The Lost Feeling 2
Summer [Like of the Past]

He laid down his body right next to Lazel. The one thing he did not expect was, how could they be of one mind? Isn't it a little weird? And more strangely Lazel had to drain the brain for this and kept silent. If indeed he does not care or is not interested in anything, the woman will definitely be frank and remain in favor of her own decisions.

But what Hyunjae thought did not happen at all. On the contrary, Lazel was worried that if the agreement got a final deal and made them stay there.

"I've been thinking about this for a long time..."

Lazel turned his face.

"Looks like you're not gonna like living there, a-"

"Hm! I don't like living there" Lazel interrupted with a quick nod of his head. "-I mean can. I don't mind." He nodded with a red tinge on his face.

It seems like a miracle has really happened and will side with her. Without the woman realizing it, Hyunjae first realized it, and it made him feel good instead of playing.

But it will not be rash. At least he would make Lazel be honest with himself without any emphasis from him.

"All right! I've decided" Hyunjae roused his body. "I'll move there."

"H-Huh? So we-not-forget it." I don't know why Lately Lazel has been too stupid to control himself.

"Then I'll tell you the truth." Said Hyunjae who stood up from his seat and stood before Lazel who was still in a sitting position.

"????"

The black-haired man first rubbed his hair back then his hands began to reach for his lower clothes and he would pull up.

"Tu-wait! What are you doing! Don't-"

"You saw it, didn't you?" Hyunjae's upper body was completely not covered in a single piece of cloth.

"T-No."

Seeing the behavior of Lazel who is known as a creepy woman turned out to still have shame. It made Hyunjae unable to hold the red hue on his face as well as the smile he looked at Lazel.

His hand slowly helped Lazel who was covering his face so as not to see anything in front of him, "calm down, didn't I tell you? I won't cross the line until you give me permission for that duty."

Yep... Hyunjae did say that repeatedly to Lazel to make sure she felt comfortable with him.

Because it keeps getting subtle persuasions from Hyunjae. The black-shirted woman eventually complied with Hyunjae's request and would open her eyes.

"I actually want to keep covering it up until you're willing to do your duty for me, but I can't keep lying to you either."

"!!!!" Like a memory that forces into his mind. What he saw was a past he wanted to forget.

Shaking, his right hand tried to feel the wound. The wound under his stomach.

"I-It's.." Unbeknownst to him, teardrops began to wet his cheeks. "It's not this..." Lazel could not continue his sentence, a wound in the past, a wound of his own doing.

Lazel closed his mouth and tried to hold back his tears.

"It's been a while, so you don't have to kha-"

"How can you hide it." - Lazel said in his quiet voice. "The stab was caused by me." He crossed it with both hands holding his head like depression.

"..............."

Who would have thought Lazel would react like this. Hyunjae grabbed Lazel's head and he took it into his arms and let the woman cry as much as she could.

"Why are there stitches there.why didn't you say anything to me at the time.if it's like this you're making me feel more guilty."

"That's wrong? I wouldn't die from a wound this small."

Lazel really goes back a moment to the past. Where he had intended to hurt one of his extended family members for being involved with Wonhae's death. He did so without a second thought and made Hyunjae use himself as a shield and protect his wife from all sorts of useless accusations.

The incident also caused Lazel to lose control and have an accident.

Now Lazel began to slowly realize his mistakes, mistakes in the past. Where he was once unconscious but Hyunjae always tried to be by his side.

He continues to receive full treatment. While Hyunjae had to endure the pain of the puncture he gave.

What Lazel experienced was not so serious compared to what Hyunjae experienced. Fractions on the shard are completely irregular, so the consequences are also fatal. It was one of Lazel's very selfish thought patterns.

Always felt her most tormented self without seeing the face behind others trying to calm her heart.

On that day Lazel was completely unable to forgive her conversation with Hyunjae. The wound he gave was not a light wound. Even clearly he could see the stitches.

If she would never know, her treatment and actions towards Hyunjae would be much more painful.

...◇• •◇...

"Haah."

He lifted the beautiful body into the middle of the bed. Without doing anything else. Hyunjae immediately made himself lie down in front of the woman.

Now the atmosphere of the room is quite dark, the only lighting is the moonlight and light from the outside lights.

