Ricky Vs Rosa's
57. Inner war
Indeed love cannot be forced, even though we continue to try but love does not support it is just a futile effort
Such is the conclusion produced by Rosa's thought. He was very sure that Ricky never had any taste for him like Samuel or the others had said.
Maybe they've all misinterpreted Ricky's concern for her. Even though a moment ago Rosa also thought the same as them. But reality.....
Ricky's closeness to him is only due to the comfort between them. Ricky often interacts with Rosa. So over time Ricky became accustomed to the presence of Rosa beside him as well as Samuel and Tomi who were always beside him.
Ricky never gets along with just anyone easily. His closeness with Ricky also took a long time, especially the beginning of their introduction based on hatred.
If now Rosa hopes to grow love in Ricky's heart it is impossible. Plus the look of Rosa who is only fit-fit, not the son of a rich man, education only up to SMU, and no skills whatsoever he has.
"huuuuuhhhhh..why it feels so cold tonight ya fat" said Rosa as she rubbed her palms trying to warm her body.
It has been 2 days Rosa returned to the cafe and stayed there again after her debate with Ricky.
If Ricky does have a taste for Rosa, chances are Ricky will definitely prevent Rosa from returning to the cafe. Reality no.....
Even to thank was never said by Ricky when Rosa said goodbye to him.
Ricky just kept busy with the laptop on his desk. Not even a look away, let alone a thank you.
"It looks like my brother's body is in trouble.I don't feel the slightest cold" Fatma replied.
the two of them deliberately sat at the end of the cafe after they closed the cafe.
Long time they don't talk to each other because Rosa takes care of Ricky in his mansion.
"Fat.....what do you think if I accept Samuel as my lover?"
"Whaaatttt........? Brother's fine, right??" fatma said with her eyes.
"I told you, your body must be problematic" said Fatma again by extending her hand to examine Rosa's forehead. At least he was sure that Rosa was not feeling well.
"What do you want??" while avoiding the hand of the fatma who tried to hold his forehead.
"To make sure you're okay"
"Go take care.. Obviously I'm fine".
"Trus...why did you suddenly talk like that?"
"And I asked your opinion.if..I said that....."
"I don't think it hurts you guys. Brother does not love Mr. Sam.and Mr. Sam is a good man, even very good.....do you think you can do that to him??"
"But love will come by itself fat".
"If it comes....If it doesn't?? Is big brother going to make Mr. Sam a place to escape the feeling.it's the same as brother torturing himself".
"See the fat.I sometimes feel sorry to see Sam waiting for me. He's a good man, which is why I can't bear to keep rejecting him".
"Sister. Anything that starts with a lie is not going to be good. If you accept master Sam's love, are you sure you will love Master Sam?? if later this relationship does not continue, will master Sam still be nice to brother?? don't let your brother lose anyone as good as Sam's master".
"You're right fat".
"You are like an old man, fat.tumben you are wise today"
"It's not because I'm wise.it's just because right now brother again just can't think".jd"
"Can you.kyak aja ship pke olleng all".
"Loohh..my beautiful sister..actually your sister used to be a pinter..trus work here met Ama the three of them.so stupid me" said Fatma while mimicking Enzi's style.
"Huusssttt.ga can do anything about yourself or others stupid".
"yes brother..maafin this brother of yours".
Time passed by, and the night became quieter. Then the vehicle is getting smaller.
1 Hour ago Fatma said goodbye to go home. Actually he still does not want to go home, it's just that Rosa told him to go home quickly. Rosa is afraid that Fatma will have to go home late at night on her own motorcycle.
Rosa was still sitting on one of the chairs in the cafe. Sitting alone while looking away.
Considering the words that Fatma said earlier. Thinking about everything that happened in his life.
If only I could love her, if only this taste were for her, I wouldn't have had much trouble weighing the taste and putting it down.
It is wrong if I have to force put the sense of out of place, but if the word love person can grow by itself .... am I still wrong if I have to put that sense for him??
Why should I know this taste. Why do I have to experience a feeling that makes me go awry.
I'm a nobody.I'm certainly right.I'm even just a little human for him.if he doesn't see me....naturally because I have no meaning whatsoever for him.then why should I hope and always hope that he will have the same taste as me. Wish in his eyes there is me.
It's impossible Rosa. You expect too big.
You must be aware as soon as possible.realize who you are.realize that you do not deserve to have that feeling.
Dispose.
throw away the far
never take that taste again
remember Rosa.....
you are nobody*.
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. Happy reading & ''Double
