The Lost Feeling 2
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The scenery that continues to be seen every day is not boring at all. After all, Hyunjae's impromptu vacation spot wasn't so bad. They have been in Paris for more than a week without thinking about work.

"I prefer the night, the reflection of the pool is sometimes seen on the wall so it is very beautiful."

"really? But I like the day, because-"

"I didn't ask." Sela Lazel with a confused face.

".............."

Lately Lazel is more often disturbed by his own thoughts about personal problems as well as in two people including himself. There was something he kept thinking about and how to solve it, even though no one noticed it.

"M-Liked him.." he secretly placed his gaze on Hyunjae who was relaxing on a soft pedestal close to the sliding door towards the pool. "No! I'll never say it!"

Their activities were only both quite calming. Hyunjae also never traveled before asking Lazel for permission or trying to persuade the woman to come with him.

His face down position instantly turned supine with both hands straight sideways. His right leg pierced Hyunjae's stomach without him knowing.

Hyunjae who noticed it instantly smiled obliquely. He closed the book and made his hand enter the trousers that Lazel was wearing.

"W-What are you doing?!" Lazel asked who felt very surprised because of Hyunjae's foolish actions to her.

"Come here, sleep here." Hyunjae said by patting both his thighs that stretched forward and his back that leaned against the wall.

"I don't want to."

"You want me to kiss?"

"Siniam! Stop that stupid threat!"

"Therefore hurry here."

"Damn it!"

Inevitably Lazel followed Hyunjae's orders and approached him with lazy steps. At first their distance was not so far away, but Hyunjae intended to spoil Lazel for today even though to this day he never got anything.

The man is more or more aggressive. Sometimes just a small mistake Lazel made made Hyunjae immediately hit him and began to kiss him forcibly. Having gotten used to the man's actions, Lazel slowly began to kiss.

Hyunjae could only smile happily as Lazel slowly came under his auspices. Just because of a small threat made Lazel more obedient towards him.

"Ck! What the fuck am I thinking." He said in his heart with annoyance.

"Do I have to take my clothes off?" Hyunjae asked Lazel who was on his thigh.

Buahgh!

"For what?!" Feeling even more upset by Hyunjae's words, he never thought he had his fist held just below the man's chin.

"Ack!" His screams.

"The stopping! Why do you keep saying things that don't make sense!"

"W-Well, don't you like a sexy man's body?" He said by stroking his sore chin.

"Where do you know?" Feeling surprised Lazel immediately asked back before thinking about what he would ask.

"Oh, that means right."

"T-Tidaaak! You heard wrong!"

"Haha! You don't have to hide. I know almost everything about you." He said with a sweet smile.

Hyunjae is sometimes not so bad, the man can still appreciate a person even though the person himself is his enemy.

Seeing Hyunjae's face up close like that was honestly not bad for Lazel. Because before they got married until now he can admit that Hyunjae has a beautiful face. There were even so many women queuing up for her sake even though some of them knew that Hyunjae already had a Wife.

"Lazel, are you happy?"

"H-Hm? Meanin?" His daydreams suddenly sprinkled due to an impromptu question from Hyunjae.

"Are you happy with me?"

"..............." Lazel turned his head tilted, so he could see the tips of Hyunjae's feet. "Is that question still needed?"

"You think?"

"Give the reason to two opposite answers."

"If you're happy. Then I'll use that happiness to keep teasing you so you can accept me." He said with both eyes closed and a sweet smile in front of him.

Honestly, it surprised him. The answer Hyunjae gave him was absolutely no loophole to underestimate him.

"If not, I'll go. You don't have to do it, you're depressed because of me anyway. Although it's very difficult to do it at least I can do it as an apology,"

"When I first started liking you. I was thinking of becoming Wonhae. Someone you've always liked,"

The more Hyunjae spoke, the more disgusted Lazel felt by hearing all of that. His feelings were not even baseless or had no definite reason.

The palm of his hand with the butterfly tattoo began to clench.

"Although it's basically me and him different, at least I'll try it,"

"After all you should fall for a guy like him rather than de-"

"Haaahh. I'm tired of hearing that." Sela Lazel's.

