SICKENED
episode 4

Yeah, even though I'll be lonely after that. But it's okay, I'm quite satisfied with him for a long time. I was heartbroken that my parents did not accompany me during my treatment.

But again I'm naive to understand all that. I'll be quite happy when I see him again tomorrow. However, that happiness didn't last long when I found out everything.

I was asleep at the time. No, rather I just closed my eyes. That night, it rained hard. Even though it was quiet in my room I knew because the wind was blowing with the lightning that I saw from behind the window.

I was scared, which is why I closed my eyes. Sayup I heard the sound of footsteps coming into my room. Interspersed with the voices of my parents who told each other to talk about various things.

I wanted to wake up, but I promised to go to bed so the morning would come and I could see him again.

"you are sure you will menjerasiain this big thing from nina, what if later nina knows. He will definitely be very hurt" said my mother in a slow tone.

"what if nina knows, nina's gonna take nano?" my papa answered my mama's question in a sad tone. nano? Who's nano? The guy who's always with me? I don't even know what his name is.

"but sooner or later nina will know if we adopt nano to keep watch if something happens to nina" something happens? So they just so easily wanted to replace me.

I wanted to wake up and ask them what they were talking about. But somehow my whole body suddenly stiffened. Only my tears kept falling down my pillow.

After listening to my parents' conversation that night. I no longer want to play with someone I once considered to be that friend. My daily life in the hospital was just daydreaming, daydreaming, daydreaming, and crying.

Eventually, I got out of the hospital and went home. I was not allowed to go home, rather I was put in the house of my grandmother and grandfather. My parents reasoned that they were going out of town.

The distance between my home and my grandparents' house is quite far. But I'm no longer the only kid who can cry. One day after school I quietly went to my own house. I'm slipping the precipitate in.

At that time I asked the maid in my house to keep my arrival a secret. I entered through the back door with my maid. I wanted to make a surprise for my parents, but you know what I saw?.

The clock was five o'clock in the afternoon. I saw papa, mom, and the boy who always visited me in the living room watching tv together. They joke and laugh together. Without me of course.

My chest sighed at the sight. My tears fell straight from my eyes. I cry in silence. Sick sick sick sick. I hit my chest so that my crying would quickly subside.

Intentions want to give surprise to mom and dad it turns out I was the one who received the surprise. My crying never subsided and instead I sobbed more and more at the sight.

At that time my mother turned and was surprised to find my crying existence. Mama looked at me and said something and they both walked over to me.

"nina you when did she come? Why didn't you say?" ask my mom with a sweet smile. Why do I have to say something? This is my home!. But I dare not speak my heart. I'm too cowardly.

My tears stopped flowing. But my chest just feels more and more claustrophobic. Faintly I carved a ripper. "surprise" my mom and dad fell silent.

I ran straight out of the house. I hit everything in front of me. My mom and dad were shocked and ran after me.

Arrive in front of the gate because the security guard will not open the gate. I climbed up the high gate and fell. My legs were kesleo but I kept forcing myself to run.

Until in the end I saw a bright light, which slowly approached me until finally hit my body. I've bounced so far. My head hit the sidewalk. Blood was flowing from the back of my head.

Is this the end of my life? After surviving death, is this the end? I only held on for a while. My eyes began to fade until they finally darkened. But sayup sayup heard the sound of people running around and asking for help.

***

When I woke up again, I was in a white room. The bandage that had been removed was now re-attached to my head. Depressing. I saw my mother who kept crying nonstop while making repeated apologies.

When I woke up from a coma, I was a little touched to see my parents crying. But this time not at all. Fake expressions are disgusting. I felt like I wanted to cut off my parents' veins in return for having betrayed me.

But I still try to think normally and accept the reality. My grandmother and grandfather were there. They also cry. But they seem to know everything that happened when I was in a coma. It's just me, I'm the only one who doesn't know.

The feeling of anger and disappointment grew even more turbulent upon seeing the boy. He had no expression at all when he saw me stiff. He must be happy!.

I take it again. I was invited to go home by myself. Although it is difficult I will try to cover my chest and accept it. There's no point in arguing, it's all happening.

Everything is back to normal. Nothing has changed except one thing. I will never trust any human being in this world again. My little heart and I have been filled with resentment and hatred ever since. But I prefer to shut up and hold it.

I will torture all those who have betrayed me in my own way.

After I returned home, I was quiet and daydreamed a lot. I often ignore them all. At first I was fine before everything turned more and more complicated and annoying.

The boy who took my family, somehow it's so easy to get stuck. At first I hesitated but when I touched it all the creatures that were attached to it disappeared into a puff of smoke.

I'm happy because at last without touching the child will die because it runs out of energy and loses itself. But it's like the world doesn't allow me to enjoy this fun show.

Every time he stuck, there was always something that made me touch him. Over time my parents realized and knew the abilities I had after waking up from a coma.

Since then they've always told me to look after that damn kid. They don't care if I die because I'm too weak against that thing. They're selfish and annoying.

But this is not fair to me. Me and my hateful soul started to unite and think of a lot of evil things to get rid of the child. But of course it's not that easy.

I'm starting to lose myself. I started thinking a lot of bad things. Along with the whispers of evil spirits who want to rule my body.

I started to lose control of myself. I began to hurt myself, from hitting, grabbing my hair, slashing my body, to the worst wrapped around my neck.

But I think back. Why should I hurt myself when everyone turns a blind eye to it. Why should I hurt myself when I can hurt others. I'm sick of just being a tool and a shield for that damn kid. This is too unfair and I have to pay it back!.

Arrived one day I managed to hurt everyone's beloved nano. I didn't manage to kill him but at least I was satisfied with hurting him back then.

I managed to get her out together. And without guilt I pushed him down from a bridge. Unfortunately, his body fell into the water, not on a rock. So he is still alive despite his critical condition.

My parents didn't realize it at the time. Until the second incident happened when I started harming him through small things. When my parents realized everything was back on me.

Not scolded but immediately put into rehab. I'm diagnosed with a depressive mental disorder. Every day that I experience is just torture in that rehab.

Electric shock, sedative, anesthetic. Been a friend to me for a long time. I had to experience all of that for 6 months. Torture without end....... I'm the only one who feels it.

Suppose that. Suppose that. If they hadn't betrayed me, turned their backs on me and left me. If only they would open their eyes and see that I am their son.

But of course the happiness they felt for 6 months without me I will be repaid with torture that many times. Once I get out of rehab I'll make their lives a tormenting realm every second.

Until the time came I was free from the bars that had been holding me all this time. By pretending to be released quickly. I pretended to be fine by putting on a cheerful face to quickly get out of there.

After I got out of rehab I decided to stay in one of my grandfather's houses.

At last....... I put my lips together when I arrived in front of a building. Retaliation will begin soon........

***

"what do you want?" I stopped in front of my house. I looked over and found Kenzo standing not far from me.

"what?my house is around here anyway" I squeaked and walked back. I opened the door and went inside the house. When he was about to close the door, Kenzo held him and went straight into my house.

I stared at the cold kenzo.