The Lost Feeling 2
Summer [Towards the Main House]

"AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!"

While waiting for Lazel to finish his bath, Hyunjae spends his time watching television.

His huge body lay on the sofa with laughter that continued to echo the entire house.

Drrta!

"????" Hyunjae turned to his phone ringing on the table, "messages from Mom?"

He grabs a cup of milk made by Lazel for him to drink by himself, but Hyunjae ignores him and wants it too.

^^'Besok bring Lazel and Ian home. Most likely I'll get a new daughter-in-law soon'.^^^

"Bff!!"

...◇• •◇...

His thick long hair is a little troublesome if styling. But Lazel has soft hair similar to his late father, just like Ian.

He took off the white towel that covered himself and turned to his back to the door and immediately put on his underwear.

The double!

The sound of the door slamming was so strong that Lazel knelt on the floor and grabbed the towel beside him.

"Lazel! There's be-"

"Huh?!"

"!!!!" His face flushed red instead when he saw Lazel curled up on the floor with his long silver hair and untidy towels trying to cover his body, "sorry! I'm..."

"Why did you come in without knocking on the door?! Out!!"

"Well!"

He closed the door again but did not leave, but closed part of his face reddish because he saw something from Lazel.

"Sorry Lazel. I should have knocked on the door first." Say it with a strong feeling.

Cklek!

"O-Oh! You're already se-"

"Did you see it?" Asked Lazel with a bent face.

Hyunjae crossed his hands in front of his chest and returned Lazel's gaze with a reddened hue, "ti-no! I didn't see it at all even though I wanted to but I still didn't see it!"

"Don't sleep with me!"

Maidservant!

Lazel only appeared for a while and then re-entered by forbidding Hyunjae to sleep in one bed with him.

"H-Huh?! Lazle! I really didn't see it!" Hyunjae feels guilty but in fact he does not see it because Lazel's long hair gives him the ability to cover his back. After all Lazel was so agile and lowered his head so quickly and covered his body.

"Lazel please believe me, I didn't see it. Although I want to but I don't see it."

...◇• •◇...

In a room with golden lights. He rolled himself up on the bed with a thick blanket so as not to reveal his body in the slightest.

Geck! Geck! Geck!

"Lazel. What am I supposed to do to make you believe?"

He gave no answer at all. The stars out there look beautiful and bright. The curtains had not been covered so thoroughly that to stare at the stars was already very embarrassing for him.

Slowly her face lifted and finally revealed a red hue on her face in embarrassment.

"I know if you don't see it, but I'm ashamed." Said slowly.

Behind the tightly locked door was always filled with the sound of Hyunjae apologizing and letting Lazel open the door and let him in.

But Lazel could not hide the shame that was on his face. He does not act like this at all, even in the presence of men. But Hyunjae always and always made him misbehave and always made his face heat up.

Slowly he got off the bed and stepped slowly along with the blanket that was still poking at his body.

His steps stopped right in front of the door.

"Sleep in the other room."

"L-Lazel's? Nah! I don't want to!" Reject Hyunjae from behind the door.

"He was like a child" he thought without realizing it, a small smile etched into his lips. "To this day leave me alone."

"Noooo! I don't want to! Is there anything that can make your anger go away? I'll definitely do it."

"There's nothing you need to do, just follow my request."

"No way."

"Why are you so stubborn?! Didn't I just kick you out in a day?!"

"I don't want to. It reminds me of when you left me. I don't want to feel it anymore."

How much worse he felt compared to the feelings Lazel had accumulated all this time. He spoke as if he knew the feelings of others. Even Lazel himself has not been able to leave the past that continues to haunt him. Yet somehow in his current position Hyunjae was like someone who had experienced great despair.

Slowly he removed the blanket from his body and stared flat at the door but with both eyebrows slightly bent.

"You can sleep with a variety of women out there." He said coldly but his feelings did not want to accept it at all.

"Do you know that even though they enjoy me, I never avenge them. I never did one girl, either,"

"I think of them as toys that can only lighten the burden I carry as long as Dad hands his company to me,"

"A dream of marriage never crossed my mind at all,"

"How do you talk, how do you act, how do you look at others, how do you deal with every problem. Slowly it makes me fixate on you,"

"Lazel, I've never done that to anyone out there. So please don't keep making distance,"

Lazel who did not respond with an expression finally began to move where Hyunjae's voice suddenly became hoarse and began to sob in tears.

