The Lost Feeling 2
Summer [Hyunjae & Ian]

All the reporters gathered in front of the gate making it difficult to move. With several bodyguards involved, the movement was little by little can be overcome.

As an older brother who allegedly had a younger brother who was involved in a scandal, it was not easy for Hyunji who from now on had to deal with a group of reporters.

"Can you open a little opinion on your own Little Sister's matter?"

"Please understand, we ask all of you to go away from Mr. Hyunji." Said one of the bodyguards in charge of guarding and guiding Hyunji towards his car.

"If this continues, the mass media will be even more crazy." With a worried feeling.

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At the same time, one of them had already exhausted the idea of how to meet Ja Heul. While on the other hand continue to think hard about the plan ahead.

Lazel will probably listen to his words and follow himself to stay back, but the real problem is with Ian. Lazel never thought of choosing between the two.

"I wanted to contact them, but.." he felt awkward and also guilty for continuing to burden them.

Currently Hyunjae has returned to his place, a hotel not too far from the Capital City. For now he will stay there until Lazel and Ian decide to return.

"Oh, I know what he likes."

...◇• •◇...

His feet stepped up normally until he found a bright shade due to the scorching sky light, "What are you-"

"Sister, there's a delivery for you." Said his younger brother by handing over a rectangular object in the form of light brown which is still neatly wrapped in plastic or other safety.

"????"

"Do you order anything?" Ian asked who continued his activities on his mobile phone.

"No."

"Hm. maybe it's a delivery from your coworker."

"I'll take him inside."

"okay."

The object was quite large but not so heavy, coupled with no sender's mark but its purpose did lead to him.

Curious about the object, he opened it and finally got what was never in his mind.

"S-All this.." somehow various kinds of objects that make him remember a moving time. "Butterfly.all these things are related to me-"

His words stopped when he saw a piece of paper containing several sentences, as well as the name of the sender.

His expression changed when he found out who was behind the gift, "Hyunjae." Mumbled.

Lazel almost liked all things related to butterflies, somehow the shape of the object. Starting from the hair ribbon he always wears, then some mini sleep lights that can be attached to the wall.

'If to Wonhae you are a light or a hope for him, then I am the nest where you come to visit'.

Although it was only brief and brief, it did not change the fact that he had been present in Hyunjae's life. Start with a sudden meeting, faced by someone who is foreign or not even given a chance to know each other. To a marriage they never agreed to.

Then faced with a pile of problems on the sidelines of the passage of their marriage.

Getting married was not Lazel's wish, as he himself was still unsure of the fate he would face. Who would have thought that fate would treat him like an evil actor.

All of his words sounded harsh for Hyunjae to let go of himself and choose someone else. Letting himself go and look for another.

At the end of the day, someone with a heavy heart wants him to leave back to come and welcome back his already very fragile self to think about the future.

Slowly water droplets dripped on the floor and the objects of the gift. Now Lazel knew the meaning of the gift. Not money but memory. One of them was a pile of hair ribbons and other hair ornaments, where she once wore them on Hyunjae and laughed together.

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"Hm? What is Brother doing? I thought he'd come back and show me who the shipper is."  Mumbled.

Ian moved from his place and slowly wanted to surprise his brother.

"..............." the door is not closed tightly, with a quiet state of silence. He also heard a slow sobbing that tried to be held so as not to sound too strong. "Why is she crying?"

He quietly peeked out of the doorway and saw his brother.

"Why are you doing all this..."

"I call you the brengs*k I've met, but why do you keep coming back..."

"I'm trying to get all the bad words out about you to keep you away..."

"I don't give you hope because I don't want to hope for anything..."

"But why again, again, again and again and again until the next you still come back. What's the good thing about what I'm doing that you keep coming with me?"

"I'm not good at getting along, I'm not good at cooking, I'm just good at fighting and talking dirty. But why should I..."

"Ja Heul is the girl I first look at if she deserves you? Where do you see me if I'm good?"

