The Light of Love Tania
You can be broke my heart

Leukemic?

What kind of disease is that? Why did it have to be against A Yudha? Why can't I know? What's my fault?

Thousands of questions swirled in Tania's brain. Upon hearing from Nicko the situation and the condition of his heart weakened, he could no longer hold back the rain of tears on his cheeks. That morning he decided to go home. With an online ojek he returned to his home with a questionable look from his mother.

How come we go home again? His eyes are also puffy? What's the problem, huh? This morning went well as it seemed. Mother muttered softly still with an apron hanging from her body.

Tok.dok...

Mom knocked on Tania's room door.

"Tea..". Mother tried to call but there was no word and only a sobbing sounded.

Sreeet.....The door is not locked. Mother entered slowly with a feeling of worry approaching her eldest son. Tania slapped her body on the mattress with a hiccuped voice.

Hix.....Hikss .

"Tea....." Gently greet the mother while grabbing her child's shoulder. "Teh, what's the problem? What's going on suddenly coming home from work?" Ask the mother full of probing but the typical plan of an understanding mother.

"Mother.hikss hiksss hikss" Tania got up and hugged her mother and buried her face in her arms.

"What's the tea? Try stories. What's the matter? If you think that even makes you worry just as confused". Mother's words rubbed Tania's head.

"A Yudha, ma'am...A Yu..dha" He stammered as he was so excited.

"A Yudha why? She hurt you?" Mother asked while cupping Tania's face and was only responded with a slit by Tania.

"I was wrong, Mom? Why do I look like I'm the bad guy"

"Tea..." Say mom slowly. "See mom.." Tania looked at her mother's face. "So calm first, what's up? Tell me slowly, let me understand"

Tania wiped her tears and tried to calm down. Take a breath and throw it slowly, it does it over and over again until it feels a little calm.

"Mom....A Yudha's sick. And I can't know how he is. Everyone kept A Yudha's condition a secret from me"

"Why is that? What is Yudha sick?"

"Leukemia, mom. And it's in stage 4."

"Astaghfirullah, innalillahi..... Since when? Why isn't anyone telling you?" This time the mother he made was shocked.

"I don't know exactly when. No one told me in detail how. A Nicko I was forced to tell you that"

"What's the reason, Tea? Why can't you know?"

"I don't know Mom either. Just a month ago, A Yudha's attitude was strange, suddenly moved away and cut off communication with me". Tania recounted the beginning of the incident at the mall until Yudha stayed away from her. The mother seemed to listen well to what her son was saying.

"Why is there such a big incident you did not tell the father of the same mother? It also concerns your safety".

"I think it's just a trivial matter, ma'am. And the problem is that A Yudha is the same as Irwan".

"Mama A Yudha in shock. And just blame me, ma'am" Tania bowed and her tears fell again.

"No, I don't want suudzon yes, nor do I want to briefly conclude what really happened. Feeling mother, his mother Yudha told Yudha to stay away from you, Teh. I will certainly do the same even if it is not true. After all, who lived it you are not a mother directly. But which parent wants their child to be hurt either physically or in the heart. Maybe they didn't tell you about Yudha being sick because it was for your good".

"So good of where, ma'am?"

"First they want to focus on Yudha's health. And if there's any chance you're sick Yudha will get worse. Both of these are for your good as well. At least you won't be too hard hit by what happened to Yudha".

"Then I don't understand A Yudha will get worse because I'm what's the reason?"

"The reason is because love is not delivered and not reciprocated. Mother actually already knew from the beginning if Yudha actually harbors the same feelings you. But you never get sensitive. Mother never said because the mother does not want to interfere with the affairs of the mother's children's romance unless there is intent and serious chatter both father and mother"

"So far from now on I have to....Hwaaa......" Tania's crying broke even harder. The mother held her child in her arms again letting Tania shed all the tears that weighed down her heart.

Tania cried for a long time until she fell into a deep sleep with swollen eyes. Mom moves out of the room, but her steps are stopped when Tania's phone rings. There were some missed calls from Nicko and Iqbal but this time the one who called was Akbar. I had to pick up Tania's phone and get out of the room.

"Assynogaic"

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"Here, Tania's mother"

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"Yes, the farmer didn't go to work, was a bit unwell and is now sleeping"

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"Oh yes then. Waalaikumsalam".

Mom put Tania's phone back where she came from. Later in the afternoon Akbar will come to the house to see Tania. On the phone, his voice sounded so anxious.

Hufhhhhhh mother sighed. Her child's love life was not as smooth as expected. Hope when there is a prince who comes boldly to challenge Tania will once be so, but the fact his son even found a winding choice of love.

Yudha openly declared that she would be a sister to Tania, but in reality she harbored a myriad of flavors.

Akbar who also bravely came to show that he really wants to establish closeness by always coming home and want to chat with the father.

one more, Irwan. Ahh.mom did not know his appearance and only heard at a glance earlier in Tania's chat, not the gentle type of man. Definitely included in the black list of mothers and fathers.

"Hmmm I always hope and pray that you can be the best mate, son. Maybe now Yudha is the best man but her family now just looks how she treated you"

"Every parent wants the best for their child".

Mother muttered to herself while cleaning up the pending kitchen work earlier. However, Yudha was very kind to her son and wanted to sacrifice herself to protect Tania. May Yudha be given healing and be able to joke again with her son.

Yudha's pain was not Tania's fault, but it was her will. Tania was already feeling too guilty for what happened the other day, and was now burdened with Yudha's pain. It is fitting that he feels hit.