SASHAS
FIVE TWO

After Dika agreed to leave the cafe. I decided to go to my secret hill and Ica.

When I arrived, I sat down under a tree. The man who had just got out of his car was sitting a little far away from me. Is that really me the same? Just sit down, he doesn't want to pick me up anymore.

We were silent for a moment, and I took a breath to start the conversation in the middle of our silence.

"When I apologize to you. Honestly, I hated my son. I don't even want to meet or say his name. That's why I didn't want to tell you. But Dik, it turns out I met him again as his secretary. I was so angry, Dik, I almost gave up being his secretary. But then he explained why he left me for no reason" I explained as I occasionally stared at Dika's flat face still not changing in the slightest.

"After he explained the reason I became devastated Dik. My feelings for her came up again, at first I just wanted to make sure if it was love or just my feelings that were not finished yet. But it turns out I'm comfortable Dik." obviously I'm again now staring Dika, there's a change in his face.

"I'm sorry, I know I was wrong. But right now I'm stuck on my own. I love you too, I don't want to lose you. Because you are my healer. I felt love again because I met you." I explained again. I can't continue my words anymore, my chest is already claustrophobic. I felt so guilty about Dika, now I'm afraid she's gone from my side. It turns out that there is still a sense of disbelief if I am with the Son, there is a feeling of trauma of fear left again for no reason.

"Then what do you want now?" tanya Dika whose voice was shaking, meaning that she was speaking a cry. I dare not look at him.

"I don't know Dik. I don't want to leave you and I don't want to lose my son anymore" I said.

"You are selfish" said Dika.

"Yes, I'm selfish. But I don't know what to do. I'm afraid of losing you both" I said again.

There was no reply from Dika, we were silent for a moment. Suddenly Dika got up from his seat.

"OK this way. I'm backing out. Please continue your story that is not over" said Dika. I was surprised by his words. I also stood up and held his hand.

"When I don't want this. I'm sorry don't leave me" I begged Dika.

"Why? Do you doubt the Son? Are you afraid you'll be disappointed with him again? Why did you go back into the same hole? You continue Sya, I can not if you have to share and wait for your decision that I myself do not know who you will choose. I don't want to expect more. Thank you, you are also my healer. But now you're back to making wounds. No papa I've forgiven you. Be happy" Dika explained let go of my grasp, he went into his car.

I sat down, I kept crying. Why is this the end? I'm sorry I made this mistake. I want to come back from the beginning murmured in my heart. But all in vain, this is my own work that casually establish relationships with 2 men at once.

Dika pov's

I left Sasha on that hill. I actually can't leave him alone. But my heart has hurt to hear his confession.

I still can't believe Sasha can do this to me. But I also have to teach him a lesson, I want to let him know that this is the risk of his actions.

Even in my heart I still open the door for her.

"If one day you will come back to me, I will take you back. Because I fell in love with you" I said myself.

The Dika Pov End

I'm daydreaming now, and still haven't left this place. I still regret my own actions that resulted this way.

But when I was surprised by the sound of the phone coming in, I took my phone lazily. I saw who called it Son.

**Style "Hallo"

The son of "Where are you? How is it not in the apartment?"

Sasha "For a minute's business"

Son "You why? Why is your voice so? You cry? Where do you let me go now"

Sasha "I'm not papa. Don't bother me to go home anymore"

After disconnecting the phone, I walked to my car. Although I am still a bit lazy to meet Son today. I'm still not ready to meet him and some questions later.

But I can't avoid the consequences of my own mistakes. It's my choice so I should be happy right? muttered.

Not long after I arrived at the apartment. I went straight to my room, when I got there I saw my son standing in front of my room. His face was anxious, looking several times at his watch.

He noticed my presence, he immediately walked towards me and hugged me. His current treatment made me cry. The son still hugged me while gently stroking my back.

After I was satisfied crying in the arms of my Son, I let go.

"Yuk yuk" I said.

I immediately sat down on the sofa, followed by the Son who had a curious face. But he still held back from asking anything.

"Would you drink what Put?" I break the silence.

"No need. You're eating?" ask the Son for attention.

"Already." I replied.

"Put, I've broken up with Dika" I said again to tell him. I looked at the surprised Son.

"Why Yes? Is it because of me?" asking the son makes me confused. He should be happy now, right? It means I belong to him, but why does he feel sorry and guilty? muttered.

"Aren't you fond of Put? You really don't love me?" ask me without answering the question.

"It's not like that. I mean did you decide on him which means you chose me?" ask Putra.

"Yes, I chose you. Therefore I want you to promise not to make me regret choosing you" I said a little firmly.

"I can't promise you, but I'll prove it. Thank you for choosing me" said the Son who now hugs me. But I feel weird about myself, I should be happy right? But why does it feel so bland? There is no longer that passionate feeling I murmured.

But I think it's because I just broke up. The son still hugged me, he looked very happy and happy.

"Put, but how do I keep him going. You guys are gonna keep meeting because of that project?" I was a little worried, because considering that I will always meet Dika.

"You're a professional baby, I'll make your heart never turn away. So calm down, baby. Or do you want to take a leave of absence until the project is completed?" said the Son, and gave a solution.

"Ah I ate a blind salary dong. Hahaha" Candaku to Son. Yes I have to be professional, this is a work affair not a personal concern.

"Hmmm if so, how do we get married? Hmmmm?" Temptation of the Son to me. I pinched his waist.

"Awww of the sick. Cheating pinches. Yes you rest yes. Tomorrow we leave just okay" said the son who has stood will leave me.

"Mom! Temenin me, there will be 2 rooms. I don't want to be alone" I asked the Son.

"Mmmm No. If you want to stay with us, get married. Yok" said Putra, I also realized because it had crossed the limit to invite a man to stay 1 room.

"Yes back there. I'm sleepy" I said withholding embarrassment.

After my son's departure I went into my room to clean up and prepare for sleep.