"I-Sorry..."

For a while he fell silent and went back to thinking about what he should say as a mediator.

"You don't have to be anyone just to get people to like you,"

"Rather than being like the person I once liked better try to believe in your own feelings,"

"..............."

Usually after gaining such enlightenment, the one who heard would be silent for a while. But until Lazel almost fell asleep in his sleep Hyunjae did not make a sound.

"Yunje?-"

"Hey Lazel. Even I who do not know about your feelings until now is still very frustrating," Hyunjae said in a low tone. "I did indeed continue to wait for your response even though there was little chance that you would never say it."

"..............."

Even the sky rejects the sun and the moon are in the same place. The same is true of Lazel who is still fixated on his past.

"When I get back, did I ever say I hate you?"

"I don't think so."

"Did I ever say that I would never love anyone again?"

"No."

"Human feelings at any age will remain changeable. Whatever they think will go back to the way it was,"

"Hyunjae, if from the beginning of life in the world is required to be happy. So the cry of a newborn baby is happiness or sadness?"

"I never hated you, even from the beginning we met."

"!!!!"

"A deal is still a deal. The liking or sorrow of the covenant has been determined."

"So-" his words were cut off after a hand made his face turn. "..............." compared to the surprise, he had already guessed that it would happen.

Hyunjae kissed Lazel again and again, lying on his thighs. The woman has not accepted because she does not understand the principle of doing such a thing. But in the end, because he did it too often, he began to contract Hyunjae's actions.

Compared to accepting, he actually began to like to do it.

Saliva is fused with each other, breath that continues to be decapitated and hold each other awake.

Lazel accepted and fought back the kiss more deeply. His two hands that were initially silent now began to grab Hyunjae's face and slowly returned the kiss more exoticly.

"Hm? Looks like you're good at it." Hyunjae said while licking Lazel's lip area.

The woman grinned, "of course, who do you think keeps doing it to me?" The reply was to do the same as Hyunjae had just done.

"All right, now I just need to get ready." He slowly undressed himself and Lazel's clothes.

A dusty!

"I still won't allow it." Said Lazel who still could not get used to Hyunjae's actions.

...◇• •◇...

"Ikuuuut!!"

"Now!!! Better stay here! I'll be back as soon as possible!"

"No way!"

"I'll bring something that leaves you speechless." In the end Lazel risked something dangerous.

"really? You promise?"

"Hm."

"All right, you can go." Hyunjae finally let her go and started soaking in the pool.

...◇• •◇...

Compared to taking care of or buying something, instead he is devising a strategy to make something that he never imagined what he would look like in the future.

Not far from the hotel, Lazel is currently in a mini park close to the tower.

^^^"Lazeeel! Long time no hear your voice!"^^^

After waiting for a while, finally the call he made started to connect. "Haha~ how are you... Jean?" Lazel asked behind the phone attached to his hearing.

^^^"I'm good, how about you?"^^^

As the main story material, Lazel will ask the news or how the work and days of Jean and her daughter in Japan. Even though they were enemies in childhood, no one would know what kind of relationship they would have in the future.

Even so, Lazel still respect Jean because he is older than himself and a friend who has helped him a lot while in Japan.

^^^"So what's the point?"^^^

"D-can?!"

^^^"Lazel, I'm much more experienced than you. Of course I can realize it, even from the beginning."^^^

It was a shame for Lazel. It seems futile to want to fool Jean for a certain purpose. There was no one she could trust compared to Jean. Besides, he has experience too. But Lazel still thought, is it okay to ask something like this to a Wife who has separated from her Husband?

"J-Jean. But deep down I never dared to do it."

^^^"Lazel heard. But, the third chance will never happen even if the second chance is just a calculation or a threat, "^^

^^^"In fact there are so many people who simply do not like or believe in second chances,"^^

^^^"So the essence of my explanation is from your own feelings. Because at first I had no right to judge what you should or should not do, "^^

^^^"It's very obligatory to do so, let alone the two of you being married. But in your case and Hyunjae's. I can only explain it like that."^^^