When to get pregnant ?
Hard times.
" How many months is your gestational age ?" Bu sum stroked the distended stomach of Endah.
" Mother 5-month street "Endah chimed in.
" Ow, very quickly ya can momongan must be fertile that content ya buk anyway?" answer to Bu sum.
"Well, is there only one year of marriage?"
Bu Nani chimed in.
" That's if the uterus is fertile? Astri when did you follow Endah ? isn't your marriage almost 8 years? but where is there no result?" asked Bu Sum while looking at Astri.
" Euumm..do you wish the best mothers?" astri.
" Heemmmzz..if asked for sure the answer is so continued, Hay Astri who fasted efforts mumpung still young, if it is old later more difficult?If you need to try to check with a doctor often let you know the condition of your uterus is healthy what not? Do you bother if you are not healthy every day to make you fail haha?"said Bu Sum with spirit.
" Yes that's right said Bu sum, I'm Tri feel alone. Trouble Tri in old age still nanggung children?"Bu haya.
Astri just nodded.
" Hay already-have been eaten his prairie ? "
said Ms. Nani .
" Yes Bu , this afternoon is suitable to eat rujak , especially for those who are pregnant like the Endah this way haduh , is it definitely delicious?"
" Ah, this Bu sum is there - there are only , pregnant or not if the hot afternoon atmosphere is this suitable to eat like a gini?" answer Endah while taking the existing rujak torn.
It has become a tradition in the village of Astri, When the homework is finished the mothers will sit back in groups. It tells us everything that is seen and heard.
As it is today Astri and some other mothers chat under the mango tree that is beside Astri's house.
" Lho-lho buru - buru terat Tri, then napa? it's still a lot of his words, what if it doesn't run out? said Bu Nani.
" Yes "sahut Endah chimed.
" Thank you Miss Nani, Will you be tomorrow again ? Kasian mas Amir, excuse me? " i said as I left the other mothers.
" Yes Astri" said the mothers in unison.
" Heh, Astri used to like that, if asked about when to get pregnant ? must immediately go home for making a meal, lift a clothesline what is it ? " say Bu Sum .
" Yes, would you like to avoid that?" Bu haya.
Endah and Bu Nani just look at each other. Mumgkin had used to hear them like that.
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Astri, sobbing sitting in bed hugging the bolster. Muffle her heartache when she remembers a question When to get pregnant?
"Astagfirullah, strengthen the servant O Allah. I know that you are all-hearing, O Allah, You are all-seeing and all-loving, I know, O Allah, you will not test a people beyond its means .But O Allah, if the servant may complain, allow the servant to express the contents of the servant's heart so as to reduce the burden on the servant.Yes, can I not be a good mother for the children? have I not been able to care for and care for the children ?Do I not deserve a funny child who is God's God so that you have not entrusted me to have a child?"
" Astri istighfar Astri, God knows what is best for his people?"said Amir Astri's husband who suddenly came to approach Astri, stroked Astri's shoulder while hugging him tightly.
" Yes Mas ? But I'm tired every day of having to be asked when to get pregnant ? when is pregnant ? when pregnant? that word I always hear from the neighbor's mouth? Don't they know that we've been trying, what they say I always follow, who should drink this it's a doctor's check there that we've all done but.heuummm "Astri was crying and could not continue.
" Did you know Astri? now the most important thing we can not be weak we must keep trying, you do not need to hear the words of others most important I still accept you? I'm still faithfully waiting ?And I want us to fight the same ? to get a baby that sholeh Sholehah ." said Amir .
Didn't feel like they were crying together in the room .
Sometimes life is hard to understand and live. There are many gravel, sand even hidden stones. Can only be patient to get through it all in order to get to a beautiful place.
