Straight Devil's
Envy?

I just fell silent to vent my anger at the plate of food that Audrey bought on the roadside.

Spicy and savory as well as the addition of soy sauce into a very magical taste in my mouth, I could not stop chewing.

I want to be angry at Audrey right now, why she can think like that, explained my B figure that she meant was not me but Bella.

My tears are dripping with pain.

"Son, are you here? you want to talk about your job." I wiped my tears, nodding to greet Mr. Ali.

"Please sir what's wrong?"

"Father would like to invite the father number 4 to stay here, with the father."

This isn't my house, the host is Audrey, she's the one who made all the decisions, even though I fired a few servants the other day.

"Why sir? aren't you also a school in the village?" ask me.

"The father has graduated from High School, he wants to find work here, if he can for a while stay here, until he can work."

"Well, I'll tell Audrey to take care of her parents for a while, but I don't promise to let Audrey or not." Speak to me with a hoarse and snot voice that appears.

"Yes son, are you crying?" tanyanya was watching my face. I nodded and reaffirmed the tears.

"You can tell me the same father, son, if you can give input."

"Father ever lived in someone else's shadow? how does it feel to be or be forced into someone else?"

"Yes, sir, but maybe it's not entirely Bella's fault. You know very well from the first mother and father always make me a strong, strong, smart, ambitious figure that forms my character now, stubborn, unruly, unruly, and unruly, even I became a dissident child, then suddenly someone came and said that he loved me with the figure of Bella, who was always obedient, loving, gentle and always liked by the crowd. You can imagine how messed up I am."

"Son, Bella is not the reality you see, Bella is actually the figure you are now." Refuting Mr. Ali was gentle with me, I don't know what he's really talking about.

"I mean father?"

"Bella once told me when she first returned to Indonesia, Bella said she was very envious of her twin sister, which is you, she was so eager to be your figure who was always cheerful, kind, kind, sincere and respectful of others, and the father at that time can only say, everyone likes the character of others based on what is created from themselves not from the copy of others."

"Then what did Bella say?"

"She said nothing, and the next day she changed drastically, she turned somber, she had trouble taking medicine, so it was easy to take medicine, from then on the masters and mistresses became more attentive and focused on him."

I was silent, I did not know what it was like, even when Mr. Ali left me, I still asked, Is it true that Mr. Ali said that Bella has envy with me, whereas all this time I was always arguing with my heart because of the character of Bella, Bella always took the feelings of affection and attention from mother.

I drank the tea prepared by Sinta.

"Love, is Audrey back?" ask me, because from my return from his office until this late I have not left the side yard, I feel calm here, looking at the ranks of orchids and roses I planted.

"Master's been home since the madam asked for tea." Since I asked for tea? it means that since two hours ago, but why didn't he meet me, could he still be angry just because of the trivial matter earlier.

"Sin, please take care of all this I want to go to the room." As I got up from my seat, I went into the room, not to Audrey's room but to the room I first occupied in this house.

I change my clothes and cover my body and fall asleep, even if Audrey doesn't want to see me, I don't want to apologize or anything to her.