
The yellow flag was perched in front of Yudha's house. A lot of people go back and forth to just worship. The sad faces of the mourners. There are many who still do not believe in the return of Yudha.
As soon as he arrived in front of Yudha's house, Tania's steps grew even more shaky. He stopped his steps, looked at the yellow flag, and then looked at Yudha's house. His feelings were chaotic, he hoped that this was just a nightmare. He closed his eyes and then opened them again. This isn't a dream. Her tears were getting wet her cheeks.
"Assalamu'alaikum" said Mr.
Everyone in the room looked at Tania and the family. Father and Mother greet everyone followed by Salwa and Tania. While shaking hands with Father and Mamah Yudha, they hugged each other, especially Mamah Yudha who was crying so much. Mother tried to calm Mamah Yudha, Dad who looks tough, clearly illustrated that his heart is now broken. Tania greeted Mamah, and Mamah hugged Tania tightly still with tears.
Tania could not help but hold herself back when she saw Yudha's body lying stiff in front of her. "A Yudhaaaaa why leave me.... Why A Yudha did not say goodbye to meuuu..." Frisson. Tania's voice mixed with the pain sounded very slashing. Everyone's attention was on Tania. Everything was washed away in Tania's feelings.
Nicko who was outside immediately looked inside. He was too limp to embrace Tania. Because he lost her just as much as Tania. "A... Wake up... A... A Yudha can't leave me like this.... Wake A...." Tania grew hysterical, until she finally fainted again.
"Tania.... Istighfar, Son..." Mother patted Tania on the cheek. "Tan... Conscious..." Mamah Yudha helped awaken Tania. "Neng, get me some wind oil" Mama asked.
Half the soul of Tania left. He can survive in such situations and conditions. During this time, when Tania faced all difficult situations, surely Yudha would always install the front body to help Tania. The attention Yudha Tania felt was the same as the attention of the Father. He always felt safe and comfortable if there was Yudha by his side.
Only until her death, Tania could not feel anything more for Yudha. Because he was already comfortable with the attitude of Yudha as a sister, not as a couple. He could only be sure that his feelings were white like the love of his sister to his brother. But Yudha did not express her feelings to Tania.
"Tania, I'm sorry Yudha, son. I'm sorry if Yudha got it wrong with you whether it was intentional or not. Sorry, Mom too, yeah. Maybe Mom is too selfish, son. Mama couldn't understand the feelings of Mamah's own son." With tears as Tania realized Mamah spoke while caressing Tania's face.
"A Yudha has nothing wrong with me, Mah. There may be I like to make A Yudha Kesel.I sincerely let A Yudha go even though it feels heavy. Sorry Tania too, Mah. Until A Yudha left, Tania could not repay all of A Yudha's affection for Tania as a woman and a grown man. Until whenever A Yudha is always in Tania's heart. Tania is proud to have a sister like A Yudha. A Yudha is the best man for Tania, now A Yudha will feel no pain anymore. May I see A Yudha's face one last time?"
Mamah nodded, Yudha's body was already finished. It's just that part of his face has not been closed, said Mr. Ustadz fearing there is a brother or colleague nearby who still wants to see the face of Yudha for the last time.
"Look, Mah, Mom. A Yudha is very handsome. She smiles. That's a sign he's sincere, yes." Tania muttered and was heard by Mamah or mother. They nodded in agreement with the gaze that could not be separated from Yudha's pale face but looked handsome.
"I want to pay first, yeah. May A Yudha hear my voice accompany her departure." Tania.
Nicko and Iqbal encourage each other. They both lost their best friends. Their sorrow grew even more poignant when they saw Tania. The girl is very fragile. Iqbal punched his hand into the wall. Nicko punched the air. "Aarrhghhhh.... I'm still strong at cheating girls, Yud. But I admit this time I can't, Jud. Can't."
Nicko bowed, his shoulders shaking. The colleagues at the factory arrived. Energetic condolences. Mr. Mul also looks very lost. For him, Yudha is the best. It is rare to complain let alone argue what the boss ordered.
"Thank you, sir and all. Forgive if Yudha has been wrong, whether intentional or not."
"alright. Now is the time for the bodies to be sholatan. Therefore I will cover his face." said Mr. Ustadz.
"Sir Ustadz, may I kiss A Yudha one last time?" Ask Tania.
Mr. ustadz nodded, "May, but let no tears fall, yes."
Tania brought her face closer to Yudha's face and kissed her forehead. A, I'm sincere. A Yudha who is calm there. Hopefully we can be found again there later. Don't get tired of taking care of me, A. Even though our world is different. Lirih Tania in her heart.
The body was taken up and taken to the mosque. Tania is soldering. He did not want to miss a few more seconds or minutes of opportunity to be with Yudha. For him this time is precious.
How much time Yudha gave when she was with Tania, Nicko, and Iqbal. All the kindness and care of Yudha will always be the best memory they have.
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Hello readers, how are you?
The author did not greet you.
This is a true story in the author's life. Losing a best friend who is very close like his own brother. When writing this part as well, the author's hands trembled. Powerless as it feels. But this has become part of the plot of this Tania Love Light story.
Alfatihah, To my friend, friend, and brother who has gone to the realm of eternity. This work, the author dedicates to the late Rahimakumullah.
Healthy always yes, for all of you..
With 'Supply.
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