I don't know why it felt like he made Lazel feel guilty about the wound. Hyunjae also had no intention of showing it now, but that condition forced him to tell Lazel. But memorable as if to blame Lazel for everything that happened.

He could imagine how regretful Lazel's face was to the wounds Hyunjae had suffered. After all, all Hyunjae wanted was the woman's heart, if it was this kind of disgusting effect.

It is also Hyunjae's biggest regret for telling Lazel at the wrong time.

...◇• •◇...

Although his suspicions and curiosity did not have an accurate reason. He still did not expect if his hand ever made someone like that. In his entire life, he had never done something as cruel as that.

And now... Hyunjae who always tried to cover himself from Lazel turned out to have another reason, namely to cover up what had passed. 

Who would have thought that he would wake up this late. Two o'clock in the night where no one dared to leave the house.

The black-haired man was fast asleep. His hand extended in the direction of Lazel, while the other crossed in front of him.

He could not see how Hyunjae was currently expressing himself, nor how he felt. The curvature of his body is very visible because it is backgrounded with light from outside. So far he has never paid attention to Hyunjae with deail. Unbeknownst to him, the man had a very large body, even the two arms he had exceeded Lazel's two arms.

The silver-haired woman placed her pillow lower or just under Hyunjae's long-stretched arms. The blanket he wore as a bolster without wearing it.

The night was still quite long, therefore Lazel decided to go back to sleep and slightly docked at Hyunjae. The window that opens at night is traumatizing.

...◇• •◇...

In the morning without the sun. He stood on the edge of the bed staring at the man who was still asleep.

"Why should I wake up first?" Her thought.

Currently Lazel plans to measure Hyunjae's body due to the time of ordering clothes to stay today. Inevitably Lazel had to wake Hyunaje up first.

But what he saw last night still looms over his mind. The puncture due to the broken glass bottle is still clearly visible with the traces of stitches located under his stomach.

The lights had already illuminated the room, Lazel hoping that Hyunjae would wake up by himself due to the light of the lamp. But apparently not.

"Haah.I have to wake her up, otherwise you will be angry." Slowly complaining.

His two hands were covered by his clothes trying to hold Hyunjae's big arm that was not covered by anything. Not only that, but not touching it has made both hands tremble.

Taps!

His hands are not according to plan. Instead of touching her arm, the woman placed her hand on Hyunjae's forehead.

"Wake up" he said in a flat tone. "First as a kid the way Mom woke me up like this."

"Hm?" His body which was initially facing the other direction instantly turned and faced towards Lazel who was standing beside the bed.

"Wake up, I have to measure your body." Say again.

Both eyes still look red, his hands began to move rubbing his face and also stretch when he wanted to get out of bed.

"What time is this?" Hyunjae asked who was still in the process of collecting lives.

"Wash your face and come back here." His word.

"Hm."

Honestly, Lazel had shuddered in horror at the body that Hyunjae had. The man moved both hands so that the emphasis on his veins became more visible, not to mention the nape of his neck, back and stomach that was perfectly formed.

...◇• •◇...

"Your hands are big." Say Lazel who will really hold it.

"Hm? Isn't good. You'll be satisfied if you feel it too." Hyunjae replied who stood in accordance with Lazel's request.

"!!!!"

"Hm?" Hyunjae now gets a strange reaction from Lazel. Though he had just given temptation to his wife, but the woman was not at all broken or gave any resistance other than the obvious shame on her face.

Lazel began to measure it slowly and carefully, not forgetting to record it clearly. After that he will hand it over to the fashion stylist.

He noticed his wife who kept touching his limbs to measure the size of his body, "Lazel." Call him

"Hm?" The pink-sliced woman only nodded without looking over.

"Kiss me."

"No way."

"Why?"

"Stupid, if I let him do that, are you going to ask him why?"

"No, so what can?"

"Of course not! And shut up for a moment!"

"..............."

After several limbs have been measured. Lastly was the widening of the body he had.

"Your body again." He said with a slightly nervous face.

"Haaah..it feels great if it has to be like this every-"

Maidservant!

"Can you shut up?" Said Lazel who continued to feel emotions.

"Good baby."

Lazel gnawed the gauge on his teeth and ordered Hyunjae to stretch out his hands.

Taps!

Hyunjae grabbed Lazel's hand and placed it on his belly while grinning, "hey, does my body look amazing?" Hyunjae asked with a passionate face.