The Light of Love Tania
Everything About you

After 7 days of Yudha's departure, the house was deserted. The stored memories flashed in every mind of the people closest to Yudha. All items, clothes, and so forth are collected and given to relatives, friends, even people in need. Or even stored and used by relatives, friends, or relatives.

The items Tania brought home were Yudha's beloved Hoodie jacket as well as the perfume that Yudha often wore. That way he will not feel that Yudha has gone far away and is always near Tania.

"Tan, even though Yudha has no mama hope you do not decide our friendship as a family yes". Pinta Mama Yudha with teary eyes.

Tania's feelings had stabilized somewhat, but her heart was torn again when she heard Mama Yudha's words. With haru he nodded and scattered in the arms of Mama Yudha. "Yes God willing, Ma. Tania won't make it to silaturahmi's death. Because Tania already thinks A Yudha's family is Tania's family too".

Mama rubbed her fallen tears on the cheek. Strive hard and sincere. As much as Mama Yudha loved Yudha, but still the Creator loved Yudha more than anything.

"Are you not working today?"

"You forgot, it's Saturday. Tania only works half a day on Saturdays". Tania.

"Oh yes hahaha. Mom forgot. So tired of world affairs so forget the same day of the date". Mama patted her eel.

"

True said people, the more the day feels heavy loss and longing when someone leaves us for good. Especially the people closest to us.

Until the afternoon Tania was still busy chatting with Mama Yudha. Tania seemed reluctant to go home because she felt Yudha was with her at this time. The warm feeling came and was very pronounced.

"Tan, if you want to rest, you can lie down in Yudha's room". Mama Yudha.

"Can, Ma?" Ask Tania.

"of course". Mama Yudha nodded with a smile and rubbed Tania's back.

Kreeet..... The door to the room is open. Tania seemed to enter the dimension where Yudha was still there. The room was quite spacious, no doubt a place to gather with other friends. There's an acoustic guitar hanging there. Tania smiled and touched the guitar. In the past, when the weekend he always gathered and sang with Nicko and Iqbal with Yudha who accompanied him with the guitar.

Tania sat at the end of the bed, looking at a poster of Yudha's favorite footballer. He remembered how excited Yudha was when his favorite player competed and ended in victory. He bought martabak and toast. A simple celebration indeed, but that's how he vented his happiness when his favorite player became a champion. All just for the sake of being together with his friends.

Tania's eyes were wet, the tears were unstoppable. As hard as he tries to toughen up, still when all the memories reappear, collapse is already the kink.

"Am I late to realize it, A? Is it true that Irwan used to say that A Yudha loved me not just a sister? Because it feels different now, A. What I felt was not only the loss of a big brother but more than that". Tania sobbed hugging the bolster on Yudha's bed.

Tania was drowning in her sense of loss. The name Yudha and her figure were so impregnated that they left a trail that was difficult to erase.

"Teh, wake up maghrib". Neng woke Tania up by shaking her body slowly.

Tania blinked her eyes slowly. His eyes narrowed looking at Neng. Glare because the lights are on. As he remembered, he cried and finally fell asleep with the lights not yet on. I heard Adzan Maghrib.

"I'm sorry Neng I fell asleep. Can I borrow mukena? I pray here, okay?" Tania Pinta. Neng assented and hurried to pick up Mukena.

After the prayer, Tania tearfully offered a do'a to Yudha.

"Aamiin.. alfaatihah".

A moment before he took off his face, he looked around Yudha's room.

"Now I understand, A. The meaning of the word miss is heavy". So deep yet so deep.

In the middle room, it turned out that Yudha's family was gathering. He almost forgot it was Sunday night. Mama Yudha smiled looking at Tania.

"Tan, just go here. We want a dinner tonight". Mama Yudha.

"Tania wants to go home, Ma. Kasian Salwa ain't no fight". Tania showed off her row of white teeth. "Maybe next time Tania joined together A Nicko and Iqbal. Who knows if it's better to have them".

"It's also you. Let the atmosphere of the house get warmer if you have Yudha friends". Mama Yudha replied with a laugh.