SASHAS
FIVE

Pov's son

This morning as usual I will wake up early to meet Sasha. Actually these few months I feel there is something strange about Sasha's attitude. He has avoided her several times for various reasons.

I haven't had time to ask, because I feel maybe his attitude changes due to work fatigue or coming months as usual.

Once I'm ready, I open the door to my apartment. But there was a letter tucked under the door. I took the letter and read who the sender was.

I was surprised to see the name of the sender, but I immediately smiled thinking Sasha was giving me a surprise because it was soon my birthday.

I went back in and sat on the living room couch.

*Dear Son

Hi Men are humble and kind. Knowing you is not a bad thing in my life. I thank you for meeting men like you. Although I was once disappointed and hurt because of a misunderstanding. But as far as I go, as hard as I try to forget you the result remains the same your name always appears.

Until finally the opportunity is open for me and you get back together despite different circumstances. You know our relationship is wrong, I know it's wrong. But my feelings for you are never wrong.

Until I felt this feeling disappear with time. Maybe it's my selfishness that you both want to love. Feelings that are always hot become a bland feeling. Sorry Put maybe all this time I was wrong. I shouldn't have you two at the same time.

Sorry also Put this time I became a coward not to say directly. I was afraid that my doubts and selfishness would reappear. I want to have a beautiful relationship Put, without any anxiety, no rush to meet, no guilt.

Thank you for being in my life, Put. Thank you for giving me your sincere love. Take care of Put's health, stay happy after this. Never close your heart to anyone, because good women are out there waiting for you. Obviously that good woman wasn't me. Bye

Sash*

After reading Sasha's letter, my whole body went limp. My hands shook and my tears melted. I felt too late and cowardly to defend Sasha.

I immediately took my phone to contact Sasha but the number is off.

I'm like a dazed confused person as to what and how. All this time I've made Sasha the one2 woman in my life and the last woman to come to my heart.

"Why did you go gini anyway? I can't let go of you gini aja Sya" I said frustrated.

I intend to find Sasha somewhere and everywhere.

Pov end's son.

Dika pov's

I was enjoying my breakfast this morning, I intend to surprise Sasha to come early in the morning. I don't know why from last night I wanted to see Sasha soon. This feeling reminds me of my apprenticeship in college. But when it ended badly, it turned out that my feelings were saying something wrong behind my back.

"Hmmm Sasha, there's only one. Though soon meet again" I said with a smile

*Dear Dika

Good guy in my life. I know you I'm very happy because you treated my wounds in the past. Walking with you with your mutual support and patience makes me feel like a lucky woman.

But I made the mistake of sharing my heart with men in the past. But apparently even though I know you are hurt, disappointed, sad. But you still gave me a chance to correct a mistake that if it happened to me maybe I would never give it a chance. Thank you, Brother.

Sorry after you believed and love me another chance I betrayed your trust again secretly. I continue to have that forbidden relationship behind and without your eyes.

But after that I continued to feel guilty until I finally released my own love for you. That supposed beautiful feeling vanished because of my own work, Dik. I destroyed everything.

Sorry Dik at this time I became a coward to not meet you directly. I can't see your face. Thank you and sorry for all this time.

Stay happy after this, take care of your health. Don't close your heart to anyone. Many kind women are waiting for you. I'm definitely not that nice woman. Bye

Sash*

After reading the letter from Sasha, I immediately called her number but it turned out to be inactive. I was confused who to ask. But I finally remembered Ica, I immediately contacted her.

*When "Hello Ca. Can you meet me?"

Ica " Meet? For nanyain Sasha? In the letter, I explained Dik"

Dika "So you know this letter. Then you know where he is?"

Ica "Cave knows the letter because the cave dapet mail too. But the cave doesn't know where Sasha is. And his family just called me because of Sasha's name. Ikhlasin Dik, besides Sasha uda has a lot of wrong lo"

Dika "But the cave sorry he Ca, the cave can accept him again even though a thousand times the mistakes he made"

Ica "Dik gua tau lo sincere. But this is Sasha's decision, she doesn't want to continue feeling guilty because of the mistakes she made. Lupain Sasha, there is still a lot of good from Sasha. This is all you can do to go to lo and help lo"

Dika "But Ca*....."

The phone disconnected before I continued. I don't like it this way, it's more torturous than the mistakes Sasha made.

I decided to look for Sasha, wherever and wherever it is

The dika pov end