The Diamonds that were thrown away
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Lila is of course confused by the answer given by Adrian to him just now because actually the intent and purpose is not in that direction, but why does the man seem to misunderstand what he does if it's like this the problem will be even longer, right?

Lila is not all this is just a co-worker because he always helped whatever the difficulties experienced by diamonds and Adrian who is clearly the most important person for the diamond life and then because he becomes the assistant of the young doctor who inevitably has to be involved in their relationship, So it means now that giving attention is also not too like how because he thinks it does not matter because this is all a good thing not to seek attention if you want to seek attention Yes of course there are many men out there not with Adrian who always just hate someone and when met with a good diamond will be merciful.

but back again he is not possible to give a rebuttal because after all Adrian's position is very strong in that place, namely as a doctor while he is just a nurse only, but also a nurse, indeed it is in an old story that for example a nurse dared to deny the order of his doctor, he said, Of course never be able to do so, therefore this time the woman chose to give up and then explain the matter slowly so that no misunderstandings occur This section also does not want to be said to expect something in a person that is definitely not his type either, right?

" I'm sorry the doctor seems to have a misunderstanding here because I don't want to say that, I mean if there is nothing yes already talked about it because if for example you are every day cringe like this that so confused it Panji because he is your assistant who automatically has to do work set the schedule so on But if for example you can not be invited to compromise yes it will be the child of what people want to be? "Lila this time who chose to be more courageous is not for the sake of humanity that someone must act recklessly even though later his position will also be threatened because it seems to be too imposing on this is only a form of solidarity and also a form of Concern for the lives of others.

Adrian snorted annoyed when he heard the explanation given by Lila that actually there was nothing wrong as well because it was the reality as it was, back again, he is now not being invited to compromise his mindset because what is in his mind is only one diamond and how to keep them together like before no matter what the status of the woman now.

lila just fell silent while waiting for the response given by Adrian no intention to leave the man's room before getting certainty of an answer, if for example every day hanging like this without clarity that any living human would certainly feel bored and also feel like not appreciated at all all the efforts he has done so far then from the it was better to move quickly so that later there would be no regrets in his life like before just because of too much silence.

"yes you are absolutely right with what you say that this all goes according to the desire not to just make it up and then do something without explanation, but what I want you to know is actually I also have no intention to do this all if indeed my mindset is being invited to compromise but you will realize that from the beginning I it is really confused to do what and also do not know what to do with everything that is happening now so please do not make me confused by facing things that do not need to be faced, " adrian said make Lila just nods her head because he thought it was Free yes the person in high school has an IQ above average If the matter of love alone makes her intelligence to disappear instantly even about work the ingrained in his life was immediately lost as if in his brain now there is no thought of anything else including the intention to help people maintain life then he will maintain the job that from the beginning had become his love for the job also went away as if his school for many years was useless at all.

" i'm saying this not because I like you or want to mean you stay here so I can keep seeing your face Believe me you're not my type, it's all I do just because it's for the diamond doctor because he's the best person I've always cared about and I follow and I respect whatever he does therefore, this time I take turns to show a sense of care to you, meaning that you realize that forever what you maintain is not necessarily achievable so it is better to just let go and continue living even that's better? "ask Lila while shaking her head because she thinks that everyone thinks like Adrian it feels like life today will stop as well as maybe even arguably the world will not progress at all.

Adrian looks daydreaming in one direction where his gaze is so empty there is no intention to argue or maybe it is because it turns out the man has entered into his own mind without wanting to unite with the world outward, If it's like this, then people advise him in any way still will not work because the person we want to advise has closed his mindset and always think that whatever he does in the future it is it is true and the words of others are clearly not supportive

" Yes it is up to you because I am also tired and I also have a life to live I also have a job to be important and have friends to pay attention to, I also have a job to be concerned about, the point is if there is no intention to work again I hope the doctor knows what to do should not hang a profession where others also want to be in a position where you be in the moment." Lila chose to leave at that moment because sometimes her emotions were also unstable when she had spoken at length but the person she was talking about chose not to care at all about everything she said starting from long time wide and all sorts of things.

cassandra from earlier actually heard the conversation that happened between Lila and Adrian and it made her dislike when the Young Nurse came out of the room Adrian with his thin face, because according to Cassandra, Lila has the courage to scold Adrian, while she does not talk rudely greeting the man, sometimes his greeting is not harried at all and she is considered like a shadow that does not worth ignoring.

