SASHAS
FOUR SEVEN

A week later, this is the day that PT Wijaya and PT universa will meet to discuss the project that will be worked on. My current feeling is erratic, there is a feeling of worry, there is a feeling of calm.

During this week I also had a relationship with Son and Dika. I was still acting as usual with Dika, and I was getting more comfortable with the Son because the Son was currently beside me while Dika was far away.

"Yes, are you all ready?" ask the Son who is currently standing before me.

"How come, uh wait for that tie you're tilted" I said, and immediately corrected the tie Putra. During these 1 week I have also left and returned with the Son, we have also had several dates and visited the parents of the Son.

"Yes today you are beautiful too much" said the Son teasing me.

"You're a great champion if you've been told to fight ya." I said while stroking the cheek of the Son, I instead teased him.

"Sasya, ihh you are also starting to flirt now huh. He said that in the office must be professional" said the son who currently hugs me.

"Your room has no eavesdroppers and cctv, right? " i said, My son and I laughed. Now my son and I look at each other. My son kissed my lips briefly, and I smiled no longer awkwardly and embarrassed.

"Uda yok, go on later. Soon your guests will come" I said while fixing the slightly messy hair of the Son.

My son and I walked into the meeting room. The Son immediately sat in his chair as well as I sat beside the Son.

Several times the Son stole my hand, though our eyes were on each other's work. Until the Son's guest came, I welcomed him standing up. But how surprised I was with the figure behind Bu Maya.

"When?" I said almost noiseless. But I'm back in control of myself.

"Welcome Miss Maya, let's go ahead" I said politely.

When I was in front of Dika, I whispered a little without being noticed by everything. But I was wrong the son realized it.

"What are you doing here?" my many.

"Surprise. We continue later" said Dika who then walked to the chair next to Bu Maya. My feelings are mixed, how did this happen? Two men I love are in the same room. While the Son did not know Dika, so did Dika. I misbehaved, now I'm not focused anymore in this room. It felt tight in the chest, I wanted to get out quickly.

The son started the meeting, they gave some files that later had to be agreed on together. I stood up to receive the file and give it. I did not look in the direction of Dika or the Son.

"Then Mr. Son, I would like to introduce my son Dika. He will replace me with this project. So after this if there is something in need contact my child" said Bu Maya who managed to make me glare.

Oh, my God, what is this? I thought I'd walk safe. But what a reality this is, these two men are near me and will meet often. How foolish I am not to think about this. What should I do after this? mumamku restless.

"Oh well, welcome Mr. Dika" said the Son who has now stood face to face with the Son, they shook hands. I still keep my head down, I cannot accept this situation.

Meeting is over, Son has returned to his room as well as me. I immediately picked up my phone to send a message to Dika.

*Sasya: Dik, why don't you tell me the same story?

Dika : Surprise darling. I intentionally leave a surprise. Later after work we eat together ya*.

(I've changed Dika's name from Diklov to Dika.)

Sasha: Sorry, tonight I have to accompany Pak Putra to meet a client. What about saturday night?

(actually I lied, because I had promised the Son to barbeque in the Son's house)

Dika : Okay then.

I took a deep breath, how many more lies I made. I can be honest in front of Son but I can't be honest in front of Dika.

"When is that there?" my many.

"From now on, you're really excited about the conversation. Oh, yeah, that's your boyfriend?" ask Putra. Honestly, there is a feeling of guilt in my heart right now. I know Putra's hurt, but I still haven't found a way to release Dika.

"Sorry Put, please from now on you are honest about your feelings Put. Don't be as if you are ordinary. It is precisely your attitude that makes me feel guilty" I said as I held back my tears that had been dammed.

The son pulled my hand to enter his room. He immediately hugged me, I felt his chest tremble. She cried? Did ya? Is that how much her heart hurts because of me? muttered.

I tried to let go of the Son's embrace, but he got closer and closer to me.

"Just like this" said the Son.

"Mad, please. You why? Tell me Put" I said, now I can not stem my tears. The son finally let go of his embrace.

"Why are you crying, baby?" ask the gentle Son.

"Son I can't keep doing this. I can't keep hurting you, I know you're jealous, sad, sick, disappointed. But why do you always say no papa? Put me on you again because I want you to be happy. Not even hurt you" I explained.

"This is my decision, I entered this position so I have to accept the risk" said Putra.

"But this is not mutual love. If you love each other, it means that I will not hurt you or vice versa. I'm wrong Put, I shouldn't have accepted you before I finished my relationship with Dika. But now it's getting harder, I don't know how to decide Dika, because all this time I've been fine. And today it's getting harder because you're working with the Company" I explained at length.

"I'm stupid, you idiot. I uda nyakitin you sorry me" I said as I continued to beat my head.

"Say enough stop. Later you are sick I can not see you are sick" said the Son holding my hand.

"How should my son be?" my words are now sitting on the floor. I am fragile because of my own actions, I should be able to think about the risks so far.

My son hugged me, I was crying.

"Darling I'll say from now on if I'm jealous or something I don't like. Okay. so stop crying yes" woo Putra gently.

I wipe my tears and look at the Son's face, now I kiss him first. Inside of me I was determined to decide immediately who would be anchored in my heart.

After the drama between me and the Son, now we both have walked to the Son's parents' house. We talk, sometimes we laugh. Sometimes we pretend to suck. The son still remains the same never to let go of my hand in the slightest.

Not long, until we were in the house of the Son. Mama Lili was waiting in front of the house.

"Gosh Mama. The Put. I feel bad" I said to the son who was still in the car.

"It's okay baby. Relax, enjoy our story" said the Son while kissing my forehead. After that we got out of the car.

"Geez you guys for a long time. Mama is impatient." Mama.Lili said while hugging me.

"I'm sorry Ma" I said.

"Yes yok, Papa uda waiting in the backyard anyway" asked Mama Lili. Me and Putra followed, I kept walking side by side with Mama Lili who could not take my hand.

We're already in the backyard, I say hello to Papa Wijaya.

"I'm sorry Pa's a little late" I said.

"No dear papa" said Papa Wijaya while patting my shoulder. I'm happy when I'm in this family, I'm already like a part of them. I also forgot my status with Dika, now it's just me and the Son.