THE SCINCERE LOVE FOR ZIANDRU
Zian's anger

I want to love you as necessary. I don't want to love you, like holding a grain of sand. The tighter I clasped, the freer the grain of sand was wriggling out from between my fingers.

That is the definition of my sincere love.

⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ Valentina William Adulphus ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇

A thin drizzle down stroked the surface of the earth, as Valen exited the car driven by his personal driver.

Valen came home from his home after Isya's ba'da. In addition to the presence of Darren, he also misses the atmosphere of his parents' house. Since returning home from school, he was busy chatting with Darren and all the workers who were still loyal in his house to let go of longing.

Since Syifa and Zian had been in an accident, she had never been to her parents' house again. His attire was entirely centered on his adoptive family. Her world seemed to be drowning in the confusion and restlessness of the calamity that befell her husband's family.

If you want to be honest, want him to take off his longing there.But considering he is already a wife, with a heavy heart he must go again.

This afternoon Darren wants to drive Valen back. But maybe because of fatigue, the young man with green neutrality was asleep since the magrib. Valen only chuckled softly at his cousin who was already asleep on the living room sofa. The girl didn't have to wake Darren.

" Bi Jannah, Valen said to go home first, Bi !! Later if Darren brother nanyain Valen, say Valen has returned to Umi's house, delivered pak Doni "Pamit Valen to his domestic assistant while kissing the back of the middle-aged woman's hand.

" Yes, Non. Auntie will tell you. Be careful on the road, Non !! Come here often. We still miss the non Valen "Tukas Bi Jannah with glassy eyes. Really, all the residents of Willy's mansion miss their employers terribly. Whatever the power, their employers can't settle with them.

Valen nodded slowly. Everything is good here too !! Valen will try to often come here "Said he while staring one by three workers in this house.

Mr. Doni's wife just stared at Valen. The quiet woman was unable to say a word. His mind only prayed for happiness for his young miss.

Regular steps from the foot of Valen's level, tread into the spacious room of the luxurious building of the house in-laws. The atmosphere looks lonely. It looks like all the residents of the house have entered their respective rooms because the time has shown at eight past forty minutes.

" Askalamaikum !! " Valen said as he pushed slowly through the door of his room with his husband, who seemed to be unlocked.

Darkened. That was the first shadow that his netra hazel caught upon entering that room.

" Where is Brother Zian ?? " Murm Valen while fingering the light switch.

" Settak !! " Lights on. The room was instantly bright. Valen scanned the room looking for her husband.

" Astaghfirulah hal'adzim !! " Speek Valen was restrained while strangled in shock when he saw a tall figure who was looking at him sharply.

Zian the husband was sitting cross-legged on the sofa. His eagle netted sharply towards Valen as if it wanted to pierce through his wife's heart.

" Brother Zian !! " His forehead stuttered. Instantly his heart was pumping hard with a fast rhythm.

" Why are you there, brother ?? To his napa room ge lapp "Truly Valen let out his voice that seemed to be stuck in the throat.

Zian raised next to his brows with a sinister look. His face seemed to explain, what do you care ??

Valen was glued to his place, standing misbehaved. His hands were squeezing each other. He felt as if he was a suspect caught making a fatal mistake.

" Ma af. Valen's slow to go home. Darren's brother picked Valen up at school. He arrived from Germany this morning. Valen wanted permission for Zian's sister, but she didn't pick up Valen's phone. So Valen's permission to - "

" What do you care !! no need to explain. I don't care where you're going. You want to come back here or not. I don't give a shit. You better not come home, let me not get dizzy every day seeing you who always pestered my life. I'm sick of seeing you around me !! " Snap Zian with a hardened jaw.

" Yes !! "

Zian's sarcastic remark that cut through his explanation managed to pierce through and injure a lump of meat inside Valen's body.

The beautiful girl was flabbergasted with an indecipherable face. Want him to take out the clear details from behind his net. But strangely, the liquid seemed reluctant to come out. The pain in her heart was too painful to make her unable to cry anymore.

" Next time, if you want to go. Yes, just go. Don't go back any better. It's good I haven't seen you all day, why come back "Sentak Zian while standing from his seat.

Valen held his breath as Zian passed by with a limped step out of the room. His brain instantly became empty hearing every spicy sentence thrown by the husband.

" Braaakk !! "

Once again, Valen shrieked in shock and realized from his daydream heard a loud bang from the door that was violently closed.

Seemed by her the husband had disappeared behind the door somewhere.

" Athaghfirullah.. !! Give me patience, O Allah !! " Valen murmured while stroking his chest slowly.

Slowly the girl placed the bag slung over her shoulder on the storage shelf and continued her steps into the bathroom.

It's been an hour. Zian had not yet entered the room, but the night had crawled up.

Valen sat restlessly on the edge of the bed. He knows Zian's habits. Her husband was not used to sleeping over at nine in the night.

" Bak Zian where the hell is it ?? Does he not want to sleep here because it is disturbed by my presence ?? " Inner Valen.

The words that Zian had uttered just now continued to ring in his head.

" Am I the only one out of this room, huh ?? Brother Zian said he was sick of seeing me "His Monologue again as he got out of the room.

Valen walked straight to the guest room. He was afraid of having to meet with the other residents. He did not want to raise any questions as to why he should sleep in the guest room.

As he headed for the guest room, he passed in front of Zian's workspace whose door was not tightly closed.

" She's here !! " His his fist while stopping his steps.

He saw her husband sitting at his desk. His handsome face was seriously staring at the laptop screen.

Valen was stunned for a moment. " I'd better make him a warm drink" he murmured. Instantly her heartache vanished seeing the tired face of her husband who was seriously working.

If anyone says he's immune to Zian's attitude. Yeah, you could say that. Her ears are used to hearing every sarcastic sentence thrown by her husband.

The girl chose not to take any of those remarks seriously. He chose to hold on until his heart would say, I give up !!

" Sister !! Here's the warm honey. Sleeping too late. Not good for health "Valen said to Zian when he put a glass of warm honey on his desk.

The tone of voice of the girl was ordinary as if nothing had happened before. She kept commenting on her sweetest smile as she looked at Zian's face.

Zian flinching. Netra elangnya stay focused on the laptop screen. Only an indistinct mutter came out of his mouth in response to Valen's remark.

" If you're sultry see Valen rooming with brother. Let Valen sleep in the guest room. As long as brother breaks quickly. It's late, brother "Imbuh Valen remain in an ordinary tone.

Zian clenched his face. " Don't cause trouble !! You want Umi to scold me ?? " Zian's flick stared at Valen.

Valen.

" Get into the room !! Don't make me feel dizzy, "Tell Zian furiously.

" Ba good, Brother !! " Tukas Valen quickly turned his body out of the study.

" Hffl.... The basis is unclear. He said he was tired of seeing me. Eeh now forbade me to sleep in another room "Gerrutu Valen while walking into the room.