When to get pregnant ?
Giving up is wrong .

The incident made Amir now more distant from me, talking only as necessary. It's been three days now I feel like everyone else in this house, as if - I'll just be needed when I need to . It's sad, isn't it ?.

" What do you want to eat ?" Manyu .

Mas Amir was seen sitting and busy with his phone .I approached him I hugged him from behind .

" It's up to the tri ?" Mas Amir answered while releasing my hand which was on his shoulder.

Immediately I stood up straight and breathed a heavy sigh.

" What do you want to masakin ? " Many more making sure.

" I ate at my mom's ! if you want to eat, eat alone ?" Mas Amir got up from his seat .

" Mad, mas don't invite me ?" Ask me again while chasing him .

" Not to ! Are you home ? " The answer was to go straight to the motor.

Again - again I have to be patient facing Amir mas "Silent Astri tomorrow also Mas Amir must return What else am I pregnant?" Suggestions .

This time I cooked alone and ate alone . Trying to stay calm all this for the sake of the child in the womb remember the doctor's message that pregnant women can not be much thought let alone to stress, that sentence that I embed in my life today .

Gts ...

Gts ...

Gts ...

" Mas Amir has returned Alhamdulillah indeed my words earlier must be mas Amir remember the baby "Gumamku happy .

I opened the door immediately .

" Mas Amir !" Sapaku when the door opens.

" Astri "

" Eh .. mbak Hesti what's wrong mbak ?"

Turns out I was wrong to come even mbak Hesti . But this time there is something strange with makeup mbak Hesti not as usual mbak Hesti who always wear sexy clothes and also lack materials . Now even like people wake up random hair - random right, tangled clothes also make up uneven .

" Hesti can mintak please don't ?" Pinta Hesti .

" What would Hes do, please ?" Askaqua.

" Please pick up the school now ? If I'm the one who picks up later not to rush the time can - can Enggar be mad at me You can be Tri ?"

" What about Eum ?" Thought.

" Have tri not much to think about going to hunt Enggar home ? Here's my motor key. " Hesti gave me the keys to the bike in my hand. " Oh yeah I'm hitching a change of clothes is the same shower here can I ?" Say again.

" Yes Hes can be "I said.

I just nodded .

I ride a motorcycle with heart because this is my first time riding a motorcycle again . Last time I was riding a motorcycle when I was not married to Amir mas was also a motorcycle from a neighboring minjem because, both my parents could not afford a motorcycle . Surely you guys ask - ask do not have a motorbike where to ride a motorbike learn from? wear what ? As I remember I used to study with my kind friend Mia, she was the only friend who would accompany me and never be ashamed to have a friend who was said to be incapable. Though Mia was the richest man in my village what she asked for a blink of an eye instantly there . Distant from me if you want what - what to work first ? Nabung up to months - months even more than a year also ever.

Mia at that time was taught by her uncle in the field of my insistence because we often walk together I was also taught by uncle Mia . And that's when I can ride the bike. Unfortunately our friendship had to be separated when we graduated High School where Mia had to move to Jakarta with her family and while I quit school and chose work to help both parents at home.

" Aunty tri "Sapa Enggar when he saw me stop right in front of Enggar.

It turns out Enggar had gone home.Enggar had been standing in front of his school whose gate had been closed no other school children even teachers were no just living Enggar alone.

" Have you come home from earlier, son ? " Sanyaku is still on the bike. "Wok riding a kid ?" My love.

Enggar was immediately up quickly "Yes Aunt tri already from earlier, I wait - wait mama no Dateng - Dateng I have already told not appointed papa also that the number is not active ?" Says Enggar with annoyance.

" Yes your mama is not well eating can not pick up if your papa must be busy working, but now you do not have to worry about already there is a Aunt who picked you up " I said with a friendly smile while riding a motorcycle .

" Yes Aunty thanks, Auntie was able to ride the motorbike too, Enggar thought Aunt could not ?" Swinger with typical child talk

" Can dong Aunty was once a racer you know now aja Aunty never again riding a motorcycle because there is om Amir who always interraces between Aunty where - where "Obviously I .

" Oh that's Auntie "

Our trip was stopped because in front of it turns out there is an improvement in the road as a result we have to pass the shortcut provided. This road is full of small rocks so that makes the tires feel a bit slippery.

" You are silent, is this because the road is not flat ? " My message to Enggar .

" Why Auntie? Aunt scared? Didn't Aunt tell herself that Aunt used to be a racer ?" Joking with a small laugh.

" Yes, Enggar was now aunty was already a penitent "I said by staying concentrated on a road full of stones and holes with side of the got and next to the electricity pole lined up .

" Ih Aunt Cemen ! Let's show Auntie that she can !"Screaming Enggar with a shake - his body shake made my balance disturbed .

" Don't do that, it's an ugly road !" My spoken.

" Ayok Aunty Exciting !" Enggar increasingly shook his body on the motor .

" Fuck ! Stop Enggar stop ! " my yell began to be uncomfortable with the behavior of my nephew Enggar "

Instead of stopping Enggar even became his body prancing - prancing on the bike .

I was getting panicked then wanted to brake the speed of my motor but accidentally Enggar nudged my hand from behind suddenly made me lose balance .

" Fuck ! Watch out !

Braaaaaaatpkkk....

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