THE SCINCERE LOVE FOR ZIANDRU
Valen's Decree

Stand with both hands in his pants pocket. Ziandru stared straight at the view of the capital from the top of the fifth floor, Willy's car showroom building he was working on.

Netra his eagle stared blankly. The atmosphere out there was heavy rain, adding to the callous soul of the handsome young man.His brain was wandering, Abinya's speech was constantly ringing in his mind

A heavy breath sounded laden with a million burdens. His hand immediately raised rubbed the window panes in front of him. The man seemed to want to wipe the rainwater that perched on the window outside, he said,. But alas, the liquid is behind the glass there. His fingers could only wipe without being able to remove.

" What do I have to be ? " His chest moved slowly to his chest. It was as if he wanted to feel what exactly was in his heart.

Ziandru can be a smart child in the academic field. But don't forget, he's just a labile teenager who just grew up. He doesn't understand what love is. He did not understand how and what kind of woman, creatures of the opposite sex that had been avoided besides Umi and her vulnerable family.

Circumstances and destinies that require him to be in his present situation. He had to accept his destiny of being a husband at a young age.

" Sister ! "

" Sister knows what things Abi regrets the most to date ? " Task Maliq to Zian while staring intensely at his son while playing the pen in his hand.

At that time two different men of that generation, were in the office room owned by Maliq. Today, Maliq invited his son to meet with four eyes.

Ziandru linked his two neatly lined up eyebrows then shook his head slowly. The look on her face clearly illustrated the confusion of hearing Abinya's question.

" Sister doesn't know ! " Said. " and do not want to know "he added again but only in the heart because a little anxious with the question posed by Abinya.

Maliq took his breath and exhaled it violently.

" Abi regrets ever ignoring and wasting Ummu. Every time I remember that, I want Abi to behead Abi himself. "

Zian did not take off his gaze towards Maliq while biting the corner of his lower lip. His back rested leisurely on the back of the chair.

" How stupid Abi was then. Abi wastes a sincere person loving and loving Abi with all his heart. If time could be played back, Abi would not want such a story in Abi and Umi's life. " Taliq said in a conditional tone with bitterness.

The dark shadow of the past, as if a scourge that makes a mature man who still looks handsome at the age that is no longer young, feels a tightness filled his chest cavity.

" For many years Abi was drowning in regret that buried Abi's soul. Sick ! Abi could not describe the pain to anyone else. To be sure, it is better for Abi to be hit with dozens of knives than to suffer the regret. "sigh Maliq again, revealing his heart.

" At that time, Abi lived like a zombie. Raga Abi exists, but Abi's soul wanders, condemning Abi's past which results in unmitigated regret "

Zian stared at Maliq without blinking. His brain tried to digest, the essence of the mature man's speech in front of him.

" Truly, son ! something that the worst thing in the history of Abi's life is, regretting Abi's attitude to Umimu "sighs Maliq with a look of laughter.

" Lucky Umimu is a forgiving woman. Umi forgives Abi's mistakes that other women can't forgive, perhaps. Because Abi's mistake was no longer appropriate to be forgiven "

" Abi's message, take care of what you have now, don't let go and will make you regret it later. Perhaps at this time, big brother had yet to understand what it meant to have. But try to learn little by little about the taste that is in your heart. "

Zian frowned at Maliq's utterance which eventually alluded towards his life.

" Valen is a sincere woman. In a sense, Abi saw a similarity of sincerity as Ummu. Trust me, she's the right woman for you. Don't let Abi's story repeat itself in your life. Really, that's a very bad thing. "

The long story of Maliq, not one bit interrupted by Zian. The handsome teenager remained silent with a great turbulent heart. Eventually she comes to her senses, the whole point of Abinya's talk is about her relationship with Valen.

" Hffl... " Zian ransacked slowly and turned his body around, sat back in his chair and opened the report delivered by his secretary.

The young man tried to shake his memory at his talk with Maliq. He drowned again in the work that had been delayed earlier.

***

Afternoon.

" Dear ! Umi can talk ? " Task Syifa while gently stroking Valen's head covered in darkmillo-colored bergo hijab.

" Yes, Mi. Umi want what ? " The girl who was laying her head spoiled on the lap of the in-laws.

Currently, the pair of daughters-in-law and in-laws are sitting casually in the gazebo near Syifa's flower garden.

" Valen love same sister ? " Syifa said in a soft voice.

Valen jerks. Instantly his body immediately stiffened hearing the question of his in-law and adoptive mother.

" How does Valen feel about my sister ? " Return Syifa asked.

Slowly Valen got up and sat up straight. I heard heavy breathing from the girl.

