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Happiness POV Astri

Beautiful face, funny and cute, beautiful eyes, with brown beads make me stunned .

Yes, he is my son

The child I just gave birth to

In pain I risked my soul for my son's sake, against shame, pain, against fear .

All of that I ignored to get her out of my womb .

Blood coming out, the occasional cutout of my thin skin, the stitches of life - life without any anesthetic . That's all I accept without complaining .

All changed with real happiness . The first cry I heard was like the most beautiful voice ringing in my ear .

My son thank you for giving beauty to my mother, thank you your presence gives us so much happiness .

My child may you become a useful child, may you be a child who always remembers with both parents may you be a child of Sholeh - Sholehah .

My son mama is very, very happy to get you, you are very grateful to God, the color of youth is that mama can get a child as beautiful as you . Mama promised to take care of you, mama promised to take care of you lovingly .Mama will be patient as wide as the ocean, as long as you wait for your arrival .

 Remember first, how the struggle mama to get you, mama had to go back and forth to the hospital to countless times . Your father was willing to fight for money, not caring about his condition to get you.

Insults after insults that every day must be obtained by mama, from the mouth of neighbors and close family, do not make your mother and father tired to continue to be patient to keep trying to get you .

Many times we fall but we try to get up and stand up straight, face all the tests, accept all the trials that come. Pretend - pretend deaf, and pretend blind with cruel blasphemy in the world .

But today I am so happy that the sadness was wiped out so quickly .

Oh my God, I really didn't think .

The happiness you give is so real.

Be thankful for what you give.

" Astri "My father-in-law made me stop daydreaming .

" Yes Ma'am "

" This is, chicken porridge, eaten here first, my grandmother's beauty let me carry "Inita after putting a bowl of porridge on the table near the bed.

" Eum thank you Ma "my reply while transferring my son to my mother-in-law's hand.

Yes, from earlier I was busy looking at the tiny beautiful face .

" Yes the same, my beautiful grandson "

" Tri you eat first yes, mom wants to invite the beauty out in front, if you have finished eating the bowl put it there so that Hesti will settle "Add mom.

" Yes Ma'am "my answer .

Mother went out of room & I immediately ate the porridge my mother-in-law had just brought me .

My gratitude is growing (where my mother-in-law is now getting better , the more attention I am . I'm so moved.

Since my return from the hospital, I did not go straight home to me, but went straight home to my mother-in-law's house, because this is my in-law's wish, and I really appreciate the decision .

My in-laws told me, for a month I'm gonna stay in this house . And this is the second day I'm staying at my mom's house . Very different from the past where the mother who was always cynical, not friendly with me .but this time the mother was so friendly and pampering me .

Mas Amir's family warmly welcomed me .

Once again thank you, O Allah, for uniting and dissolving the hearts of the family of Amir through the child whom you entrusted to me .