The Light of Love Tania
Sari and Aris's Day (1)

Tania POVs

Today she managed to make my heart fly high again after I tried to dampen this sense that might only grow as my admiration for her. Some time ago his attitude was strange, angry for no apparent reason in my opinion. He knew what my relationship with A Yudha was, so why did he bother about it? Uhh.....Why is there always a sense of comfort, not as friends or sisters and brothers, but as women and men.

He can make me really fall. The fortress I built in the heart slowly collapsed due to its attitude which made me able to receive a taste signal from it. There is a point deep in my heart of doubt about his attitude, an attitude that is still not firm will be taken where this relationship is. Several times I insinuated it but still the same answer I received "Wait for me". Until when I have to wait and what is stopping him from giving me certainty. I was afraid I was hoping for him too far.

My heart was pounding when fitting clothes for Madam Sari's wedding, it was the first time I took a picture with her both. Yaaa..just two though a little coercion from Mbak Sari but the moment was able to make my heart jump with excitement. He wrapped his hand around me which would make people's assumptions about us. Especially to my best friend Wulan. I have no idea where he sent our photo to A Aldi who then reached Wulan. Wulan thought our relationship had come a long way even at the stage of getting engaged.

I also got a chat from Wulan no less surprised by the response. But I have to swallow disappointed, I think by sending our photos to A Aldi and Wulan I will meet the bright spot of our relationship. I was wrong, it turns out that he meant to send the photo so that Wulan and A Aldi were overheated to immediately step in a more serious direction because they had been dating for so long.

I can judge his heart has not been fixed on me, his attitude all this time just as his pleasure is the same as to the women who have been close to him. That night when I got off the bike and passed to my house, I decided that from this moment on I would limit my feelings for her. I don't want to expect too far from him.

Women always need reassurance, not just sweet talk. I used to have this kind of situation and I didn't want to fall back in the same hole. Loving without certainty and being thrown away after being exalted with beautiful love. Yes, the name also falls will certainly hurt, sick that does not bleed. You said, don't expect anything other than Allah. If you rely on the hope of the Creator, He will give his love multiplied. Another case when we hope in humans, if it is not in line with our desires, then the pain is what we get.

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Mbak Sari's marriage is getting closer, he has applied for 3 days of marriage leave. The time given is not much for contract employees, unlike permanent employees who will be given leave for a week. One day before H day there will be a study and watering in the residence of Mbak Sari. Tania and Sofie are already at Sari's mother's house to attend the study.

Seen during the recitation of Mbak Sari's father shed tears, removing his youngest daughter might make him sad, but judging from his warm gaze so happy. In her heart Tania said maybe later you will be the same as Mbak Sari's father. His feelings were mixed to see his daughter in the heart of a man.

Finishing the event, Tania, Mbak Sofie and Mbak Sari gathered in Mbak Sari's room. Mbak Sari's house is crowded with relatives who come from the father and mother Mbak Sari.

"Dihhhh the aura of the bride is different yes meni shine" teased Tania.

"What a feeling is very ordinary" said Mbak Sari.

"Eh Ma'am how do you not?" tanya Tania was enthusiastic.

"You are, Tan who wants to marry the Sari kok you who are boisterous" said Sofie Mbak.

"Excited me Ma'am, finally one of my best friends sold out too" Tania kekeh.

"Yes sok or you're flat-out so let's just feel what in the same way Sari" said Sofie Mbak.

"There is also the first Brother Sofie oruh, right said Sister Sofie also I was a minor. Hahahahhaha" teased Tania who made all her friends laugh.

"Duhhh was impatient" said Mbak Sari.

"Hayohhhh can't wait what nihhhh unboxing yes" said Sofie.

"Hahaha Ih Mbak thought it was there" said Mbak Sari.

"Yes continue what oruh is thought of as a new incantation other than that tuhhh" said Mbak Sofie.

"Mmmhhhh there are" said Mbak Sari.

"Eh Tan, you'll sing well. Special offerings for me itung itung wedding gift"

"Then ah Ma'am, I haven't held a mic in a long time. Then I have already given a big gift to Mbak" Tania said showing a big gift for Mbak Sari with her chin.

"Ih you mah this is very special know" toukuh Mbak Sari.

"Liat later if possible" said Tania finally.

As she closed her eyes Tania's phone rang.

Ting....Incoming message from Irwan.

"Well asleep?" ask Irwan on his message.

"*Now you're going to sleep"

"Why do you want to sleep this is so bad?"

"Having a good chat with Mbak Sari and Mbak Sofie"

"You're in Sari's house?"

"Why is that?"

"Can we get out? Not that you can not go out of the mallem let alone nginep?"

"That's an exception. You also know Mbak Sari so given permission. Who also nganterin A Yudha so I'm not worried"

"Yudhas? come with him too?"

"Yes, he was just nganterin I just went to the house of Mbak Sari. Why emang?"

"Gpa"

"Tomorrow to come?"

"I don't know"

"Oh yasudah if I want to sleep first"

"Yes*"

The chat conversation ended. Any discussion of Yudha would have been Irwan's reaction would have always been different. This time Tania does not want to bother with Irwan's attitude, because Irwan is not his girlfriend for what to think of people who actually ignore our feelings. At least Tania hopes Irwan will be present at Mbak Sari's wedding.

Will Irwan come???

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