THE WILL OF LOVE "HAPPY LAST"
conscience
Heart Voice
Six years passed, I started going to college, and I never saw each other again
Geral after high school graduation, he began to disappear like water absorbed by asphalt, impregnated only
just sec. The night is getting older. My eyelids can't even be compromised and still
stay awake. Drowsiness cells actually have spoiled dio every strand of my eyelashes, he said,
I don't know if I'm fully awake. Is this what we call restlessness? Might as well.
How sad, this silence is so sad. Loneliness is crushing me in the puddles
alienation. This four-square room has officially become my room, but why doesn't it even exist
taste have?. Although many times will open the window and breathe air to the lungs
my paruku is all filled. Still, this tiny room can't take away my memories on
the little house belonged to grandparents far away. This bathroom is a disease
absolutely horrible. It looks like this feels like. I just realized how expensive it turned out to be
I have to pay to pin my dreams on the future. Separated away from
parents, all my friends, and everyone I love. If you are not ashamed of yourself and of
your father's wish for me, I want it to feel like leaving Mataram and returning to
the beloved home. Everything in my tiny house has been holding one of my spirits and
beloved man on the wall of the room. The days felt so long and
boring without the togetherness we had. After being so far apart like this, I
realize how much he means, duh night, you leave a trail of longing in a mini sleep.
I have always believed in the trembling of the soul, no matter how naive a man is, his spirit is not
ever been a liar. Time has been long, and space distance is not only
spelled out kilometers, it was unable to repel the frame of the face that I had unconsciously chosen
the deepest room in the soul. I miss the room with all the dirt on it
in the books I began to remember him, O Geral, the man whom I had chosen as the backstab of my love,
the mouth of my tears. A man who knows me better than I know myself.
O moon, allow my anxiety to be dominated by everything about her. Remembering so
a lot of things that we managed to get through, made me want to cry once aghus laughed.
Our journey of love which was once flooded with blessings, suddenly later became full of stars
and it's hard for us to get through. My extended family suddenly questioned his presence in the heart and
my life. I was confused and whether he felt the same, uncomfortable as me. What
his fault of us loving this is suddenly questioned!. Before the gods were as if
growing heavenly music to bless us. And this is where I am separated
hundreds of miles from him, for the sake of a future. Separated when blessing becomes too expensive
for us. Separate when God is marking us with obstacles.
Do you know that I love him so much?.
That man whom I have chosen to embroider my heart and to immerse my soul. Turns out
I'm not used to it without his sincere love and attention. Years of building the foundation of love
being with him made my soul forged. Everything all events sweet and
every drop of bitter story we have ever soy sauce together. The problems that come are not just one or two, either,
and I often get shaky because of it. But every look into his eyes, I know
that I didn't love her wrong. He always scared me, and he was always capable
turning the sharp pebbles we passed into a new leafy road.
One wing and the other wing which is the soul mate, he and
my wings are capable of flying me. I love her, God, you know. Although
all the problems I had made my feelings crystallize perfectly, but still
to carry it in every step. The distance between Mataram and her ignorant soul
the thrill made me realize how hard I was to breathe in his absence, how close I was
thick without lethargy in the eyes, Lord, meet me with him for is he not my brother?.
Is it not the light of my eyes?
I love him, I really love him, even blessing is very difficult for him
we, he remains preserved in the soul.I fret, because my body is always royal. Doesn't he feel, even so far, space and
the seal separates us, he remains enthroned in the soul. The little note he gave me first
as an introduction to my small steps when the warm hugs I refused to let go in the middle of the weary tree in the
The foggy celebration until now I still save as a spirit generator
which never goes out.
Every time I'm upset, I never get tired of reading it. His words are always
developing my longing cells from time to time, made me sure of all this, because of love
never synergized with time and distance.
Be the sun
Which has its own light source,
Be the rain
That will never stop dividing the water
If the time comes, come home to me, for I am your universe.
As the night grew older, the beloved faces returned to every corner of the light
caught by my cornea.
The ceiling of the room, on each side of the pintillation of my room, the corner of the light bathed in light
the moon, in my eyeballs he remains. Separated away like this, making my inner and soul as if
no longer close. Does he know?.I didn't know who else to lean on, and then I went straight into the hostel room and
directly lying.
Hp's voice rang, I saw a new number, I tried to pick it up and it turned out
Riko, indeed I did not keep Riko's number at that time.
‘What's Rik?”,
“You why Sri, how sad is your voice?.
“No ad rik, already yes I want to sleep first”.
Riko says good-bye and I turn off the phone and I go back to sleep
and weep. Either Riko hates me for hanging up, whatever, I don't care
anyone for now.
Not long after the HP rang again, I think it was Riko, then I did not lift. However
the second time I heard Hp's voice and I found a new number, curious and I picked up.
After I picked up, Geral called me.
“Halo Sri,?” it's Geral, how are you?”
I sat down, I didn't think Geral still had my number.
“Ya Ger, how?, how are you?’ yes, I'm fine”
And that conversation went on for a long time.
From that day I began to get close to him, to the calls of the night.
Every day goes like that. For three years we have been in love stories
remote range.
I'm getting comfortable with Geral, I'm putting my biggest hope in him.