Lila, of course, must be able to train herself so that she can become someone better, because if for example every time Cassandra insinuates him then he takes heart, automatically he will never feel at home working there while today looking for a job is difficult where every year there are graduates the best that deserves to be calculated, therefore it is better to survive for the sake of connecting life because being a beggar does not necessarily make our stomach full that we will be considered someone who is not important because it has been given an advantage has been given a situation that can be said to envy others but instead wasted it.

which favors should be denied when out there people want to go to school but the cost constraints and now he has gone to high school with the hard work of his parents then have worked in a hospital that large and become a permanent employee instead have to find obstacles in the future only because of the level of his emotions are unstable, actually, one's emotions are the same as others just depending on where the person is trying to dampen the emotions felt also maybe the events around him make him feel uncomfortable and want to vent something in the in him it is constantly without being held back.

"Oh the braver you are with me, you hear not what I said earlier If I was talking to you not the same wall?" cassandra's sarcasm does not accept when treated like that because according to her Lila it is getting here more and more insolent and also very difficult to hear every order given by her when actually Lila it is only want to avoid the point so that there is no longer a longer debate and also spills everywhere.

" I'm sorry my doctor has a little business and can't be left out right now so I have to get there right away, because it just so happened that doctor Syarif was there to call to go to his room because he would do surgery in half an hour, "obviously Lila hopes that Cassandra understands but the super selfish woman is difficult to compromise because she wants her orders that is the absolute thing that must be followed by Lila is not someone else when it is clear here doctor Syarif is a senior in that place.

Casandra laughed mockingly when she heard the reason given by Lila earlier because there was no call from the doctor Syarif when he eavesdropped on the conversation between Lila and Adrian, too, So if for example the woman gives such reasons her feelings are being fooled if for example she just believes with all the reasons given then let Dila go.

"you think I'm a fool by believing everything you say, it seems you're wrong to feel so confident about saying things that are so obscure, I press here you must listen to all the commands I give not me who listens to the commands you say! One more thing you should realize is that employees like you are not worthy to arrange a doctor because I am the doctor who should manage you, so it is better to keep the way you talk You keep the way you look at me because it is very disrespectful and it looks like you will ask Om Bambang to give you an indiscipline letter! "Cassandra's orders make Lilah can only shake her head because she thinks the woman is too exaggerating something because in fact the problem is not too complex if indeed the woman is easily invited to compromise then not too behaving strange and arguably better to choose to be silent than later will arise problems that will never end and their final results will also be harmed by all things what happened like this.

" Doctor please yes any given talk is conscious then don't overestimate something that really didn't happen, all sorts of jobs in the world It is actually mutually continuous and also needs each other regardless of its position as what is then its status as what is then education which is how therefore please appreciate the work we because we also do not sit down we help What you do with all your heart because after all working in the social part it is the most important thing where a person's life becomes the stakes! "obviously Lila who tried to answer elegantly because he thought if answered as done by a heavy couple in this world would be destroyed because the woman was never willing to give up and feel herself most right.

Lila immediately went away from it because in fact He was also a little disinclined from all the words thrown by him earlier because it felt so disrespectful, so disrespectful, you only shadow when the person who is actually a higher position eh even said like that would feel like he was looking to die on something that should not need to be cared about at all.

Casandra clenched her hands holding back her emotions when she saw Lila leaving just like that when the debate between the two of them was not finished, This is what sometimes makes him feel that Lila is like Middle challenges him who is clearly a nephew of the director of the Hospital who is clearly only the director not the leader.