"I've let you go but why should you go back. You think I can repeat the same thing? Right now I have to be the figure of Mother, Father and Sister for my Brother..."

"Therefore Ian was a precious figure to me, I was unable to protect both of my parents. And at this moment I must prove that I am capable of protecting my own brother."

The man who was only wearing a plain shirt and black shorts could only stand blankly looking down. It felt like hearing all of that made him slapped all out. His brother's request regarding the invitation to return was very he calculated correctly, because after all he was Lazel's top priority.

There was nothing he could think of, even to step up and give an apology hug to his sister alone was already very difficult for him to do.

Now all that's left is a slow sobbing of a woman caught between your relationship and marriage.

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The twilight light illuminated the entire room with glass windows. The round sun looks like a glowing orange. From then on, he did not approach his brother at all or start doing anything else. Right now his mind is full of responsibilities that his brother keeps doing.

Starting from her studying in Japan and studying medicine. His wish was achieved because of his brother's efforts, even the language he had not yet learned Lazel was there for him and continued to make himself understand the correct vocabulary in using the correct Japanese language.

All of this was for the sake of himself.

Lazel asked him to work not because he wanted to lighten his own burden, but because Lazel was not always there for his brother. Even until now he never saw his brother asking for money or anything from him.

The money he makes from working usually continues to be in his grasp. If he did not take the initiative to buy anything for his brother secretly, perhaps Lazel would reject it outright.

In the end... Lazel did it all for his brother. Trying to support her sister through her own sweat.

His body moved again and picked up the phone that was on the brown table.

His finger began to shift and look for something and then attach it to his left ear.

^^^"Hm? Who'sis this?"^^^

"Meet me at..."

...◇• •◇...

"WHERE ARE YOU GOING ALL NIGHT LIKE THIS?!"

"PLAY! I NEVER COME HOME LATE, DO I?!"

"HAAAA?! YOU DARE RAISE YOUR VOICE IN FRONT OF ME?!"

"Haah~ I'll bribe you later."

"Haah~ I told you not to waste money. Besides you can buy anything you-"

"I'm leaving."

"I'M NOT FINISHED!!"

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In accordance with their previous agreement, a tall building located in the city, they would meet there at one-sided request.

At the start of Summer, the rain did not fall at all, even the starlight in the sky was so bright and beautiful.

"Oh, were you the UWAAAA IAAAN?!"

"Whispering."

"W-Why aren't you no, where did you get my phone number?" Hyunjae was surprised not to play when he saw who had previously contacted him without introducing his identity.

It starts with the sound and language used. Hyunjae felt that the call was one of Adam's most important calls. And it turns out that guy was Ian.

"What do you actually think of my brother as?"

"You mean?"

"As Big Brother, he won't let me off his watch. Then as a sister I won't hand it over to anyone." Evidently.

Hyunjae still did not understand the discussion of what Ian was actually doing.

Cahay from there is quite supportive because of the reflection of the light variety from the city. From there everything looks amazing.

"My brother was unable to repeat the same thing. Especially if it is concerned with his heart and also his mental..."

"Lazel was strong, but his heart was weak. He easily falls on anyone, the feeling of falling is very opposite to the romantic phrase..."

"That means, he can turn his hate into liking because of the actions of others towards him. The opposite is true..."

"So I don't want him to feel either of them anymore. Even I, who is the Big Sister, know absolutely nothing about ten years."

Ian had heard everything.The cries and moans of his brother's heart that he had never known. Although it felt impossible, fate did not side with him. Or does fate want to test his brother again with the same problem?

For now Hyunjae will listen to everything Ian wants to say. Because talks accompanied by question marks will never reach a settlement.

"If you bring my brother back, will you take me too?" Ian asked without looking.

"Of course, because I tried to get rid of the impossible before trying."

"..............." for a moment he fell silent and closed his eyes, then he reopened it with a much better mind than before. "Then bring my brother back." He said with a smile that looked very thin.