The Diamonds that were thrown away
Bima

Sarah truly feels the Dilemma when all her immediate family does not seem to take sides with anything she does, because indeed he alone never felt that what he did was right even impressed like he was a woman who had no self-esteem at all.

Just imagine in the lives of others who are destroyed there is a family integrity that has been damaged by him deliberately becoming a third person and even arguably his son must be affected, he said, though from the past until now parents will certainly prioritize the happiness of children compared to themselves but he is so different even more concerned with his happiness until willing to sacrifice the happiness of his child and the final result will be sorry that all happened.

if people all know this, of course, they will laugh at him because they can be parents who are very failed, he said, Just imagine when people would laugh at her being forced into a young child into a cool woman at her old age and the point of being such a hearty parent when never understanding what his child's feelings should be.

of course Adrian will be really disappointed So if asked How the young man feels Yes, obviously there is no intention to meet in a way until anytime, maybe when he has got a new heart then the man will forget everything his mother had done but for now it seems like Not at all.

the woman was really frustrated when I even came and blamed her again because the grandmother of Adrian, of course, would never accept when her granddaughter was hurt by the closest people themselves, though I used to always tell Sarah not to try to play with fire if the end result of her family will be her own distress but Look at her son always violates whatever he ordered So now regretting it will only make others feel funny.

Sarah just lowered her head when she heard the babble given by Kumala from earlier, want to answer also it feels useless because the woman is not possible to say everything if there is no clear source if there is no evidence that he got and also if there is no confession given by himself earlier.

of course, Kumala regretted that she had failed to become a parent who kept her child in good behavior and was commendable and did not make others experience the name of difficulties, as a parent, the woman really felt that her struggle during this time as a single parent was not appreciated by her own child and it also made her sometimes regret about what she had it happened in Sarah's home life.

" is that man still constantly contacting you today, and also still adhering to the principle that he will leave his wife and will still choose you? If indeed he is like that then Mama will also remain like this, which is never going to approve of your relationship, because a man who is used to hurting a woman then he will behave continuously like that maybe one or two years he will change but does not guarantee 3 & 4 Years later he'll stay that way maybe he'll try something new? "Kumala has never confessed that the affair is a lauded trait and also never admitted that the name of betrayal is something that is common because the person who always committed treason he will be constantly like that and the person who does what is called a fraud he will continue like that because he feels that what is done is nothing wrong.

" i know and you don't have to repeat that because I've remembered it clearly and also believe I'll never do it again, Please believe what I say because I'm not a child who when I say it today and tomorrow will repeat because I'm really sorry this is all happening! "said Sarah who was frustrated when in the capital she had to be obeyed by her own child and when she returned to the village she was even hostile by the woman who had given birth to her and Believe me the moral burden is so great when it must be trying to show them all that he really changed and having to show them all that in him he did not intend to hurt anyone again the second time because he really did regretting this.

Kumala laughed when she heard what her son said because she thought it was all a joke that sometimes made people laugh at what happened and what they saw without trying to hear the real reason, though, Kumala is not a child who does not understand anything that happens, therefore when he hears the answer given by his son, believe him still pessimistic if the advice will be repeated again if for example someday Sarah will meet Bima again.

Sarah no longer knows how to yell that everyone will know that she really regretted whatever she did yesterday, and hope that the people around him can give him a chance to change and also can make himself show seriousness with all the words that he has said every now and then.

sometimes the thought of a woman and also a man is different if a woman when facing a problem will use the heart and the end result will be thinking about something excessively then will cry like someone hit her today, if a man is different he is mostly more relaxed and while simultaneously slow to find a way out does not show people that for example he is now feeling frustrated.

" Mama no longer know to behave How important the point is to pray that Adrian is not reckless, because if for example your child is reckless yes Mama also can not help much because it is his right to do whatever he wants And the point is later you as a parent who will arrange it yourself about how you should do so that your child still thinks positively in his life, "kumala said then chose to go from there because he thought it was Free to advise Sarah like how the problem is that the problem has already happened Mau kayak somehow free.

