
I tried to calm my mind for a moment, that crazy guy was overstepping the line, he was always pranking me and you know, he was always threatening things like that with me.
Treakkk.
"Come, your food is getting cold, you should eat, then take your medicine and rest." Again and again he came to my room and told me to eat, spoons and plates in his hand were covered.
"Eat it alone, I don't want to eat food stained by your hands!" my words were rough, my eyes were out of his face, I was lazy to look at them.
He turned my face to look at her, a little rejection from me and finally she came back in her upset mode.
"Don't bother your parents anymore, Blevin, you want to make them bother with taking care of one more person in this house?" he said, yes also ah. papan in this house is not only a mother who takes care, there are many maids in this house, unlike in the narrow and seedy apartment owned by the man.
I looked at him but, this time with a look of anger that had already reached my crown.
"Never mind my business, and you're nobody to me!" say me.
"Oh yes, I do mean nothing to a woman like you arrogant mistress, but we see when everyone knows what's really going on, your name even your surname will never be clean again in this country!" he began to be resolute, what was he trying to say to the whole person? ls it?
"You want to tell everyone that if I ever tried to sell you out, get involved in a drug party and you, you'd tell everyone that I was the one who cheated in this relationship?!!" I screamed as if after this my voice would run out.
"Did little not disappoint others? never once did not make your parents difficult, or have you ever thought about the self-worth of others? you never think about it, you're just selfish!"
Aye! that's me, everyone seems to just look at what I've done but never ask how about my feelings.
Everyone just knows I'm doing it without knowing why.
"Yes.you're right! great Mr. Audrey, please let me expose my disgrace, please even I will not be afraid of your threats! but one thing you need to know, sir, you'll never know all the reasons I've done, you'll be just like me if, I'm asked about my reasons, it's all gonna be upside down!" I said with a feeling that was a little calm.
He stared at me intensely, he put the plate out of his hand put it on the nightstand.
"Yes, you have a reason for all that, tell me what's the reason you did all that while you were in America, did you feel hurt by anything?" the tanya began to soften.
I almost told her, no one has heard me, not even Davi, since Davi and I separated a year ago, I don't even have any friends besides Zain, I got all the warmth from Zain, so I was comfortable and happy with Zain.
"No need to look for the information from myself, sir, if you're smart, then see for yourself why." By carrying the infusion pole, I was hobbled down the stairs, I would stabilize my emotions first, could I cry and look weak before the demon.
And here I was, in the back garden of my house, staring at a star with the theme of a cell phone, and after a few minutes of pondering my phone screen lit up, I saw the name of the contact turned out to be Zain.
"Hi, Bebe, how are you, I'm sorry I just got in touch with you, the incident that night scared me a little bit to contact you."
"It's okay, oh yeah, are you going to Manchester?" ask me a little sad.
"Yes, maybe in a week, take good care of yourself Babe."
"How can I be okay if I lose you, how long is the journey?" I said sadly, I will lose another friend this time.
"Maybe it's two months, and it could be more, my contract there is actually more than that, you know the company I'm running for, not the company I'm playing for."
"Yes, Zain take care of your heart, eyes and yourself from the women there, I always pray all the best for you." I'm a little sobbing right now.
"Babe, don't cry, you won't lose me, take it easy all about me is yours, but don't know about you, you choose her or me in the end."
"Zain. I love you, I can't possibly love him, my whole life and my life just for you, despite my treatment of you, but trust me I love you." I say sincerely from the heart.
We talked for a long time until the phone was cut off and I tilted my head slightly to the garden chair I was sitting on.
My eyes opened again when the wall clock showed me at two o'clock in the night, thirst came up to my throat, I took water on the nightstand, but...
Why am I in the room? as I remember I was in the back garden earlier, was it? I know, I saw the devil on the couch, I'm sure he took me back to the room.
Actually there is no reason for me, I do not really hate him, but he has played too far on me, even though I am the most blamed in this game, I started it.
Two years ago, right on my birthday, I met Zain in America, and Zain and I had a party for my birthday, but somehow, I just had a party, one of our friends turned out to be a drug user, I almost took the drug, but you know what happened?
Audrey came and took me home without explaining anything to Grandpa, even she reasoned that she was the one who deliberately took me away until that late.
The next day the police came for finding my bag at the scene, Grandpa asked what really happened, Audrey still did not answer.
After I took a series of tests, I was negative and released, and my grandfather kept asking and getting angry at Audrey.
Maybe Audrey can't lie anymore and she says everything, I go to the club a lot, I have a party there and it happened that night, Grandpa was angry and punishing me, I can't get out of the house even if all my communication tools are taken over by my grandfather, and from there my obsession grows to avenge Audrey.