
Diamond shook his head when he got such an offer from Panji because indeed Everyone must be anxious to think about the circumstances, when he came to the hospital in a state of panic and after that forced himself to stay strong in order to help Adrian through his critical period.
although he was exhausted but he was sure Adrian was suffering more for everything, let him accept whatever happens so that the pain Adrian is experiencing can be divided with him which clearly has made the wound in the chest of the man so succumbed to all that happened without he could control it.
" i'm fine and you seem to be too worried about my work Yes like this if required to spend extra energy yes must, yes, moreover, that person is Adrian who obviously did not want me to leave because you know for yourself what the problems between the two of us are like? "Diamond tried to smile when Believe him had no words to say When later Adrian realized and knew that his dance power was always there and accompanied him.
" So the story goes that the doctor didn't want to go out to rest and let him stay here so he could keep Adrian's doctor, Yes, then later I go out and tell Mama from doctor Adrian if for example he can find this child! "clearly Panji then chose to come out because this is the thing that the woman to stay there because after all their relationship was very close and impossible when Adrian because of what Diamond chose to not care.
The diamond stared softly at the man who from earlier seemed to be due to the influence of the medicine had not been conscious as well, he really felt guilty because he made Adrian want to take his life for granted and assume that everything in this world is very meaningless in his life.
" you why should it be like that, why not take revenge for what I did to you yesterday? Hasn't all this time doctors in hospitals and nurses have always been interested in you, and you have the revenge to do it all instead of hurting your heart like this as if your life has stopped and you don't want to continue it anymore? " asked Diamond who was really confused how to get Adrian to stop doing such ridiculous behavior because it is impossible for him to accompany the man forever considering the relationship between them indirectly it was over when she married someone else.
Sarah, who had been about to enter, chose to stop her footsteps when she heard what the Diamond said, he believes what was said by Adrian was correct yesterday if in fact Diamond was already married to someone else.
" So what Adrian said yesterday is true, if you are married to someone else and this is all that frustrates him and finally chooses to end his life? " Sarah is not someone who wants to take his frustration out of knowing that this woman in front of him is making his son dying.
Sarah did not forget that Diamond was the most frustrated person when he saw Adrian why, he said, making himself sure that in fact the woman still has feelings for her child only the conditions and circumstances that do not support their relationship.
Diamond smiled wryly because it turns out Sarah also already knows her current status, yes Although from the beginning yes indeed there was no intention to live everything but all had happened to want how else.
" I'm sorry Auntie because I made Adrian like this, there was no intention of me directly to hurt her but circumstances that forced us to step away and from the beginning so as not to want this to happen! "Diamonds really feel guilty to the woman who is giving birth to Adrian into this world because just because of their relationship problems makes Adrian not appreciate his life at all.
Sarah shook her head because she thought this all couldn't have to blame Diamond, Is not in this world when we can get it easily and there are things that make us have to fight in order to get it and sometimes we also have to sincerely release it.
" I was betrothed by papa, by not giving me the right to refuse and unfortunately The match happened apparently when I did not know anything and when told me they immediately moved! want me to fight but it seems impossible because later Adrian's future will be the stakes, because papa that person reckless he will do anything Just to make the closest people to me trouble later! "clearly Diamond is hoping that Sarah will understand that this is not all in her desire to hurt Adrian directly.
Sarah rubs gently on the shoulder Diamond gives strength to the woman that in fact life in the world sometimes always goes not as desired, he said, but the point is when the woman is responsible for what she has done it is a satisfaction for her because she feels that Diamond is a responsible woman and it is impossible to hurt her child so just.
The diamond that sat all day waiting beside Adrian could no longer endure his sleepiness, moreover, his condition was so weak because from morning there was no food that entered but he still chose to Abai fear him not until when he left and Adrian realized.
now the woman chose to fall asleep in a sitting position with her head right next to Adrian's bed, while Sarah had come home from earlier because she wanted to clean up the mess that happened in Adrian's room so that when her son came home was clean.
" Thank you that you're here, do I have to go first and then you can give me the attention I used to have? I don't like it when I see you belong to someone else, but obviously from the beginning I was always looking after you and never let you do anything? " the inner Adrian who really felt frustrated when he realized and also knew that the one who accompanied him from earlier was a Diamond.
" if it has to be this way first you can appear already let me get sick every day so you can stay there and take care of me, Honestly I don't want us to end up like this but how else because I know this is not your will but the people closest to you who have the most power over you! "ejar Adrian who tried to stay strong there is no such thing as a murmur was afraid later Diamond even felt more guilty to him and he did not want it to happen.
Diamond felt disturbed when his head was stroked by someone the commander's mark after being noticed it turned out that the one who did that was Adrian, of course, it made him so happy that he was finally able to get through his critical period so well and is now shown to be smiling at him.
" O Lord thank you you finally realized too and did not make me anxious all day because from that you did not move at all, why the hell be a fool once this life must be continued instead of stopping in place and even worse still want to finish his own life? If you act like this all you have will make me haunted by guilt all my life, though you know for yourself, right if I am not in the intention to hurt anyone, especially that person is you? "asked Diamond who tried to keep smiling even though her tears from earlier always came down without her asking.
" It's a surprise that I've never expected before that our relationship will end in such a tragic way, and you know for yourself that I have no intention to separate from you and hope that our relationship will go to the next level again so that it can be recognized by all? But it seems that your papa is too set a standard that is so high in his life that he considers that the profession we live in is the worst thing, the worst thing, but it doesn't matter the point is you're already here and accompanying me that's the most important thing I want to do," adrian said that remains optimistic that Diamond will still accompany him and the woman is unlikely to leave him in such a state.
Diamond yes will indeed accompany the man until anytime as he can redeem his guilt, he said, because maybe if he was in his position Adrian would probably do the same because his mind path is not being able to compromise.
" i will stay here until you are completely healthy and can also be declared to go home, anyway you just calm because my phone was deliberately turned off so as not to be disturbed by anyone! So now you better rest do not complain a lot that will make you difficult, if for example need something just call because I will serve you wholeheartedly without much complaining," Diamond did not want to make Adrian feel disappointed with himself who did not seem to consider his presence and also did not realize his condition was not fine.