"I know you've been hating me all this time, but please give me one chance and fix it all,"

"Isn't it so disgusting to live with a man who's been sleeping with hundreds of women?"

"Yes, I am indeed a brengs*k that does not even deserve to be forgiven. I never expect anything from you about forgiveness, but please don't hate me."

Of all these words Lazel felt that he was wrong now. The past was so scary for him, even the feeling of trauma could not just escape.

Both of her hands were tightly clasped and her lips were lightly bitten, "sorry.you are too painful for me." He said in a soft voice.

...◇• •◇...

Her morning...

Tonight he did not sleep enough. Behind the door he felt that someone was waiting for him to open the door.

Even to get out of bed he didn't want to do it. Right now maybe the world sees itself as someone who is arrogant and does not accept mistakes.

The entire room was still tightly packed with window curtains so as to block the sunlight that wanted to break through.

Geck! Geck! Geck!

The knock on the door made him jump in shock.

"Lazel, are you awake? I want to talk to you about last night."

"H-Hm, wait downstairs." His word.

"Alright~"

The conversation was as usual, the matter last night was as easy as it was forgotten. Even Lazel himself did not know what kind of face to put in front of Hyunjae.

...◇• •◇...

Before actually heading downstairs, he made sure first how Hyunjae was feeling after last night.

Feeling that everything was fine, Lazel went down the stairs casually.

"Oh, you're here. Let's have breakfast first, after that I'll tell you something from Mom." Obviously Hyunjae was on Lazel who was already near the sofa.

"Mother?"

"Yes, so come on over here."

As long as there were no servants, Hyunjae had to wake up early to prepare breakfast and other things. If on an ordinary day he might be exhausted because accompanied by a very solid office job.

"Lazel, can I sleep with you tonight?" Hyunjae asked who had a cheerful face like before.

"Hm, that's the deal anyway." The answer.

Seeing Hyunjae in such a face was very rare to see before. The man showed only violence in his jaw, as well as the brow bending he always saw all the time.

He took another girl and left her alone. All that for money, but now maybe Lazel can not get through it again.

"So... What do you want to say? Isn't that from Mom?"

"Oh! He said like this," Hyunjae had not finished his meal, therefore he handed his phone to Lazel and let the woman hunt him down by herself. "It looks like you'll be surprised." Hyunjae said before handing over his phone.

Lazel grabbed him and read the short message Hyunjae had opened. There is clearly the identity of the sender, none other than Nerza, their own mother.

"A-what?? A daughter-in-law? Hyunji's sister is getting married??" Lazel asked in surprise, especially Hyunji who was the topic of their conversation.

"I heard if Kara likes it, I wonder how she feels right now." His ejek.

"Damn it! You shouldn't have said that." Tukas Lazel gently struck Hyunjae's upper arm.

"Sorry dear."

This made Lazel worried at once. After ending Ja Heul's troubles, Lazel never or rarely played with Kara or heard what she said.

"I'll-"

"Stop it, don't call her. It'll just make it even more down." Sela Hyunjae to his wife.

"Y-Yes you're right, but..."

"He is also a human being, therefore leave him alone" Hyunjae megelus slowly shoots Lazel's head. "After this we will go to the Main House." Hyunjae said then went to the kitchen.

So far... Lazel knows very well that Kara likes Hyunji very much. His joy was a long time ago, it had happened since he worked under Hyunjae's orders.

Kara always told him everything about her love for Hyunji. As a friend, Lazel also gave more support to Kara. But he had heard that Kara already knew that Hyunji had liked her so much that he made her feel guilty for Kara.

Therefore Lazel did not intend to discuss it again or try to stick Hyunji and Kara, such a simple thing is an easy target for a slander.

"Kara.. how are you right now."

...◇• •◇...

His current mind was completely blank, or rather he did not know what to think or do what. Yesterday really made him not think out and made him have to reveal everything before the man said it first.

A large residence was clearly visible, even the fence had been wide open since earlier.

"What's Kara doing?" Ask the man in the neat shirt.

"Ti-No, don't face here. You're making me groggy." Said Kara who threw her face away from the gaze of Hyunji who was sitting beside her while holding the steering wheel of the car.

"Hahahaha~ take it easy, everything will be fine."