
Under the dim light of the full moon shining into the silence of the night, there were two men who tried each other, Audrey and Blevin.
Audrey is trying and very much trying to change little by little a female character who has usurped her future...
While Blevin, he tries to stay calm trying to endure the pain he receives as a result of the love and trust he makes to someone who even easily turns away.
"Would you try my own dish?" audrey asked the woman in front of her now, yes.
Blevin opened his mouth, taking a bribe from Audrey's fork.
"Salmon?" ask Blevin.
"Of course, I really like fish compared to meat" Audrey replied quickly, Audrey swallowed the mineral water she ordered earlier.
"How does it feel to be heartbroken?" audrey asked again in silence.
"I don't know, it's weird." And then Blevin put his cutlery on the table, a sign he's done.
"Tell me, I've never had a heartbreak? does it feel like failure or disappointment?" ask Audrey again.
"You know, what I feel is not both, what I feel is just a bottomless wound, on the one hand I don't want him back, but on the other, on the other, if I remember our togetherness all along, it feels like a nightmare I should leave behind."
"You don't want Zain coming back to you?"
"No! hey... I'm a Clark, in my family, always upholding the name loyalty, and you know when I talk to mom?" Audrey remembers Blevin coming out of her room with a difficult face.
"When my mom slapped me, but she didn't blame me, either, she told me why I didn't just turn down the wedding that night, I thought you and I loved each other and I broke up with Zain..." Blevin slightly allowed his beautifully-draped hair.
"Mom asked me to fix things, and I was getting hurt more and more when mom made a choice, divorced or fixed things, you know maybe I've been doing too much, but this time I'll ask you for an explanation, tell me what's the main reason you married me all of a sudden and without my prior consent?"
Audrey again took a sip of her mineral water and put on a smile at Blevin, her eyes staring at Blevin sharply and her face began to approach.
"You mean?"
"Blevin, during the two years that you were your personal driver, I only realized that when three years separated from you, I just realized that someone wants you inside me, these few months our relationship has changed, you've become more pleasant in my eyes, you've become more relaxed than you were a few years ago, or when we first met again, you've been more relaxed, and I realized that it wasn't me who changed you, you were born that way, everything I saw and felt wasn't a change from you, it was a change from my feelings, it was a change from mine, a feeling that's getting warmer and warmer, that's turning you in my eyes."
"Shortly sir, are you caught up in a game of your own?"
"No, I wasn't playing, I married you because I wanted to, and to protect you from Zain at first." Blevin knew what Audrey meant.
"And you know the demon lord, I can't repay every point of your feelings for me, I wish I could always find a place in someone's heart but in fact, I always get hurt when I believe it, I always get hurt, if you ask about Haruka or your attitude and behavior, I honestly say because of both, I can't stand the anger inside me when Haruka is closer to you, I hate it when you're so sweet and full of smiles in front of him."
"In other words you're jealous mistress?" ask Audrey.
"No Audrey's not jealous, much more hateful to any traitor, you're not honest to have protected her, you never said a reason before I knew it, you know Zain lied to me too far and hurt me too deeply, it's hard for me."
"So madam did your alsan choose to remedy this situation? isn't it easier to get divorced?"
"It's not that easy, I'm still thinking about the precious things you took away from me, and I'm still thinking about my family's reputation."
"So can we trust each other now, I will try, but not promise, because if I promise I am afraid to owe you, agree to fix each other even without love, not without, but one-sided?"
"Audrey..."
"Come on." Audrey puts her hand to Blevin's.
"No Audrey, wait for me until my wounds get a little better, but before that don't expect much from me" Blevin said sincerely.
Change in a person is not just because the person himself is willing to change, but the way we see and feel it all, he said, slowly but surely we can not change the character or attitude of a person but we are the one who changes the way he looks, or the person himself who already has his character from the beginning but he does not show it.