Bima has been for more than a week this does not do any activity because the man was really confused because he could not find his wife wherever the woman was, he said, he had even repeatedly gone to his residence Abraham who happened to always come alone never brought Sofia.

" it's actually the woman who from yesterday made my head dizzy thinking about it actually where it is, where, why hasn't she come back yet What does she think I'm human to the point of being left behind when she still clearly has a husband? "omel Bima who did not accept when left by Sofia just like that Though when she came home from work the woman always greeted him with a smile even though she always ignored it.

sofia is actually a woman who is quite a big influence on Bima's life But it seems that the man forgot that important thing by thinking that Sofia is the one who can not live without her, if for example, it is better if Sofia would choose to never marry a man like Bima who she thinks is too selfish and also has no conscience and her hobbies only hurt others.

Bima was really a drunken mess because her work had to be neglected and also her life had to fall apart just because of what happened this, and just imagine her trying to be okay and thinking that Sara is the most important woman in her life turns out to be wrong,

because it was proven when Sarah left and she was tired of looking for it Yes no longer think about it to excess because now there is in her mind How to meet with Sofia again, because after all the woman is still legally his wife and it is impossible dong just leave her without clarity like this and Since when he also wanted to divorce Sofia the woman who had clearly accompanied him for so long those decades.

at this time Bima chose to be alone in one of the nightclubs that happened to be usually visited by successful entrepreneurs, he does not drink alcohol and also does not pay cheap women who usually peddle themselves because he came to that place just to refresh the mind But believe me There is even worse than it should be because when his body was there his mind even more way to and fro erratic direction.

zakarias who is his client and also his close friends as Abraham was surprised by the behavior of Bima who usually always had his own smiles that usually look dapper Why today looks so uninspired, In fact, if you could say the male domestic assistant is quite a lot maybe about 5 people 2 take care of the house two take care of the kitchen one more take care of the needs in the house then three men 2 security guards and one gardener basically can be said to be surrounded by people who will be ready to do whatever they are told to do at any time once 24 hours.

" you have a problem what yes to the point that your face from earlier I see tangled then not excited as if there is a heart in your body part is changing its place, it is changing its place, Is your relationship with the woman still safe and has not been discovered by Sofia who is clearly the most perfect woman in the world? "asked Zakarias while smiling mocking because he really knows how Bima looks so possessive of Zara but does not want to lose his wife when he should realize if in fact greed is the most characteristic hated by God because he thought his people were not grateful for what was there and the night chose to take his own others again.

" you're getting here the more annoying your mouth is, aren't you? Do you think I'm joking or my face is showing that today I want to play with someone again, my life was dizzy thinking about everything so please do not add to the burden of my mind or even test my patience with your silly actions, "bima's protest that did not accept made the zakarias frown because why else he was blamed when the intention and purpose was good did not want to add to the burden of his mind.

Sakarias was actually a person who was very familiar with Bima as well as Abraham because they were always the same but Abraham chose to become a State Servant while they both chose to continue the business family, family, when married they knew because it was Abraham who married first then Bima and also himself and automatically this is what makes them always equally never separated even though in the end Bima even disappointed Abraham and until now Zachary could not contact his friend because it might be thought that Zachary knew the actions of Bima and Sarah.

" why am I to blame? Though I came here it was just to make sure you actually Why, to the point that your face was bent like that as if your life spirit was again disappearing? " clearly zakarias did not understand at all with all sorts of things that happened in Bima's life because he thought life was actually relaxed Why should look for a complicated again.

Bima snorted annoyed because according to him the existence of his friend here really can not solve the problem That there instead makes himself more dizzy, dizzy, Just imagine when people want to get the name of enlightenment even treated like this would have been like him it became a very useless person.

" So the story is you want to find things with me so, or maybe you want to try something and also get tired of living in this world?"bima asked with a slightly elevated tone of speech maybe because he wanted to beat the frenetic atmosphere of the disco so crowded and also music that so makes the ears will buzz for several hours.

zacharias was eager to laugh when he heard the threat posed by Bima earlier, because he was sure if Bima had said all that then a sign that the man's life was in a state of not okay and maybe arguably his life was as if the color was dark again not there absolutely.