Ricky Vs Rosa's
22. What a beautiful start

After yesterday's incident, Ricky didn't show his nose for a week at the cafe. Lost no news like swallowed by the earth. His car was never parked in the cafe.

It takes time to accept everything that happens. Especially happiness that is taken suddenly. Surely all of that is not as easy as turning a hand. Fifteen years is a very long time if you have to be continuous in a sense of loss

Supposedly, when the kid was Ricky's age at the time. He won't be that easy to recognize hurt and loss. But the evidence, the wound was deeply embedded in his heart and mind. The shadow of happiness in the past that he had passed still imprinted on him, replaced with an unforgettable grief.

In a different place, Ricky tries to continue to absorb what Rosa has said. The burden he had to take off.

By ourselves

wound

blissfully

Do I deserve to be happy??

Who and what should I be happy with??

I need someone beside me, to accompany me tirelessly.

Not because of my wealth, not because of pity to see my past.

The war that Ricky is thinking right now

He took the cell phone on the table next to his bed. Plastered his finger looking for a name, then heard a connecting tone.

"tuuuttt"

Waiting for the call to be received, Ricky puts himself in bed.

"Hallo my dear" said the woman across.

"Tumben did you call grandma first??" grandma says.

"Mr.." said Ricky Short full of doubts.

"What's the matter, baby.....are you sick??"anxious grandma.

"No granny.I'm healthy" Ricky replied quickly.

"Then?? What happened dear.Do not make grandma afraid" said grandma.

"Are you tormented by seeing how I am??" ask Ricky.

"What do you mean baby.grandmother does not understand" said grandma.

"There was someone who said to me. If I were still like this, would I torture everyone who loves and loves me? really grandma??" ask Ricky.

"Right darling.grandmother wants to see you happy" said grandma without feeling cloudy already in her eyelids.

"Do I still deserve to be happy??" ask Ricky again.

"From the beginning you are innocent at all, dear.

Ricky was silent for a moment

grandma is still loyal across waiting for her favorite grandson to talk.

"She said that I was like this, was mom papa sad there too??" ask Ricky again after a long silence.

"Yes dear..if you are happy, they are also happy there" replied the grandmother with tears.

"I'm sorry Ricky Grandma, who has been grieving for a long time" Ricky said, bowing.

"Thank you grandma...I love grandma..bye.." said Ricky by ending his call.

Grandma was filled with question marks. Why did her grandson suddenly call and say that.

....who is he?? who is the one who has been able to shake the frozen heart of his grandson.who has destroyed the hard wall that his grandson has in his heart.who is he in question . Women or men???

The question that Grandma was asking was too much to find the answer.

Actually grandma does not want to let Ricky back to Indonesia. He was afraid that the trauma was still burning in his heart and mind. But Ricky is very stubborn to deny his wishes.

I always wanted to visit her parents' graves. That's the reason Ricky was made to be allowed to return to Indonesia.

Seeing the determination in his eyes, making grandmother could not dwell to hold ricky.

Ricky was still silent on his bed. spread his body with his legs still dangling beside the bed. Wandering for a definite answer.

Then pressed again the name on the screen of his phone.

Tuuut.....

"Hallo.." replied the man across the street.

"Sam.." said Ricky.

"Tumben you called me Ric. What's up??"

"Let's go get together at your cafe tomorrow"

"gathering??Tomorrow???"

" yes.. I'll wait for you and Tomi to be at the cafe tomorrow at 9 am. Don't be late!!" ricky said firmly.

also.successful.

The phone connection has been cut off. It left a big question mark on Samuel's heart.

What happened to that kid? suddenly called to meet at the cafe. Still in his right mind

Samuel was confused by Ricky's behavior. A huge difference had occurred, as if a great explosion had occurred before him.

Ricky put his cell phone back next to where he lay. The mind wanders away.

All will be answered tomorrow.

Suddenly Ricky's mind caught Rosa's face on her eyelids. And immediately put it aside.

Hey...why is there that girl's face.I think I've given too long a break for her. Prepare Rosa..Tomorrow I will be present in front of you.

Ricky smiled thinly. It did not feel as if his eyes were slowly closing and began to fly into the dream.

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Happy re-show, happy-tu