The Lost Feeling 2
Summer [Feelings]

His bangs covered part of his face that looked white. His silver hair continued to move following the wind that blew and his two eyes had no faith in what he had encountered that night.

"You... Lazle! Lazle! You're Lazel?!" Hyunjae took off his mask just like that and showed his face in front of the pink-sliced woman.

The face that he was very familiar with, thick hair was black and had a fairly large jaw, according to the size of the body he had. Coupled with a pair of earrings that had the initial fruit of the name letters that the man had.

"Aahaha! I finally found-"

Lazel just ran away and tried to dodge Hyunjae. Who would have thought if that night would be a night that would probably be a bad thing again in his life.

"Again and again, I must feel the same way for the umpteenth time." It's in the heart.

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The crowd slightly obstructed his escape. He did not turn his head in the slightest because what he believed was that the man must have pursued him in any way. And now what Lazel had in mind was how to get away from him.

At first he knew that Jean had started working with the Pietra Central Company as a sponsor of the Modeling Agency. She is not so dizzy with Hyunjae's presence, after all Jean once told her not to interfere in their problems.

But what he imagined was very different. He believed that Jean would never tell him anything about himself or Ian.

If it's a second late, maybe the guy manages to catch him. It was a good decision to interrupt the conversation and then immediately run away from the spot.

"L-Lazel wait!" Hyunjae attempted to run after Lazel in a dense crowd.

Today is the day after all these years they have not met. But their meeting was met with a blatant rejection from Lazel, and the woman was barely seen from her monitor.

"No," Hyunjae stopped his running with a breath of breath. "He'll keep running if I chase after him. I have to catch it from the front, it's an effective way."

Hyunjae changed his direction from the other side and tried to catch Lazel from the front.

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His silver hair continued to flutter and in the end found an area that was quite quiet. A good place for him to hide. But before he did, he saw no sign of Hyunjae running towards him.

"Haaaaah~ hah~" his breath so faltered after running. "He must be lost, it's bag-"

Unknowingly both of his legs just relaxed and made him fall on the grassy ground.

"A-What.." he held both of his legs especially his upper thighs. "I-I can't stand."

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^^^"What?"^^^

"I met Lazel." His words that don't want pleasantries.

^^^"WHATAAAA?! IN SERIOUSLY?! DID YOU MEET HIM?!"^^^

^^^"L-LAZEL?! IS SHE OKAY? WHERE'S IAN?!"^^^

^^^"Quick give this phone to him. I want to talk."^^^

"But he ran away." His words made them silent.

At the same time, they contacted each other.

Kara snatches her phone from Gyuu and will hear it herself, "STUPID! KEJAAAAR!"

^^^"T-But I was waiting for him in front of the alley. Wouldn't it be nice if I waited here?"^^^

Jean faintly heard him instantly turn on speaker mode and put on a panicked face.

"Did you forget Lazel's condition?! He still had not fully recovered from the accident! It could've kept him from walking for a while." It was Jean who stood beside Kara and knew the tragedy of the Lazel accident in the previous months.

^^^"A-What? You knew?"^^^

"Why are you asking back? Quickly find him!"

The connection was cut off just like that and left the people around him feeling panicked and also shocked at the clash that Jean had given Hyunjae. Yet now Nezra was with them with a face that seemed unaffected by Jean's criticism of his Son.

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"It's dark in here. I don't have a cell phone either."  He said with annoyance.

He was in the distance to the crowd, with such a state no one could find him. The only thing is to scream for help. But if he did that, Hyunjae could have found himself easily.

But what he never thought was really happening. Hyunjae finds himself quite far from his origin. Though he tried to remove all access about himself and make everything reset automatically.

However the man managed to find himself and showed his cheerful face as usual.

One of his eyes began to shed tears. Compared to the fear of darkness, he was even more surprised to meet Hyunjae.

Though long enough for those who have never met, but fate still makes the decision for them to meet again.

From what he saw, Hyunjae did not change much. But his hair looks pretty long.

A little wish of hers ensued and made Hyunjae stand clearly before her.

"No. I will not be consumed by such a feeling" his tears grew so heavy that they washed his face. "What would I get if we met? He had unlimited wealth so it was very possible for him to go wherever he wanted."

