
Bima is actually self-aware that whatever he does is useless to be able to find his wife soon, he said, Just imagine he had been looking for days to find the woman anywhere but never found if it was like this, it would not want to ask others to help his work.
if for example just waiting for the movement from him is the same as lying because until now there is no clarity at all about what he has been doing so far, especially if for example constantly doing something at the same time that there is a job so important will be neglected because he is so unfocused and also the time that must be divided to do other things as well.
" you please find my wife everywhere you meet make sure all corners of this city you have checked everything, if indeed there is no yes already look elsewhere. Anyway just do as I command no one should dare to violate it let alone to choose not to do it at all, because all I need now is how I can meet that woman and drag her back because she usually leaves the house without saying goodbye! "so on Bima again who no longer know should look for where Sofia is.
Sofia never ran away never had the intention to hide in any place just this time the woman chose to calm down along with their child, because if for example he chose constantly along with Bima who is there will only make his life fall apart because he chose to survive with such a selfish man who had never thought about his feelings because of his hobby Just thinking about himself.
Sofia feels at home when enjoying a vacation like this because every day only meet faces that always smile and treat him like a human being, not like when he was with Bima who always made himself feel emotional but only asked because he did not want to cause a commotion because if for example Bima was served instead of stopping but instead would add severer.
moreover, everyone there is nothing that means hating each other or discussing things that make him feel uncomfortable and ultimately prefer to lock himself up alone, alone, there is also his son in that place who has always been watching him meet all kinds of needs then always invite him to chat so as not to feel alone and also not feel that his presence is really not considered by everyone as it has been in his household.
" Mama has no intention of returning, or maybe want to clarify How it relates to papa? if indeed mama does not want to go back alone Yes I will be friends later, you are afraid later do not let Papa will do something negative and also not commendable like yesterday-yesterday and the end result of all of us who are far away is impossible dong can help? "Diamond does not want to always make a decision by letting Sofia return alone to her home and also meet Bima who has a very bad temper and also arguably Always hurt people without thinking about feelings they first.
Sofia shook her head because of her old self Why should I think about it? What they should think is how to make the child always feel comfortable and also safe when he is anywhere, if for him Yes it does not matter want to do anything important the point will someday definitely try to get the best and also the point will not make himself feel overwhelmed later.
sofia also did not have any intention to meet with Bima because later when she met him immediately filed for divorce against the man, he said, and later if for example already filed it yes Automatic time will be wasted so for now it is better to take care of yourself then make yourself happy and not be affected by problems that have occurred in the past that household.
" you're calm because Mama has no intention to return let alone meet the person, just leave it like this first if it's time to go back Yes later Mama will definitely come back impossible just here without doing anything, " said Sofia with a smile makes Diamond can only shake the head because it is impossible dong impose the will to older people who actually look to calm down and also look like they want to be away from the problem facing him now.
" Mama is still at home here there is no intention to return, later if for example you already do not like to see Mama again Then drive Mama to go home Well then there Mama will go home! "sofia said, Laughing because she was actually just joking around, it's impossible for Diamonds to kick her out, but it's not that it also doesn't guarantee that all children will do the same.
The diamond only shook its head in response to the joke that Sofia had thrown earlier, he never put anything said by the woman into the heart because he thought it was just a form of spontaneity that occurred and there was no way he would also drive his mother away from there there was no problem that concerned the two of them that required them to be in an uncomfortable state and also in a state that brought each other down.
"i'll always be happy if for example Mama depends on my life and then never chooses to leave me at any time, You see, I also have no one besides my mother in this world who understands me better than myself so it's better like this, " said Diamond While laughing because his household with Devano is actually in a state of good Even a certain area of his feels still painful until now but back again his affection for a mother ya still it must be given precedence because it is the woman who gave us birth to this cruel world.
"Thank God then because it means I will have friends constantly here, not feel alone because confused also want to do it because we are unemployed do not have a job! "Diamond is deliberately joking like that because he was also confused to do what because everything was prepared by his in-laws and if you want something out there is also useless because the distance of the place is quite good away from the crowd and also what is needed by him when everything is available just use it and rather than later become a person who does not know gratitude better enjoy what is there.
" Then we invite everyone to go for a walk, so it's free we're already here but do nothing, do nothing, later said we do not have the name of association at all because people come to this place to be happy not like us whose hobbies are constantly upset," invite Sofia who of course approved so enthusiastically by her son because it should be like so life is just once yes it should be enjoyed not made miserable because the true human suffering is caused by self ourselves are not by others because we cannot control the mind and ultimately who loses who else tries if not themselves.
" Who feels that? The feeling of my life mah from the past until now is like this only does not change at all, if mama Ya seems like Yes the problem is already happening in front of the eyes ya stay enjoyed doang, "Diamond deliberately joked like that because from earlier he saw Sofia's expression was very uncomfortable Who knows maybe the woman is thinking about her husband who is in Some Disputant and unknown approximately what kind of fate is it when the person he is angry with at all times is not with him right now.
" yes beware who knows maybe you feel it but lie and deliberately look ordinary so that later Mama does not know about what you think now, In fact, if it does not feel okay, yes already talking about saying also try to dipendam the use of the mouth will make talk not to megem doang, " sofia protest does not accept that for example her son chose to lie to her because if for example lying it feels like there is no benefit at all that there is self will be harmed while others around him mah is safe not thinking about anything.
Diamond chose to be quiet because for him all Sofia's words were actually nothing wrong, In fact, if you argue that there is a middle-aged woman, it will be even more urgent to be better at yes let everything be sorted out.
" Oh yes What about the plan to submit a resignation, what letter have you sent or not rather than later added molor and as a result the crackdown was reprimanded because there is no certainty at all? " Tanya Sofia was curious because all this time she did not think her son was doing any movement about his job and preferred to do other activities if for example unemployment is not a problem but if you have a job yes should be it is a top priority .