SICKENED
episode 8's

I got off my car. After Kenzo opened the door for me. Kenzo is so possessive and annoying. Despite being married she is still as possessive as a teenager who has just known love.

At first I wasn't sure if the decision to marry young was the right one. Especially the one I married was Kenzo the two-faced one that I often applied to.

But it turns out that my decision to marry young and marry Kenzo wasn't too bad. Our personalities are very compatible. Kenzo grabbed me and started walking into the campus area.

"don't deket the same guy or later the guy will I punish. You know your version of punishment and everyone else's different" Kenzo kissed me on the forehead. I'm nodding.

We split up in front of the faculty building. I majored in veterinary medicine while Kenzo majored in law. I entered the building, and Kenzo walked straight to the law school building.

I went into class. Take out some books. While waiting for the lecturer to enter I opened and read a book. After the lecturer came and the class began I began to focus on the material that the lecturer was teaching.

***

I left when class was over. The clock shows at 15:00. I walked to the cafeteria to buy a drink. But I haven't yet set foot into the canteen. Kenzo was sitting and waiting on one of the benches not far from where I was standing.

My phone's vibrating. I took it out of my pocket and answered the phone.

"sad you're done with your class?" who else would have spoken that selebay sentence if it wasn't kenzo.

"don't get stale" kenzo laughed.

"you are very fierce and mulu. What if I cheated?"

"does anyone want to be with you? Marry me, you must give thanks. Humans are made to pair up. But you're special, so there's no partner" Kenzo was silent for quite a while.

"tumben you want to talk long"

"that's why I don't talk short" Kenzo laughed loudly. Is he crazy or what? I don't want to be a bad wife. It's just that if anyone calls kenzo sane, he's not the one who's sick.

"honey........"

"can we meet? Throw away the tau pulse!"

"ciee kangen" I turned off the phone unilaterally. Kenzo if it continues to be served will continue to run.

Kenzo stood up and turned around. Kenzo smiled as our eyes met. Kenzo walked towards me. Kenzo clasped my hand and started walking. I just followed him.

"what do you want to cook today?" ask kenzo. I'm slicking my shoulders.

"what do you want?" I asked kenzo. Kenzo seemed to think for a moment.

"steak?"

"i'm not a chef. Expensive beef. Don't ngadi ngadi" kenzo pouted.

"when I earn you. I give you a lot of money. But why are you complaining?" I flicked my steps. Glancing sharply at kenzo.

I let go of my hand. And walk ahead of kenzo. Kenzo smiled and ran after me. Clutching my arms and walking together towards the car.

***

I sat on the couch in the tv room. Kenzo sat next to me. He's playing a game. Sometimes he looks at me. Smile and then refocus on the game.

I took a long breath. For a moment I thought why is my life's destiny too mysterious?. Why am I meeting my soul mate that easy?.

There are a lot of similar questions that always revolve around my head. I suddenly lost my supernatural abilities. Not that I'm unhappy, I'm very happy. It's just that all of that happened too suddenly.

"honey tomorrow's schedule for your heart check?" kenzo asked to break the silence.

"hmm" I replied without interest.

"don't be afraid. I'm going to take your nganterin and your temenin" Kenzo turned off his phone. Put it on the table.

Kenzo turned to look at me with an attentive gaze. Kenzo hugged me. I calmed myself down and rested my head on his chest. I still can't believe the fact that this mysterious guy is my husband.

"why is destiny this narrow?" I asked kenzo. Kenzo tightened his embrace.

"not a narrow destiny. But you're too broad" kenzo complained as I pinched him. He really can't be taken seriously.

"sometimes I think. I'm pretty and pinter but why would you marry me?" I asked with a slab tone. Kenzo breathed a heavy sigh.

"i never asked for pain when" Kenzo let go of his embrace. Kenzo cupped my face with both hands. Reviewing the sweet smile.