In the end Lazel just can't see in the past. Even if he didn't want to, Hyunjae was enough to make him fall back.

The pain slowly returned just from seeing Hyunjae's old face he didn't see. The shadow came back where there was always a debate Hyunjae had made on him who always knew nothing. But with his leisure he always dodged or gave a reply so as not to look weak.

If the purpose of destiny is to repeat, it is better to stay away. He no longer had any room in his heart. Whatever happened in the past was more than enough for him.

His hand rubbed the rough face that was flooded with tears, "a-I have to go. I'll take Ian with me."  He tried to stand up slowly even though it still felt very impossible for him.

"Move! Move around!" His fists hit both of his legs firmly with his roaring cry at night, "i won't do anything until I get away from him!"

"..............." a person who had stood there long enough and saw everything began to appear with a face covered by a mask.

His leg was approaching the hysterically slashed silver-haired woman.

His large hand grabbed the woman's body slowly making her surprised.

"This way you can't see my face, can you?"

"!!!!" The crying stopped, "get off!" Say it in a rough tone.

"Even meeting like this I can't say anything appropriate. But in essence I miss you." Said the one who kept trying to bring Lazel to him.

"WHAT ARE YOU HERE FOR?! DID JEAN TELL YOU ABOUT OUR LOCATION?!" He shouted with a high sense of emotion.

"Sorry. I'm really sorry. Even before you left me, I tried to take your heart."

"REMOVE! I SAID-"

"Do I have to end my life so you can forgive me?"

"..............." the last sentence made a silence, and the other thing was the teardrop behind the mask he was wearing so that it soaked his back.

"To cry over a woman is useless, that is what others say. But you're my wife, can't I cry?" The more his speech the more softly heard even Lazel can know clearly if at this time Hyunjae's body shakes violently.

Compared to Lazel's mixed feelings. At the moment the most hysterical is Hyunjae. Behind the rigid and finely visible mask is hiding something very sad. Even her sad feelings continued to spread to her tears that did not stop flowing.

"I love you Lazel." He said in a voice that looked hoarse and also tried to resist the crying that wanted to break.

Lazel did not say anything more or rebel against Hyunjae. What he did was cry, just like Hyunjae who was currently kneeling and hugging himself.

The aroma of Hyunjae that used to be always attached to his mind never broke, but a while later came back and peeled everything back.

Hyunjae stretched his arms and looked at Lazel from behind the mask.

"Go." Said Lazel who is now able to stand even though he is now seen to withstand the pain in both legs.

"Then are you going to disappear again?" Ask Hyunjae.

"Go before Ian gets here."

"I'll bring you both back."

"No. I won't let that hope come true."

"You know, right now I really want to drag you to come with me and not let you go anywhere." Hyunjae.

"Take off your mask." His word.

Without even asking why, Hyunjae took it off and showed a messy face.

"This is the brengs*k face that always makes me kneel before your concubines" he said mercilessly. "Have you come to deliver your marriage certificate to the woman of your choice? If so, that's very good. Because I no longer need to take part in your problems."

"My role ended where I left everything in that house,"

"Isn't it fun to play without someone you always blame?"

"You should be proud!" Lazel smiled broadly in front of Hyunjae as if to be happy about it, "nothing bothers you, nothing makes you angry, nothing you worry about, nothing, and there's nothing else you need to take care of."

"Urus is your own life, because I have my own life. Ian and I are us, and you're just a burden on my life, so my brother is dragged into this."

Lazel vaporized everything that had ever made her continue to suffer in the pleasures of her own husband. Although from the beginning of their marriage contained mutual use, but Lazel never dreamed of getting such a life.

"Why are you silent? Are you surprised by such a phrase? That's the dog*n guy who has a great clan like you."

"No," after getting the humiliation or rather the pain of Lazel that he was currently hearing firsthand. Precisely what he gave was a sincere smile that made Lazel a little confused with his look. "Isn't it so much fun when you scold me? It is also commonly experienced in the Household. Besides hearing a lot of your voices makes my longing countered."

For the first time in the life of Lazel. He showed his surprised face with a funny expression.