SICKENED
episode 7 special plot twist

"i know you don't feel comfortable. But I don't care. Why should I care about that?" kenzo grimaced as blood began to drip from his eyes like a cry.

"i will continue to make you uncomfortable. I want you to design something that people call 'not comfortable' forever" kenzo coughed. He vomited a lot of blood.

"if you think I'm the real kenzo. That means you're so naive" kenzo said again. I'm really silenced.

"do you want to know who I am?" kenzo smiles.

"arggghhhh" I woke up with a hunting breath. For a moment I felt a great dizziness before I finally regained my senses.

I turned my head and looked at Kenzo who was also looking at me with a worried look. I walked away when Kenzo was about to extend his hand to me. Kenzo looked confused.

I think I just had a bad dream. But it was too real until every one of those things still shaded through my head. I'm what exactly?. The end of this is why there continues to be strangeness in myself.

Is it because you are too exhausted? Might as well. But that horrible incident made me a little horrified to see Kenzo. Even if it was all just a dream. I decided to stay away from Kenzo for a while.

***

After I found out I fainted during class. Kenzo took me to the uks. And when I dreamed, I was still in school.

I found out from my teacher. When he asked me about my situation. He explained about an event that I can't remember at all.

I haven't been able to thank Kenzo yet. I've already stayed away from him. He always followed me but I kept him. Really stay away from him. I went back to being cold to everyone.

Selfish indeed. But from the beginning me and Kenzo weren't close. Our relationship is merely a symbiosis of mutualism between living beings. Not more.

I made this decision unilaterally. Kenzo gets confused and always asks what's wrong? Until I arrived just stay away and inhabit it. But I don't care about his feelings. I want to be like again.

Alone and alone. Kenzo's character is too opposite to mine. I hateit. Really hate him. Kenzo's a two-faced and shitty. He was never himself.

I flicked my steps. In front of Kenzo who was intercepting me, looked at me with a complicated look. "what's wrong I'm with you?" ignored him.

"why did you get to kayak gini?" kenzo is confused..

I still ignore it. I walked and stopped right next to him. Slowly my lips lifted up revealing a hollow ridge.

"just think you've just been in measles" after saying that I'm walking back to leave kenzo. Kenzo didn't stay quiet, he was after me. I stopped stepping. I'm sick.

"why should I be dumped when I don't commit any wrongdoing?" kenzo asked in a desperate tone.

"you don't have to admit mistakes to get dumped. So from now on stop meddling and tease me again. You know I'm really sick of you" I sighed heavily. Long time no talk all this makes me tired. But I have to explain it so Kenzo really wants to stay away.

"whoareyou? Whoareyou? Who are you to tell me this and that? You think you're great? Not at all. I hate you too and from now on I will no longer interfere with your life. You like to be alone, I'll see you're broken in that solitude" Kenzo turned and left. I let out a sigh of relief. It was as if the burden that always weighed on my back was simply lifted. I continued my steps.

***

I'm out of the hospital. It rained hard today even though it was still early in the morning. I just finished consulting with the doctor. I hugged my own body. Even the thick jacket that wrapped my body, was unable to dispel the blowing cold.

I grimaced as I remembered the doctor's words a while ago. I'm diagnosed with chronic heart disease. Unhealed. Actually this disease already exists, only I always forget its existence.

My chest often feels tight, although I rarely show it. I have had a bad heart since childhood. I have been sick since I was a child. But this disease is getting worse after experiencing a painful event a few years ago.

Told you. I tried several times to end my life. My life was too wasted for me. The happiness I feel is always pseudo and it makes me really sick.

It doesn't hurt to end it sooner, does it?.

But what about the grudge that made my chest feel sore and tight. Should I just let go?. Should I avenge it before I really miss that chance.

I was crying in front of the hospital. My tears are muffled by rain. There was no activity in front of the hospital because it was raining. The problem of my illness is that no one really knows.

Since I was a child I have always hidden it. I don't know why I don't want others to know about me. I have been consulting with doctors since I was 12 years old. I always go to the hospital by myself.

By using the pocket money I always save makes me able to do it myself. Initially the doctor did not allow self-consultation in such a small child. But I said that I had to do it myself so that others would not have to be in trouble because of me.

I squeezed out a clear-colored plastic containing several bottles of medicine of different types and colors. I set my breath, I tried to wake myself up. There's no point in crying. Everything happens not by chance. Everything is destined, right?.

Slowly my lips formed an arch. I smiled sweetly. At last....... At last...... I found the deadliest way to get revenge. It was enough to know about it and hold it alone.

I will keep both my parents shadowed with regret. Regret has discarded me and regret is too late to know my true condition. I will destroy both of them until they can no longer open their eyes.

I will take back what was taken from me. I will destroy the nano until she can understand why my hatred for her is so deep. I want him to open his eyes and see the truth. And know where the place should be.

I know revenge is a mistake. I know it very well. But I don't want to feel the consequences of my actions alone. I must invite them all to suffer together.

The rain did not stop. I hugged my body more and more. I forgot to bring a scarf. I'm not surprised when someone puts out his jacket for me.

Kenzo saw my weakness again. I looked at him with my eyes. I gave a cold look towards kenzo. Kenzo flat expression. Seeing me who didn't take his jacket. Kenzo sighed and slid his jacket into my body.

"you are weak. So don't be so strong" kenzo sneered.

"you don't know what. So it's better to be there" kenzo screeched as I answered his words.

"sometimes I don't think it out" kenzo let out a long sigh.

"have you ever thought?" many cruel. Kenzo grimaced while shaking his head.

"maybe I like weird girls. Individualist, serious introvert, brutal, narcissistic. Usually in fairy tales the prince falls in love with a graceful, kind, and friendly princess. But here the prince fell in love with the ugly and evil witch grandmother" Kenzo blabbed. I glanced at him briefly.

"do you consider yourself a prince?" kenzo laughed a little. His hand stretched out and stroked the top of my head gently.

"but now the witch I like is sick. And most likely will die"

"wasn't your talk outrageous?"

"i learned from you" kenzo laughed loudly. He turned out to be a lot stranger than I thought.

"want me to go home?" ask kenzo with a sweet smile.

"no" I replied cuek.

"want to go home by yourself?"

"yes"

"want to be my girlfriend?"

"no"

"want to be the mother of my child?"

"no" kenzo laughed crisply. Kenzo walked over and stood in front of me. He's squeezing the distance.

A kiss landed right on my forehead. For the first time, a guy did it to me. I didn't know what to respond with so I chose to be quiet.

Kenzo hugged me possessively as if I belonged to him. "you belong to me forever" kenzo said with a serious look.

"that dream again" I woke up because of the nightmare I just had. It could be that the laughable dream keeps repeating itself in every sleep.

"honey, I told you how many times. If it's all real it's not a dream" someone goes up to the bed. Come closer and hold me tight.

"i forgot. It turned out to be a reality that was even more terrifying than a nightmare" kenzo pouted. He further tightened his embrace.

"honey. It's been a long time since we graduated high school. Your mouth still likes to be evil, so you want to kiss" kenzo pressed his lips. I pushed kenzo's face away.

"you're a pervert" kenzo screeched and let go of his embrace. Kenzo smiled sweetly.

"it's not like there's a guy who's as thick as the steel I got married to your magic grandma" I hit Kenzo's head slowly.

"kdrt carpenters again" he continued getting songong.

"i think I'm a nice girl who wants to be married to your model freak"

"sad don't overdo it ah. I'll punish you later" Kenzo commented on the evil smile. Kenzo is still that mysterious.