
Sarah actually does not feel at home here not because she does not like being with her mother but she is really thinking about the current state of Adrian, he said, his son was only his only one in this world besides that there was no more but it seemed like their relationship was not very well.
because just imagine himself in this place has been a week more but his son never contacted him Or maybe just ask him the news And the point is they both are like strangers, though as a woman who has given birth to her child into the world of course she wants to know the news wants to know what is done Yes anyway everything is in order to make herself a little relieved because it has been knowing the news of his son.
sarah knows whatever she's been doing all this time is actually arguably a very difficult thing to get sorry , moreover, it can still be remembered clearly when How Adrian circumstances when he knew the diamond was married the first time his son immediately decided to end his life from this world and Believe me at that time actually he really wanted stopping his relationship with Bima But it turns out Everything is too late because in fact what has happened will not be possible to return to what it used to be.
Kumala knew very well how her son felt but back again he could not help her if the end result that made the distress was Sarah herself, all sorts of his actions in this world should already know the consequences that will be borne especially if he sees the purity of his son that he should be aware.
but look up to now there is no change at all and also as if the feelings of his son were never ignored , So if it's like this, what can happen because of course he can only resign and follow the flow that happens in front of him and the point is that he really feels disappointed with his son.
the nerves along being in that place never come out anywhere must only be in the house of the main scope yes there, only, every day just mantengin hp his wish maybe his son wanted to call just ask the news just mengasilah but Look no one who called him let alone try to find out the situation here.
" Why did you pay attention to being quiet like that? if you want to do something outside the house, you have done it, no one forbids it, because mama sure surely you feel bored right in this place without doing anything and also without knowing what is being done by your child there? do not let you think about the man who is clearly you should not think because he is her husband, just the beginning if you steal the opportunity by connecting with the person because Mama will never forgive you until anytime."Kumala doesn't want to have a second mistake in her son's life because she wants the best.
Sarah sighed harshly upon hearing the question her mother had just asked, such suspicions do make sense anyway because if for example he never made a mistake continue to be suspected yes maybe outrageous but this is already real proof in plain sight then of that certainly will there are discussions like this, right.
feeling as someone who is always wrong every time makes Sarah finally aware sometimes we do something that must be thought of first, because later the people around us always remember the mistakes we do without thinking that we have also done good.
Kumala is not the type of woman who has tolerance when her child makes mistakes because for her such mistakes are very fatal in human life , therefore, it must be repaired immediately if it does not want to happen things that are not expected by him throughout his life.
" yes, you know for yourself what I want to do but look still can't, because Adrian himself forbid that until I called him before he called me first but see until now he has no intention to contact or maybe just ask me how I am here?" obviously Sarah who looks so disappointed but his mother Kumala felt that what Adrian did made sense If the grandson did not do that then certainly Sarah would never exist intention to change.
Kumala knew that if he was too cornered his son, it would actually have a very bad impact, but back again if this does not do all this, yes it can be ascertained later Adrian who will bear everything due to too frustrating to think about the situation.
" Therefore if you do not want to be ignored like this from the beginning can not make any mistakes at all, later if it's a new incident you regret it is useless for sure! What else do you want to fix, though, if the thought of Adrian that you always can not change anymore and also if he has fixed the stand that you never think about his feelings at all."Kumalas
Kumala is the type of person who if you want to advise someone always said honestly ask for forgiveness no one half let alone try to hide, let alone try to hide, therefore, as a child, Sarah should understand that this discussion will never end because what is in Kumala's mind has not been excluded all.
" Mama please don't corner me like that because I'm also confused about how else if you all treat me like this, Okay I know that my mistake is very fatal there can be no such thing as understanding from anyone but back again I am an ordinary man who of course never escaped from being wrong as a fellow do humans need to understand each other? " Sarah is still trying to persuade her mother not to be too concerned about anything she does out there, even though she has realized and admitted it but it seems that the moral burden will never end because of what people remember yes it continues.
