THE WILL OF LOVE "HAPPY LAST"
love the monkey again
Love Monkey Again
“To love her, I don't need much time, just a blink of an eye. But
To get his love I need a few hundred million eye jolts”-@hairul anam.
My struggle for the love of a charming boy, my,
charismatic, reserved, smart, yet indifferent to women. That was my dream, I never
stop to tear down the wall and the solidity of the defensive wall of Geral's heart that has not yet been
ever visited any woman. Geral's cold attitude and rejection many times did not
making me give up, as long as Geral still eats rice, as long as it's still human
and as long as he doesn't turn into a flying crocodile, I'll keep chasing him.
Geral was my first love in Elementary School, her thin smile could only
counted twice in one year. He smiles at me twice a year
fifth grade since the first time I approached him and the second smile since he was me
lend a tie to be used for photoan for diploma photo. All the ways I did for him
smile at me starting from pretending to ask for help doing math tasks, starting from
he walked very slowly in front of his house just to be seen. But never came to me
see the third smile. Incidentally, Geral is the transfer child of the praya, due to
his father was transferred to Junior High School in Kawo, so Geral also moved no longer in school
in Praya.
It's been a semester, it turns out Geral has moved to my school, where I did
cottage, but allowed to go home. Because the system isn't too tight, either
my home and school are not far –so far that it is possible to sleep at home. From this week,
I got Geral's phone number from a close friend also named Riko. I
called Geral several times and sent messages just to ask her the news and what she was doing, but was not responded to by Geral. Because it is not lifted
by Geral then I called his friend Riko who happened to be friends
also close to Geral.
“Halo Ger, what else?”
“Can can be a moment?”
“Ya Sri, what is it?”
“Hahaha” no Ger,” I laugh shyly.
“Awhile I guessed, said Geral
“You hide wherever I will know, you will definitely not be responded to by Geral”
riko said smile through a mobile phone.
“Honestly yes, I sprained Geral too, have been a few days and several times I called too
never lifted by him “.
“ Haahaha”Rezeki you have not been lucky, just be patient, someday surely you will get people
which is better than him” said Riko with a laugh.
It turns out that Riko likes me too, but Riko doesn't dare to reveal it because it is certain
Riko I refused because Riko knew my dream guy criteria were not her.
Since there was nothing to talk about anymore, I hung up the phone and went back to reading
novel books lined up on the porch of the room.
The next day after school, Geral took a motorcycle, this afternoon indeed
a lot of people are driving so the streets are crowded, when some people are turning around
on the road to avoid getting stuck, then I tried to retreat backwards slowly
slowly, according to an estimate of about a meter I retreated, only to avoid the person who
turn it around so that my bike does not get dragged, but not unexpectedly when I retreat
a little, it turns out my motorbike hit the motor behind and did not realize it was what I hit
from the back is Geral's motor. My heart began to flower but was embarrassed because
bumping motor boy I like, “.“Jeez, it's a shame, dong the more he hates after I hit his bike”. I muttered
in heart.
I immediately apologized to Geral, but Geral did not answer,
because what I hit was just a tire, fortunately not hit by another scratch.
“Ger, sorry, I didn't see”. Expectantly.
Surely ashamed, I fell silent and bowed ashamed. Because I didn't answer my apology. Arriving
at home, I immediately called Geral hoping to apologize and be forgiven by her.
But at the same time Geral was being called by her mother to ask to be picked up, her mother
is a teacher at one Junior High School in Praya. Unlike his father who was moved.
I happened to keep his phone Geral was waiting, how much my heart ached
notice the notification on the mobile is waiting. I didn't know that friend
the caller is his own mother. The sheer sadness of being embarrassed made me start avoiding Geral
slowly. Day after day I began to rarely pay attention to Geral but occasionally monitor
its development.
Because Geral probably already felt there was less on him because it was
these few days he was not noticed by me, so Geral thought that something might be wrong
with me. Then Geral wanted to apologize to me and ask me why lately
it's me looking moody like never before, like cheerful, always teasing her, always
taunting him. But now I'm sick and don't want to talk to him. I always
avoid it.
“does know it feels silenced” thought I was upset.
Geral tried to ask Riko for help to be reunited with me, because Riko felt
not good at the request of his friend, so I am called.
Hey, Sri?”.
“ What's Riko?” with a loud tone,
“That Geral called you, told to go there for a while,““Do I have to go there,?”.
“I give up ko,” with teary eyes while bowing my head. Then Geral
approaching me at that time I was still talking to Riko.
