The Light of Love Tania
I Wanna You but.......

Irwan PoVs

Tania's words touched me. My feelings for her were not yet perfectly formed so I could not yet look at her as the woman I wanted to be. Though it's not good what Tania is to me. Being close to him is like an opium to me. But I don't want his smile he gives to others. I already felt like I had managed to make it a little dependent on my presence.

I am a man who can feel that Yudha's attention is not just as a sister to Tania. Either Tania is too naive or Yudha is unwilling to confess her love to Tania. I saw the look in her eyes every Tania was taken or picked up by me, there was an involuntary remark from her gaze.

Maybe I'm too selfish and a loser. As a man I just put my curiosity forward in every woman without having to commit. Tania was indeed different from the others, she was able to gradually change my ugly habits. I began to worship diligently, no longer chatting with just any woman.

But hey....Tania may be overconfident. Doesn't he know if I'm the type of man, then he asked for clarity of relationship with me. For most of his friends I was probably a brash man who had toyed with the feelings of a Tania. But Tania's words this time really slapped me, out of the many women I dated none of them could make me think about the purpose of a relationship. I am over a quarter of a century old, but I have no purpose in my heart.

The established life and good looks of mine did not guarantee peace of heart. Ever since our last conversation, I was restless not being able to close my eyes. Only this time there was a woman who dared to be outspoken about her feelings and so very sorry to have a taste for me. If for other women, I might feel proud to be close to me. It felt like something was missing and everything felt empty. If only I hadn't accompanied Franda to the invitation maybe Tania wouldn't have stayed away from me like this.

I also don't know if Franda is Aris Sari's schoolmate. I was surprised when I arrived at Sari's wedding, when I looked at the crowd and people were so fascinated by the appearance of a cute beautiful girl singing on stage. He seemed to be listening to the song he was performing. Not only were everyone fascinated but I was also very fascinated by her. "you're beautiful" my murmur heard by Franda who realized the direction of my eyes. Franda looked displeased as I continued to watch Tania from a distance. Tania's performance on stage mesmerized everyone as everyone's boisterous claps for her. His capable voice and appearance have an appeal to everyone.

I smiled wryly as I looked at the final scene before they came down from the stage. Yes they are, Tania and Yudha. Again the man was always next to Tania, just like the bodyguard I thought. Everyone would think they were lovers, but look at me the same. With Franda I was like that, we were close but did not have any definite relationship people would also think if Franda and I were lovers as Tania guessed.

He looked surprised when he saw me coming with Franda who was affectionately holding me. His attitude may seem ordinary when I see him, but I can see the look in his disappointed eyes. Smart Yudha can read our situation at that time especially if there is a friend who invited her to take pictures. Tania looked relieved to avoid me, she passed by without looking at me as if she had never known me. The night before Sari's wedding I had a chat with her, it is also my fault that I did not give certainty about my arrival and instead went to accompany Franda to her friend's invitation which turned out to be the same invitation that is the marriage of Sari and Aris.

Damnit........I was rude in my heart. Again, the Yudha deliberately wanted to show his closeness with Tania by taking pictures together. I did not let go of my annoyance, when I saw Tania into the building area and was about to follow her to talk. I wanted to apologize to Tania, but Franda was like reading my movements and holding me back from going out. I gave it up to see Tania, and it worked. I went back to see Tania talking to a man. Slowly I listened to their conversation, apparently the man invited Tania to meet. In a matter of minutes with her soupy soul Tania could easily get along with the man.

Before long I saw the Yudha also approaching, it turned out that he only wanted to say goodbye. If only I hadn't come with Franda maybe I could have taken her home. A few minutes after Yudha's departure, Tania walked into the building. I took this opportunity to talk to her but it seems Tania gave me a bad response.

Ahh Tania's....

Why are you making me turn over like this? At least with your decision to hope not to see me again it feels like there is a crack in this heart.

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