" it's great that you told me to forget your mistakes and make that mom better relax by seeing you here, if you want it to continue to do it according to your will then there is no intention to change there is no intention to admit all your mistakes! "Kumala will never stay silent if this is about his son and even though the woman is old then has given birth to a child also still the highest position Kumala there.
how to choose to be quiet even though sometimes there is a sense of regret and also emotion at the same time, Yes, obviously the woman felt emotional because Isn't what did all this Bima when the man asked her to do that and when the man tried to contaminate her brain with his various misleading thoughts but sarah's final result was carried away as well and up to enacting the mistake without realizing it at all.
Sarah was already like a woman who had no thoughts of her own that everything had to be arranged by others because she was not used to Mandiri, she said, when in fact her status as a single parent should force her to become a strong woman is not even like this.
" mama just hope you don't want to come back because when you do that Trust me there you will only make Adrian hate you more, the child has grown up already able to support himself and also can support you if for example he feels that you never understand the situation Then do not regret if he will be more distant and there is also no such thing as giving attention and anything to you like before! " clearly Kumala hoped that his son understood hoping to want to admit that other people also need the name privacy.
Sarah knows that Adrian if harboring feelings will never stay silent if until the people around him even make himself feel uncomfortable, therefore, he is sure that he has received punishment from his son and also Middle get karma with what he did to Sofia because of course the woman will feel really hurt by what which has been done by himself and also Bima.
Bima little felt there was another feeling when she saw her son went to carry with him two large suitcases along with her husband, Though all this time his son was always just saying to go to work, even though when he was saying that Bima looked so Acuh and also did not care.
The diamond in the house was close only to Sofia and also the other household assistants but to Bima Of course it never happened at all, because his attitude is too Arogan then does not like his son that makes people around him always choose to stay away.
Diamond is an independent child even though without the presence of Bima and also without financial assistance from him he can still stand on his own feet, he said, Because the woman already knows the risk of expecting everything from Bima, our self-esteem will be a bet if at any time the man will do anything that suits his wishes.
Devano only adjusts to what his wife does that is if there is no intention to say goodbye to his father yes we want how else, if indeed there is no intention to say goodbye, you see, the diamond that lived all this life and other people out there certainly will never know what the beautiful woman felt.
"Are you okay, or maybe you need a walk to refresh your mumbling mind? "tawar Devano to his wife and of course Diamond shook his head.
Diamonds of course have been really troubling tired so there is no intention to go around or just enjoy what is presented in front of him, this, it's useless if for example going for a walk the end result of him also did not enjoy the trip which is better to go home and rest and prepare what to fight tomorrow Because tomorrow is the day he will file resign the ACC later or not himself does not care at all.
" rest is the most important thing that I really need right now, so don't try to offer something that doesn't make sense that will only make you tired yourself, "Diamond answered her husband's question with too many bases, the end result of their discussion was useless.
Devano nodded his head in a sign of understanding his wife's wishes and had no intention of forcing her again, because actually he is also exhausted and needs rest but when he sees the mood of his wife who is messy, there is no harm if you offer it.
" yes I was just offering it on a pleasant basis if indeed you have no intention to do that through better let us go straight home and also rest there, he said, if you want to be angry, the goal is to papa you just do not to me dong who was clearly from earlier trying to defend you so that you are not intimidated let alone treated badly, "devano protest that does not accept if for example his wife instead blames him and acts as if he is very similar to his papa, Bima.
Diamond could only laugh when she heard that this time her husband who returned to protest for her had already said all his words with an angry tone, though indeed if now he really does not want to be disturbed so do not blame if he is too sensitive to the discussion that exists.
Both of them came home in a quiet car state of equal consequences swept away in each other's minds ,that is why there must be a life like this why not like others who if you want to do something without having to think .
Devano is the type of head of the family who will certainly do whatever is best for his wife because they happen to both be allowed to have children yes his life just to pay attention to diamonds only, but back again it seems like all this is still not enough because his wife is like a person who experienced trauma when treated so badly by the people around her long ago when they were both unmarried and who did it was no one else was his own father who had such a rude and also extremely annoying temperament.