"no papa wants to be sick or not that you I like, baby, and love really" I nodded. This time I hugged him first. Kenzo hugged me back.

***

Flashbacks

After kenzo found out about my illness. Kenzo has since announced that we are both dating. I just kept quiet. Unresponsive. I'll just see how long Kenzo will last by my side.

I never asked for it but he did it willingly. I never needed a friend, let alone a boyfriend. I think those two things are just a waste of money and time.

I am currently in a cafe. Sipping the drink I ordered. I stared coldly at the person sitting in front of me. That guy looks nervous.

"kk...do you have a boyfriend now?" mama asked with a stern.

I put down my drink. "the informant is more flat than the messenger pigeon turns out" I smiled cynically. I know my mom was hurt by my words. Her tears began to mount in her eyes, and were ready to plunge.

But I don't care. "don't cry it doesn't matter" I let out a long sigh. ~boring once.

"sorry mama" mom sobs. Steal the attention of other visitors for a moment. I'm getting lazy with situations like this.

"so what's up?" ask me to the point.

"your birthday tomorrow, right? You should go home. Mama will eat all the food you like" she smiled. He wiped his tears. From his eyes was very radiated hope I want to obey his words.

"do you know what I like? Everything has changed, including what I like. So don't act like you know everything about me" I stood up. I'm sick of everything. This family drama will end tomorrow.

"but I'll come tomorrow" after saying so, without waiting for my mom's response to pass. I'm out of the cafe.

***

Today is my birthday. I'm exactly 17 years old. Today I will reveal everything. Today I will end it all. I really am to the limit.

I'm waiting for the bus. Clogged both ears with earphones. I still wear school uniforms. I have no intention of changing clothes let alone dressing up.

The clock shows at 17:30. The day has begun to evening. I came home from school at about 16:00. There's a lot I have to do.

The bus I was waiting for finally arrived. I stood up from my seat and got on the bus. Despite having had such a tragic accident and being stuck in my head, I was not afraid to take the bus.

I think my life is too easy. I felt so empty that it felt like everything I had cost nothing at all. I sat in the back bus.

The bus started to split the crowd. The road is not too dense nor too stretchy. The bus was traveling at normal speed.

I stared outside the bus. Seeing a pretty stifling urban scene.

***

After getting off the bus. I walk. Looking blankly ahead. The gate opened. I raised my head. Look at the sky that is starting to change color. Black clumps began to gather. It looks like tonight would be perfect to end the drama.

I opened the door and entered the large, warm-looking house. I walked in. The smell of lemon immediately greeted my sense of smell. I let out a breath. I do not deny the feeling of longing for the big house I lived in since childhood.

I just miss his house. Not the memories especially the people who were in it. I could feel the silhouette of my own shadow as a child running around with papa and mama. Laugh and laugh. I think I was hallucinating.

Mama who saw me coming immediately greeted me with an awkward smile. I'd touch me but I'd cut myself off. I passed up the stairs. I want to see my room one last time. Because it looks like this is the last time I set foot in this house.

I opened the door of the room that was unlocked. The sight I didn't want to see. Looking at nano in her sleeping pajamas. He was busy wrapping his gift.

I spread my eyes. I breathe heavily. It turns out that my room is not mine now either. Everything I've ever owned has gone nowhere. Interior and decoration are different.

Nano who realized my existence immediately greeted me. But as usual, I never thought it existed. I closed the door again. Turn around and walk straight back downstairs.

What makes me hate him so much? The question of a few years ago turned around in my head. I always say because he has taken everything. But in fact, it doesn't seem to be just that.

I walked back down the stairs. I saw that my grandparents were sitting on the living room couch. I walked towards the two of them.

I daydreamed for a moment. However, my daydreams were scrapped when someone rang the bell. Mom who was cooking told papa to open it.

Mama, papa, and the maid were busy preparing the food. I was surprised to see Kenzo come in with papa. When our eyes met Kenzo smiled. His right and left hands carried a large paper bag.