SASHAS
FIVE EIGHT

"Well the boy was sleeping apparently." I muttered that I had just come out of the bathroom and saw Ica was asleep.

I also decided to go to bed, because tomorrow I promise to take Ica for a walk and most importantly I will take my business for a year.

But when I was about to stretch my body on my phone bed rang. Incoming call tone.

"Who is" I muttered as I took my phone.

The one who called was Delvin. I immediately picked her up while coming out of the room towards the TV room.

**Style: Hello Vin

Delvin: Hello, thank God you haven't slept. Tomorrow is it busy?

Sasha: Tomorrow's malem? Mmmm not know yet, because tomorrow the promise to take Ica a walk.

Delvin: Oh that's it.

Sasha: Why Vin?

Delvin: Tomorrow there is a company inauguration event Sya. I want you to be my partner.

Sasha: Well how dong, I can't promise. You do not know nemenin Icanya until the mall.

Delvin: Yes, that's it. Sorry to bother you.

Sasha: Sorry Vin.

Delvin: Its okay. uh want nitip greeting not for Son.

Sasha: Hahahaha is up to you.

Kevin : Bye.

After Delvin decided on the phone, I thought about Delvin's invitation. On the one hand I wanted to accompany him, but after he said that there was a son I hesitated to come. Maybe it is true that now I have started a new life, as well as the Son. But I was still not ready to meet, suddenly the guilt came back.

I also decided to go back to sleep, but Ica woke up.

"Why wake up Ca?" my many.

"Sya, Dika in Bali. He just called me, he invited PT Wijaya's opening ceremony here. Honestly, when the cave here the cave does not tell you if you want to meet you. The cave says it wants to go to the aunt cave house" explained Ica.

Honestly, there was a feeling of fear in my heart. There is a feeling of guilt coming back. I feel like it's all my fault until my best friend covers up the truth. I thought it shouldn't be like this.

"Yes continues? Yes uda lo dateng aja temenin him. Cave was also invited by Delvin, just had him a phone call" I explained honestly, although I did not say that I refused Delvin's invitation.

"Sya you're not papa?" ask Ica worried.

"No papa Ca, maybe this is the right time the cave should meet them and solve our problems 1 year ago. The wrong cave was too cowardly and chose to run away from them by deciding by letter." I explained.

"Maybe they're more tormented than I am here Ca. The cave started but the cave ended badly. Honestly, the cave is not ready yet, but it looks like today will come sometime and the cave must be ready. We are happy with our lives now, right?" timpalku again.

"Sya gua knows your true feelings. Gua knows right now you're still feeling guilty about them. But what you need to know is that not everything is wrong. Honestly Dika also still have the same guilt to this day. So early on when I shot me, I doubted how she felt. Because the cave is afraid it's just alesan Dika to meet you. But I'm sure if he uda move on even though he still wants to meet you to apologize. So grotto ask the same lo Sya, happy lupain past lo. Not everything is wrong" explained Ica.

I shed tears hearing Ica's explanation. Honestly, all this time I was deliberately torturing myself by closing my heart with anyone. Because I always think all this is my fault, so I can hurt 2 hearts at once. Hurt good people like them. So I don't deserve to be happy.

But now I feel very, very relieved and open. That I should forgive myself, should make peace with my own heart. And learn from the past.

Without a second thought I decided to agree to Delvin's invitation. I'll send a message to Delvin.

Sasha: Vin tomorrow I can. I'm not going to go with Ica.

*Delvin: Thank God, I still wish you could get me. By the way, I can't sleep.

Sasha: Jeez lebay and dreadful. Why would you take me?

Delvin: Because I liked you from the past until now*.

I was surprised to read Delvin's message.

*Sasya : Very Boong anyway.

Delvin: Okay papa if you don't believe because I never tried to get you right? There's all reasons.

Sasha: Oh, huh? What reason?

Delvin: Because I don't want to take the ones that still have people. Although I have to wait 10 years I can. Unless you marry me I'll step down*.

Oh, my God, what Delvin said was true. I used to think he was a blind man and not clear. But there's something behind it.

Suddenly Delvin called me. I also immediately raised after saying goodbye to Ica.

*Sasya "Eh kok phone?"

Delvin "Want to be clear on the phone, tired of ticking"

Sasha "Hahaha very honest"

Delvin "Why don't you when I want to be your personal assistant?"

Sasha "Yes yes. I was scared of you at the time. His abis said your office management is a mysterious person"

Delvin "Haha because it's aja Sya's office, I'm a professional let them not arbitrarily the same as me. So at that time my intention was to make a deketin you. But after in the lobby I squirm you pick up the phone and smile I uda know for sure you have a boyfriend. That's why after that I didn't go on to make you my assistant."

Sasha "What's that?"

Delvin "Yes. And it's a surprise that I'm dating your son again. Honestly, I was disappointed, but I thought you had a reason"

Sasha "Sorry Vin disappointed you. But I'm not a good woman. And thanks you can still understand me"

Delvin "Not to be sad. Everyone including me must have made a mistake and everyone must have a reason behind it all. Mmm can I ask?"

Sasha "May please"

Delvin "Why did you suddenly disappear? I'm honestly coming with you, yes"

Sasha "Masa? Wh why? The Son, huh?"

Delvin "His own initiative, because I'm worried. As long as you are in a relationship with Son or Dika secretly I always look for info Sya. I'm sorry it might be a bit impolite, but I want to be the first one to nolongin.kau when you get hurt or whatever it is. But it turns out that unexpectedly you suddenly disappeared"

Sasha "Delvin. I don't know what else to say to you. But I thank you very much to you. You're so nice, the woman you caught must be lucky"

Delvin "You're lucky dong means. But my question hasn't been answered"

Sasha "Ah is a long story. Next time I tell you about Vin. No papa, right?"

Delvin "Yes. Yes uda sleep there. See you tomorrow*"

Delvin and I finished talking. Now I think of all Delvin said. I feel like I've been the worst woman surrounded by good people all this time but I've wasted it.

I was unconscious in the TV room.