Straight Devil's
Amendment

After coming back from the office I found my wife was preparing clothes for me, she had also prepared toiletries for me, I realized when I went into the room and took a shower earlier.

"You shouldn't do everything all of a sudden like this, just slowly." Obviously I was with Blevin, no matter how I didn't want to force him, though I honestly really wanted to be treated this way.

"Yes, but sooner or later I have to do everything myself?"

"Yes, you're right, but not completely." Answer me.

"How else? do you want us to always be in conflict? we have to be together to get to the bright spot, right?" He replied in a stern tone, it should be but I was more comfortable with the process.

"Blevin, I saw a doubtful look from your eyes, tell me." Pinta, I hope she'll tell me.

"No, I have no doubt, I've gone too far, your mother offered me a divorce, but I refused and tried to hold on, when you came back to touch me, my defense faltered again and I almost asked your mother to help us break up, but after thinking, if I divorce you, then she's present, I should how? come back and beg you? certainly not, right? I told you we've gone too far, so I better take it now, can I make something to enjoy?" blevin asked me, his angry face was gone but changed with a smile and his ragged eyes.

"No need, it's too late, we better rest, I'm tired" I said.

"You tired? all right lie down, I'll massage your head." What? it's magical.

"Your head was bumped? or is your body temperature rising?" ask me who is full of wonder.

"I told you, I'm going to fix everything, I want to build a solid foundation for our home" he replied.

"Foundation?"

"Yes.the foundation of the first stage to build a house or building, tell me what I have to do to make a strong foundation, master architect!" again I was stunned by his behavior that began to take massage oil.

"You're really gonna massage me?"

"Of course my husband." he answered as if he called the husband his enemy.

I lay down on the bed, and then he lifted my head up on his thighs.

He started massaging the soft parts of my head, I started realeks.

"Tell me about you, just one thing" he said.

"Who would want to observe someone who is hated?"

I clasped Blevin's hand which was still gently massaging my head.

"Even I know all about you, baby." I said back.

"Tell me, I just want to know a little."

"Well, actually I'm not a man you know, I have big ambitions, nothing can stand in my way, including you, actually the night at Tagashi's grandmother's house, it's my lie, it's not tea or medicine for fertility, it's just a regular tonic to refresh the body." He's starting to look confused.

"I'll explain, I did it so that I could find out if you completely rejected me, or actually just your pretense, in fact I got acceptance from you without rejection, he said, we managed to do it without me forcing you to hand it over, there's actually something untouched by you, you just haven't noticed."

"Audrey!"

"Blevin, I know there's a little bit of your sympathy for me, but you're always covering everything up, you're scared, afraid to get hurt again, I have a dream to have a child and enliven this house, you know, I dreamt that my mother and father would sit with their grandchildren in this house, with you and me, and then I would touch you again, I knew that you were in period, and I hope it works."

Blevin was silent he was still sitting with my head on his thighs.

"Let's go see the gynecologist." I'm surprised, is Blevin pregnant? if it is thank goodness.

"For what? you pregnant? you've done your own self-checking?" ask me to make sure.

"We join the pregnancy program, we will check fertility" she said.

"We're both fine Blevin, we're gonna have a kid as soon as we can, and there's no problem in us anyway."

"If that's what you want, I'll just follow, but if anything happens, talk to me" Blevin said.

Actually what happens until Blevin can say like that, then I send mom a message, do not mom do something so that Blevin wants to have children with me.

Sure enough mommy replied to my message and explained everything, well..this will start a new drama in my life, how can you tell Blevin that I have a fertility decline?!

If Blevin knows what's really going on he'll be mad at me, he can kill me right now.