“You why Sri,?”
“Nothing,”.
“No”. I don't like you”.
Oo so?,
“Yes, Why do I always chase people who never rest to be pursued?”
“Awhile I am behind you,”.with my tears flowing not because it becomes
it makes me more moved. I don't know where the tears came from. Because I'm kinda
long unseen, Geral approached me, seeing me cry, Defense Geral
it suddenly collapsed because it saw tears flowing. On the other hand Riko reverses
his body and slowly leaving us both, Geral hugged me firmly, I don't know what
which made him hug me. I felt comfortable, with tears dripping, unable
I'm hanging again.
“I never told you to chase after me”,
“I also don't want you tired” said Geral while stroking my head.
My heart trembled like a drum to war.
The meeting between the two of us was under a hot mango tree but it felt good
shaded thick clouds as if there will be romantic rain spots. Since then
a few months later, just in November where the rainy season began to fall,
the rain soaked my clothes, I didn't bring a raincoat or an umbrella. Then from that
I have to go home wet. I pulled Geral out of the classroom, looking far away from Geral
get out of the room and I go straight to him, while he is repairing a bag that is still
open-ended. She was shocked, for whatever reason, maybe because of me.
Maybe his heart said”kok Arrived a beautiful girl almost I came laughing
manis”.
“You why such a shocked person?” many smiles.
“He, you came here, I'm surprised”. replied Geral smile as well.
And it turned out to be true, she was shocked to see me approaching her. Then at that moment too
Riko came out of the classroom and saw me with Geral looking very friendly as if the world belonged
the two and Riko are just shy in a thorny rose. Riko is so jealous I see, right now
it was raining and drenched Riko chose to turn her back on me and Geral.
I also did not pay attention to Riko at that time because it was only on Geral
boyfriend a.
“Wuih”, “It looks like this rain will be long, rain shower huh?” Tanyaku.
Hearing my words, then Riko grew even more jealous and saw her hand curled in
my waist.
“God, stop this rain immediately, I cannot see it” do’a Riko while
looking up at the sky.
“Yes, God, so that everyone does not know that I am crying sobbing to see a girl
my pujaan with my best friend, let down your heavy rain”.
The sound of Adhan was heard in the morning behind the house melodiously, making these eyes open
and the hands began to rub the eyes. Then rushed to wash his eyes and immediately ablaze,
because the house is close to the mosque, there is no reason not to join the prayer congregation
dawn“ya Allah O my Lord, if someday I fall in love, then let me enlighten people
the one I love, and do not allow me to neglect to worship you. If I'm later
fall in love, then drop this heart on the person who loves you so that my strength is more
loving yourself” that prayer that I always say when after prayer, this prayer I say
when I heard the lecture of one of the ustadz who talked about dating. I started
to think of loving someone who loves me not on condition, but must
love me for upholding the Sharia.
Because today is Sunday morning, the routine activity that I do is run in the morning because of me
indeed, prioritizing health, I aspire to become a nurse, who later can
caring for the husband, and the child becomes a field of heaven.
Not until my relationship was one month, Geral betrayed me, he I went with
another woman in the sunday night park. When I was lonely I wanted to be with him,
turns out he's with another butterfly. The reason he wanted to play futsal turned out he was playing with
another woman. I am so ashamed to see myself.
“Hey Ger,” done playing futsal huh?.
“Kok road with girls?.”
“She wants to play futsal.?” I asked with a little smile.
He looks scratching his head, a trait of a fool, if he can't do something
then surely people like this would scratch his head. It turns out that's right, Geral can't
saying nothing, just scratching his head, Geral is indeed a smart kid at school, but a fool inside
romances.
We're acquaintances, right?. I asked the woman, though,
Yes, ma'am, replied the woman.
“My name is Sri, I'm Geral's girlfriend, the reason was to play futsal turned out to be the same way
ku”.Bastard is indeed he”. I said with a little smile. My heart is angry, I want to
once he's been geral's neck.
The woman did not mention her name and left us immediately.
And I left, and it turned out that Geral didn't surprise you, what she was after was that woman. Turns out
I've lost a lot, I wasn't chosen by Geral. He would rather chase after that woman,
beautiful, I'm not as good as him either.
“Or maybe Geral was afraid I'd slap her a few times if she chased me”. I was angry, though,
until they bantung people.
After that incident, I also took Yana home, at that time I walked with Yana and Ria
because he's the only one I can take with me
”The More We Have No Relationship With Others, Then It Will Be Easier Us
Forgetting Others It”
