Straight Devil's

Straight Devil's
Flashbacks


"Mrs, someone sent you bread." Said a waitress named Nina.


"Bread? I didn't order anything?" Answer me.


"But madam..."


"Well put it on the table, I'll open it later." After Nina left, I opened the bread box, I know who sent this.


I can't stand peanut bread, let alone choco frappe, ahhh... Thank you goddamn devil.


After a while the bean bun was finished with the drink, then I headed to the side yard, busy feeding the fish and rearranging the flower pot I just ordered this morning.


I don't know today I smile more, maybe because of the effect of peanut bread last time...


"What are you doing, baby?" I understand who called me that.


"Mothers...Ah, why don't you tell me if you want to visit." I said as I hugged and kissed my mother-in-law's hand.


"Mom misses you, I see you like flowers."


"Yes, I just ordered a few pots of roses and Lily."


"Audrey planted orchids?"


"Yes, she really likes orchids, there are a lot of orchids in the backyard, near the pavilion." I said, but mother's smile turned into a smile of sadness.


"Mother what's wrong? I'm talking wrong?" mom wiped her tears down, and hugged me.


"Do you remember the first time we met?" abugn.


"In a traditional market, you helped me" I reassured.


"Yes, you look like my daughter." said the mother, her tears falling against the deepest wound.


I told her to sit down, and asked Nina to make a drink for her.


"Darling, when I just bought a sprinkle, I saw you so worried, holding something on your head, you looked graceful with your knee-length dress, your long hair tied up, you were so worried, your face is red, I can't forget it." Mother drank the water provided by Nina earlier.


Sighs for a moment and the smiling mother looks at me.


"Blevin, your daughter is calm there, your daughter has found her happiness." Now it was my turn to turn red and tears were almost dripping.


"What's his name?" ask me.


"Audrina, she's the same child as you, but the difference is, Audrina can never make up her own mind, Audrey grows orchids because Audrina likes orchids... Audrina was a little sister who loved her sister very much, Audrina always just took orchids from the neighboring house just to give to Audrey, she said the orchid like herself, always depends on its host." mom is back sobbing and hugging me now.


"Mom, don't go on." I said.


"No you need to know everything, when I gave birth to Audrina my uterus had to be removed, making me unable to have another baby, when Audrina turned 2 years old, Audrina had a seizure, and making her hypothalamus disturbed, her leg nerves paralyzed, we and our family died and treated little Audrina, until we had to sell the house, and move to our little house now, he said, all we've done for her, right at the age of 8 years Audrina can finally walk but not with her body, Audrina is very fond of orchids, she presented Audrey with one lunar orchid tree for Audrey on Audrey's 15th birthday, one year passed, Audrina's condition became more and more unstable, making us have to sell our assets again, the company and so on, leaving savings for Audrey's next education, in fact, when we had given up and could no longer look at Audrina who every hour had to have seizures and vomiting, me, I, my husband and Audrey chose the doctor not to do anything else, we let our Audrina go for good, and from then on every month on the date of Audrina's death, she said, Audrey always bought one orchid tree in memory of Audrina."


My tears broke, I couldn't look at my mother who kept telling me so loud, I lost Bella, but I'm grateful that Bella doesn't feel pain anymore now, mom and dad no longer have to take care of her.


"Audrey is our ultimate bliss, she is an ambitious kid, she went for her S2, to America without the slightest help from us, the job of your grandfather that kept her afloat, he said, we'd love to have a grandchild for a long time, maybe that'll get us excited again, but in fact Audrey chose to go back to education, did Audrey ever tell you about her dream?" I nodded trying not to cry.


"Audrey wants to have a lot of children, Audrey wants to make a big house with a lot of children, but you know, Audrey has a fertility decline, it makes us sad, Blevin would you help her to build her dream, I expect a lot from you." Mom held my hand, but I couldn't believe it.


"How can I help?"


"improve your relationship, be a wife who can count on her, be a strong wife and be ready to accept the situation, Blevin did it all for me."


"Mom, actually our relationship isn't okay, I don't want to be pregnant."


"Then, with the night at Grandma's, you've gone a step further." I thought a little there, yeah, I didn't even want to divorce her because of that, but I wasn't ready to get pregnant either.


"Try dear, it's all gone too far."


"Well mother, I'll try a little." Mom smiled and hugged me, even I was soon taught how to be a wife, it was really tired, but was I capable of doing it, when Audrey was having fertility problems, it was not possible, last Sunday her stamina and what she put out did not signify that, I know because I often read articles about it, did mom lie?


But yes, no matter how she is now my husband, whatever.