just want to invite Astri to date - just dating without any clear relationship father does not want it to happen because you are the only father child even though we live this simple life never play people. But if according to your father it is suitable with Amir and you agree if you marry him "See the father.

" The same mother exists - there are only Astri people who have nothing to do" I said .

Those words became the last words of the father of those words that I always remembered. Actually I still do not believe in what should happen to me Where I have to lose both my parents quickly it turns out the father has been hiding his illness to mother and I am shortness of breath.

Remember that time the father who arrived to the bathroom with Buru-buru during heavy rain weather because we lived in a very simple house with a bamboo wall roof.If the rainy season like that time we must be prepared to arrange the basin and kitchen tools that can be used to hold falling water.

" Your father why did Tri run away so ?" Ask the mother who was putting the basin in the leak.

" Don't know buk , maybe dad's upset stomach kali ?" I said while helping my mother .

Bruinsk ...

Sounds coming from the bathroom.

" Boy" said the mother who immediately ran towards the bathroom.

I followed him immediately from behind .

" Father ! why ... sir wake up sir !" Shouted mother while waking up the father who was lying on the bathroom door .

" Born !" I immediately shook my father's body several times trying to wake him up ,taking eucalyptus oil and sticking it under the nose hoping you smell it but you still do not wake up with shaking hands I try to check the pulse in the hand of the father.

I saw the mother who was panicking and crying so much because of the heavy rain the voice of the mother would not be heard by the neighbors.

" Father, there is no Mom "My words weakly felt my world stopped for a moment when tears fell by themselves.

" What ? Mr. .. mr. .. don't stay with the mother of the sir "

I can only be quiet .

Since the departure of the father of the mother to be quiet often call the name of the father even still preparing coffee in the morning and evening .

A month passed the condition of the mother getting worse not wanting to eat and alone when it was the mother arrived - arrived unconscious, arriving at the hospital turned out the mother went after the father.

Since then I have been an orphan .

***

Years changed God sent mas Amir to me the man I had told my mother and father at that time .Mas Amir really came to ask me .

With the intention of Bismillah I accept Amir mas to be my husband to this day. A man who understood and understood me from the beginning until now . Although I know the Amir mas family does not like me either because of a different caste or indeed the Amir family does not like me .

Once a little inferior and had time away from the Amir mas because I was quite aware of me and Amir mas is different but the more I moved away from the efforts of Amir mas increasingly hard to get me and Amir mas not ever give up one bit to make me melt .

Mas Amir once said .

"My soul mate and destiny are already in you Astri despite the many rejections from my family I remain convinced you are the one who can be my makmum "

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