The Longing for Perfection
The Doctor

Tonight, Zayn and Farah tried again. Maybe after the massage will be able to. Farah also prepares baby oil and olive oil as a liquid. 

Yet again they failed. And either have to spend how many nights to always swallow this disappointed.

"What if we just check it out?" Zayn. 

"I'm afraid, Mas" replied Farah with a sledgehammer. 

Zayn let out a long breath. "But if this were the case, we wouldn't know the cause. Is there something or why." 

"I will drink herbs and herbal medicines, I will be diligent in yoga and massage" whined Farah. He was really scared to see a doctor. Especially about their reproductive organs. 

Zayn clasped his hand. "We'll just check, yeah, honey. To be dealt with quickly, "persuade Zayn. "It's been the sixth month you've tried other than the doctor, but it hasn't worked." 

Farah looked at her husband. There was fear in the eyes of the woman. 

What if it turns out I have a serious illness, Mom?" Farah asked with anxiety in her heart.

"We treat. If necessary, we'll find the best doctor" Zayn replied. He rubbed Farah's cheek and hugged her. "We're on medication, honey. If this is a disease, then get the cure right away" Zayn said. 

Meeting a doctor and receiving a diagnosis is not as easy as people say. It must have determination and readiness.

"But, Mas. I'm ...."

"Darling, don't you feel sorry for me?" ask Zayn. He used himself to get Farah to see a doctor.

Farah let go of his embrace and looked at Zayn. There was a lot of guilt in him for Zayn. There was so much gratitude in his heart for Zayn. A man who was so patient with her. 

"I'm min--"

Zayn covered Farah's lips with his finger. "Sttts. Don't say sorry again. I just want one. We go to the doctor."

In the end, Farah nodded. "Don't tell anyone, yeah, Mom. Including Father and Mother. I'm afraid that you and Mom will ask questions, I'm confused he replied," Farah's message.

Zayn nodded. "Yes, I know" he answered.

"If the doctor could have a girl, yes, Mas?" ask Farah. He felt ashamed if his doctor was a boy.

"Let's find the info first" replied Zayn. The most important thing now is that Farah wants to see a doctor.

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After teaching, Farah came to the practice of the Midwife. This is because tomorrow there is a division of vitamins for elementary school children. Having this opportunity, Farah asks about the female SpOG doctor in this city.

"The female doctor doesn't seem to exist yet, ma'am," replied the village midwife. He then recommended a well-known and well-known SpOG doctor.

After talking and finished listing the names of the students, Farah then said goodbye.

"Eh there is Miss Farah," said a neighbor who happened to come to want to inject KB.

"How many months, Mom?" ask the neighbor.

Farah smiled once more. This time it was an awkward smile. "No, ma'am" he answered.

"Oh, Kirain here is pregnant control."

"No, ma'am," replied Farah politely. He then politely responded.

Midwife's practice site, not far from the village hall. Farah stopped there just to say hello to her husband. As time went on, there was no such trick as before when they were newlyweds.

"Assalamualaikum, Mr. Sekdek. I want to make a certificate of not being able to," Farah said when she saw Zayn was so busy with the computer on his desk.

Hearing that voice, Zayn immediately raised his face. "Wa'alaikumussalam" he replied. "The letter cannot afford to forget you" Zayn continued guessing his wife's intentions.

Farah shook her head. "Can't bear the longing for too long" he replied with a smile. And the laughter of Zayn. Farah then sat down in front of Zayn.

"From school or from where?" ask Zayn.

Farah took out her snack and fed Zayn.

"From Bu's midwife," replied Farah slowly.

Zayn. He opened his mouth again to take a bribe from Farah.

"I asked about the specialist. But said Bu midwife, in this city there is no female SpOG specialist," explained Farah in a quiet voice.

"Then?" Zayn began to worry, afraid that Farah would undo her intentions. Afraid that this girl changed her mind. "Wherever it is, let's go. It'll take you."

"Farah," replied Farah. "But the Midwife gave me a recommendation. He said that if, SpOG doctor is very strong and experienced."

Zayn nodded. "What time does he practice?" tanyakanya.

"Four hours" replied Farah.

Zayn nodded again. He stretched out his hand to hold Farah's hand. "We went there today, yes," he asked with tenderness.

Farah looked at him. Look into his eyes. And the girl convinced her heart to see a doctor. All the effort he has done. Going to the doctor is the next step.

Farah nodded. Approval that greeted a smile on Zayn's lips. Speaking of his man's passion, it was undeniable that he needed it most. He also wants to be like other husbands who can channel desire appropriately.

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