THE SCINCERE LOVE FOR ZIANDRU
Drafts

It rained all over the city tonight. Looking from the balcony of the room, Valen sat down and looked at the point of rain that seemed reluctant to stop descending from the sky.

From this morning, Zian moved his things back to the upper room. The room he was in before the accident. Valen does not know who moved his personal belongings.

After Darren came home this afternoon, he went into the room he used to occupy with Zian, he was surprised that the room was empty. All the stuff in the room is out of place.

And when he asked Uminya, it turned out that the goods had been moved to the top floor, according to the request from Zian.

Valen clasped the hot brown glass tightly in his hand. Warm tends to be hot, a taste that radiates across his pale white palms. But that radiating heat couldn't beat the fret that was infiltrating the recesses of his heart.

Since this morning, he had not met Zian. Her husband disappeared somewhere. Valen's unrest is mounting. Last night the man did not sleep in the room they were in, it seemed like he was sleeping in his study. And whether tonight Zian will sleep in his study again. I don't know.

Valen's getting more and more innocent. Zian's unpredictable attitude, making his heart even more confused. Last night the man forbade him to sleep in a separate room, but instead he slept elsewhere.

A cold gust of wind caressed Valen's white face, blowing off her hair child that she accidentally did not cover with a headscarf while in the room. His lentic fingers immediately slipped the child's hair into his ear so as not to disturb the view.

The rain was still pouring, but Valen seemed reluctant to move from there. The girl seemed to be deliberately enjoying the gusts of wind piercing the pore pore, creating a cold sensation that managed to make her shiver a little. The girl was drowning in her world. A world full of uncertainty and wounds.

The creaking of the door that was opened and pushed from the outside managed to attract Valen's attention. The girl turned her head and saw that her husband's burly body went into the room and stepped into the bathroom.

Valen. Immediately put a hot brown glass on the balcony table. She was sure that her husband would clean up, and she prepared a change of clothes for Zian as usual.

Valen prepared a pajama-sleeping suit and put it on the bed, then moved again towards the balcony. He will provide comfort to Zian, in an evasive way and not always be in close proximity to him.

Vegetable withered Valen caught the movement in the room. The husband finished his ritual in the bathroom.

A few moments later. Valen turned to the room. It seemed like the main light had gone out and changed with the sleeping lights.

" It seems like Brother Zian is asleep. Thank goodness he didn't sleep anywhere else "Valen murmured softly.

The girl was still faithfully contemplating on the balcony of the room. He deliberately made Zian sleep first, just going in to sleep.

" S.. !! "

Valen was stunned as he caught the tall body figure of Zian sleeping curled up on the sofa. His heart hurts to see it. During this time, although his relationship with Zian was a little stiff but they still slept in bed. Never once did Zian throw her out to split the bed.

Valen sat on the edge of the bed looking at the sleeping husband's body facing the back of the sofa "Is that all you are to me, brother ?? " Murmured Valen. Unknowingly the crystal grains slowly decayed from the corner of his eye.

" Mom !! I have to what ?? " His wife suddenly remembered back with her Mommy.

" It may be time to get away from her. I mustn't be selfish, forcing a relationship that makes him uncomfortable "

" What about Umi and Abi ?? I was afraid to disappoint them. Oh Allah.. What should I do ?? " Murm Valen while removing the clear granules that wet his cheeks.

The girl sighed violently and inching her body on the bed. His gaze stared at the dimly lit sky of the room. The blanket covered his body to the shoulder and turned his back to Zian.

" May tomorrow when I wake up, all I'm going through right now is just a long nightmare. I want to come back like I was a child, where there was Mommy and Daddy who loved me sincerely "Murm again and unconsciously sounded in the ears of Zian who was just pretending to sleep.

With a gentle movement, Zian rose from his sleep. The handsome man sat down and stared intensely at Valen's back. His eagle eyes stared intently with a hard to interpret gaze.

I don't know what's on the young man's mind right now. His jaw hardened with a face that described anxiety.

" I'm sorry !! " His mind while massaging the space between his forehead.

Tonight. Unknowingly the two unstable teenagers are at war with their own egos. They are in the phase of the process of self-adulthood that is forced by circumstances.

Valen is trying to reach out for his love, but his pain makes him miserable.

Zian was trying to feel the corner of his heart. He is too early to understand the taste that resides in the recesses of his heart.

Everything needs a process. It will all be beautiful in time.