SICKENED
episode 3

"what's wrong with me, brother?" tanyanya. I flicked my steps, I turned my head and stared coldly at the nano. A piercing look filled with hatred.

"wrong you? You have taken someone else's property. No, even you're born has been the biggest mistake"

"oh yeah one more. Don't ever talk to me wherever you see me. No, not even you deserve to look at me. It was so disgusting and embarrassing" I could feel that nano was crying in silence. His tears kept dripping and he just kept hitting his chest.

Suffering? You don't even know what that really stifling means. I don't know what my reason is until I really hate him.

On my way out of the library I met Kenzo. He looked at me for a moment and walked back into the library. I know Kenzo heard it all. The library is empty, no one is there. The staff who were on guard came out to pick up something.

The phone in my uniform suddenly shook. I took it out and saw who was trying to contact me.

'mama?' the unlucky kid complained quickly. Well, even so I don't really care. I took that call.

"are you okay, nina?" my mother began to ask in a soft voice. It's sickening why she needs to be stale to know her son's condition.

"you're not good at being stale"

"nina you're okay, right, son? Do you need anything?"

"no"

"son please don't hate your sister too much. He doesn't know what"

"you're finally at the point too"

"are you going to keep acting like this? You know you're getting further and further away from mama, papa and nano. You want to leave us"

"abandoning?" I laughed blankly, "you and your husband did it first"

'prakkkkk' I immediately threw my phone in any direction. I'm really sick of all this.

I walked out of the library. The originally clear sky was suddenly cloudy. Slowly showers rain down. I continued walking down the corridor until I arrived at a place. Silent. Yeah, that's the air I feel.

I'm sitting on the building's perimeter. I was on the rooftop. Look at the buildings that look worn. Feel the rain that keeps dripping and wetting every inch of my body.

I seem to be ditching today's lesson. My body was soaked because of the rain. I have no desire to get away from the rooftop. Even though the cold was piercing my body and making my body shiver. I closed my eyes.

"do you have that high self-esteem, right? Until I don't want just eyes and cheeks that are wet but the whole body so as not to look crying" I opened my eyes.

"do you know what I hate most about you? Your attitude! Your attitude that likes to interfere is right .mdmuakkan"

"you think you're the only one who can hate? I can too! I hate you! I hate every side of you that always feels right, always feels strong when you are as weak as anyone else!"

"ken, I'm sure there's a lot you can handle. Why should I? Why do you always want to interfere in my business?" kenzo screeches. This time I turned my head and looked at the face that was looking at me with a wrathful look.

"can't you be too confident to say that?"

"i think" I got off my seat. I walked up to pick up the base ball stick It looks like someone left it at the right time.

I walked over and stopped right in front of Kenzo. Without hesitation I swung the base ball stick towards Kenzo's head violently. Kenzo fell from the blow.

Not yet there I keep hitting the other parts of his body. Suddenly I had the desire to destroy man. Kenzo sat still. Blood flowed from his nose and temples mixed with rainwater.

"you know if you don't fight you're gonna die" I laughed bitterly. However, kenzo suddenly held down the base ball stick that I was singing. I tried to pull him, but he held him back, very strong.

Kenzo started to stand up and grabbed the base ball stick I was holding in one blow. This time it's his chance to avenge every wound I've created in his body and heart.

I will not ask for mercy. Wh-wh-what for?. I deserve it anyway. Kenzo did the unexpected. He threw away the base ball stick and pulled me into his arms.

He hugged me very tightly. Warm? No, his body is very cold. For a moment I was silent. However, when I realized it I immediately pushed her body. Kenzo took a few steps back.

"why? Wh why? Why are you doing this?" kenzo shouted in frustration. I was stunned when I saw her expression was truly desperate.

"why do you want to know? If I were you, I would worry about myself. You almost died why do you still think of others?" I turned around and walked away from the rooftop.

"BECAUSE I LIKE YOU!" I flicked my steps. 'like?' I smiled hollowly.

"the reason?" I started asking questions without looking at it.

"why do I need a reason for that?"

"the color of love arises with a reason"

School is deserted? All were sent home early. It's probable. I rushed into my class.

I saw an empty class. I tidied up my book that was still in the drawer and put it in the bag. After that I rushed out of the class. At the end of the corridor I saw kenzo walking towards me.

His body was just as wet. He just ran and passed me. However, soon Kenzo had aligned his steps with me. Kenzo still has a cold expression, and so do I.

I continued walking without caring about Kenzo who was beside me. But my steps came to a halt when I saw someone walking with a step. On the back, head, shoulders. Even feet. Something stuck to the boy. However, I don't care at all.

"help me" nano said in a soft tone. Her tears kept dripping down her cheeks. Nano walked over hunched over while dragging her feet. My heart was not moved at all despite nano pleading with a suffering gaze before me.

But in contrast to kenzo who immediately ran up to nano and asked the situation. That guy really likes to interfere.

As it passed through the nano all the creatures attached to it glanced at me. I don't want to explain one by one their physiques. But the energy is quite strong because it is combined into one.

"the evil woman"

"that's a cruel woman"

"he doesn't care even if his sister dies"

"cruel"

Sayup I hear a whisper of a shitty whisper from the creatures. I really don't care even if the kid dies.

"sister to...... Long" nano kept looking at me and trying to find my compassion.

But I'm still the one who never cared about the boy's whereabouts. Why should I help someone I always hoped would disappear from the face of this earth?.

'really cruel'

'this woman is very attractive because her personality is very rotten'

'it turns out he's more rotten than expected'

'hahaha you pathetic woman'

I screamed when I felt my head buzz. Wh why? Why is it my business if the child dies of his own actions? Wh why? Why does that bastard keep bothering me?.

"why? Why should I? Why should I care if you die fucking?!!!!!" I screamed wrath. I'm........ Totally lured by the creature's bullshit.

Kenzo and nano looked at me. I was still trying to control myself who was already engulfed by emotions. I walked towards nano and immediately strangled her neck violently.

"before they kill you, before you trouble me even more, before you take away all that is left in my life. I'm....... I will first eliminate you" My anger is burning. I pressed my hand against his neck.

Nano held my hand, her face flushed red from the difficulty of taking a breath. Kenzo pulled my hand to release the nano. I really lost control.

One by one, the ghosts that stuck nano vanished into smoke. However, I did not let go of my giggles. Is this the time? It's time to get him out of the world.

But before it worked. Kenzo had already managed to pull my body. Nano fell coughing. His face was still flushed and so was his neck.

I took a deep breath and threw it away. Then back to walking leaving kenzo and nano. Unknowingly my tears kept dripping down my cheeks that were already wet because of the rain.

***

A few years ago.......

After I woke up from a coma. I lost my speaking ability for a while. The bandage wrapped around all parts of my head except my mouth, nose and eyes.

I saw my mom, dad, and a teenager who looked the same age as me. I thought he was Papa's business partner's son. I'm glad I finally got a best friend. I thought at the time.

However, no. All just my estimates. Everything has changed since the boy arrived. Everything started leaving me, including my mom and dad.

At first everything was fine. He is kind, polite, friendly, smiling, cheerful. His personality is very good. While in the hospital, he always accompanied me. He always told me a lot of things that made me laugh.

I was so happy with him then. Until I thought about marrying her when I graduated from college and had a job. But it turned out to be a very disgusting desire in my head right now.

After being together all day with me, accompanying me on walks, and sometimes bribing me to eat. Papa and mama will come and pick him up when the clock has shown at seven o'clock.

Yeah, even though I'll be lonely after that. But it's okay, I'm quite satisfied to have it by my side.