" Valen is already my sister's wife. And Valen loves same sister. But Valen doesn't know the feelings of sister to Valen and Valen won't force sister to love Valen. " Valen replied with a voice no less clear. He lowered his head, as if wanting to explain the heavy burden that was on his head at this moment.

" Valen's been liking her brother since Valen was a kid. Funny right, Mi ?! As a child, the opposite sex "Valen chuckles, revealing his heart without shame to Syifa.

Valen was that close to Syifa. There was no limit or hesitation in his heart to tell his secret to the in-laws. Both have been like children and mothers since Valen was a child.

Syifa slightly gasped at Valen's words. " Sister is healed now. What's Valen's plan ? " he grabbed Valen's hand and held it gently.

Valen turned his head to the side and looked at Syifa's sad face.

" Valen loves same sister. Valen won't let big brother live this depressed life with our status. Pity her, Mi ! " Say it plainly.

" Sorry. It wasn't that Valen wanted to play with this sacred bond. But Valen was sad to see brother suffer "he added, bowing back.

Syifa was filled with Valen's words. His mind is painful. Really he regretted, why Zian did not realize the sincerity of love Valen had for him.

" So, what does Valen mean, son ? " Task Syifa with a trembling voice. Actually he understood a little in which direction Valen said. But he didn't want to guess something that might make him sad.

Valen looked back at Syifa's face. " I'm sorry, Mi ! " She was a little ambiguous. Slowly the clear liquid decays from its neutral angle.

Syifa could only nod weakly without being able to speak. He doesn't want to talk. She was afraid her tears would break.

" Can Valen ask for a divorce from brother ? " Valen's words grew louder without daring to look at Syifa.

" Let Valen be a sister. So that brother detached from Valen "Imbnya began to sob.

Sontak Syifa took Valen into her arms. " Anything, Son ! Whatever makes you happy, Umi will grant as long as it does not violate the rules. You know, divorce is something that God hates. But if the relationship makes Valen tormented, Umi ridho, son ! " Syifa said, finally, sobbing.

Really, from the beginning women today want Valen to be his daughter-in-law. But her heart would not be willing, if Valen became a wife not considered by her husband, Zian the eldest son. He also felt the pain that Valen was in.

" Can Valen ask for one more request, Mi ? " Valen said back after Syifa's embrace unraveled.

" What is that, baby ? " Tanya Syifa shrunk her tears.

" Valen wants to continue his education in Cairo "Sahut Valen with a doubtful tone.

Syifa jerks. Instantly stared at with intense beautiful face belongs to Valen.

" Valen sure. Valen's getting away from Umi, son ? " Tukas Syifa was bitter.

" I'm sorry Valen, Mi ! It's not that Valen wants to get away from Umi. But Valen wants to be a better human being, to be solid in the middle of this family "bluff with a vibrating voice.

" dear.. Why talk like that ? what makes Valen feel inappropriate ? " Tukas Syifa.

" Valen is the jewel in the middle of this family. Don't ever feel like Valen's nothing here. Valen Umi's son. The family's favorite is "Syifa Assert while cupping the face of her adopted child.

Valen is back. " I'm sorry Valen said it wrong, Mi. Valen didn't mean -- "

" Sstt.. ! Don't keep apologizing, Valen's not wrong. If indeed Valen wants to continue his education to Cairo, Umi ridho son. But not because to establish yourself in the middle of this family. Just to add religious knowledge, it was his goal "but Syifa cut off Valen's speech.

" Are you right, Umi allowed Valen to go to school in Cairo ? " Valen stared enthusiastically at Syifa.

Syifa nodded slowly. Honestly, his heart was too heavy to take off his daughter to go far away.

He's like de javu. The incident of Zian saying he wanted to go to school in the pesantren was like a repeat.

" Anything, for your happiness, son ! " hisses.

" Should I part with my son again ? " The mind screams bitterly.

" Thank you, Mi ! " Valen hugged Syifa's tiny body tightly. Without anyone knowing, a drop of tears flowed back from the corner of his eye. Tears of sadness, imagining she must be away from her family, especially Zian who might soon be an ex-husband.

" I'll learn to forget you, brother ! " the interior.

Syifa tightened her embrace. The pain in his heart, as much as possible pressed so that he looks stronger.

" I'm sorry Umi, son ! Umi can't make you happy. " His whisper in the heart.

The two women of different generations hugged tightly, spilling all the flavors in their hearts. Without them noticing, someone was standing behind them with a great roaring chest.

Slowly the figure turned his body and stepped in silence.

His steps were made as slow as possible, so that no one would notice his existence.

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