
I don't know
I don't know what else to do
Everything is like a simalakama, if
I'm coming I'm a woman with no self-respect.
Obvious
still vividly remembered in my mind
how about lightly and easily I say that I don't care about him.
If I don't come, my mind and my heart don't calm down before it can see how it is.
Moreover, I clearly saw no lies in Samuel's words last night.
Huufff......
What I should do
I've thought about all this many times
Saturated taste
why would I choose the hard way if there was an easy way.
if it wasn't you stealing my heart, it would have been easier.
Samuel
handsome face, athletic body, cheap smile
a very good man in everything
generously offered his heart to me
Offering to ask me to be her lover.
I just said yes.Everything is done.
And I.m definitely happy.
I made it complicated myself.
I shouldn't have known you.
I shouldn't have fallen in love with you.
I shouldn't have cared what happened to you.
"Why brother?? how do you keep daydreaming??" Tanya Fatma after closing the cafe.
Indeed, after the cafe closed, Fatma never immediately went home.
He always accompanied me in front of the cafe.
Just eating a snack while chatting, while talking about his family and romance that is not easy like me.
"Haaahhhh. Everything makes me dizzy".I replied after a heavy breath.
I hope the burden that falls on my heart is a little overflowing.
"The problem with young Lord Ricky??"
"Yes.....With whom else".
"Why again brother".
"Samuel told me last night. Ricky's sick".
I finally told Fatma everything I heard from Samuel last night.
"What are you gonna do?"
"I don't know?"
"Sister.I'm sure you have a good way out. Brother must be sure. Don't regret it later in the day".
"That's what I think fat is. What if she sees me as a woman with no self-respect. Obviously I rejected it yesterday by saying I don't care about anything about him. Then suddenly I came and cared about what happened to her".
"Love can't be blamed, brother, like you said to me. Love chooses its own path, not everything goes our way".
"Aren't you going to his house??".
"Either fat, I'm afraid I'm wrong with my choice".
"Everything is wrong, brother. Believe me, everything will be easy".
"What if he kicked me out?"
"No way!".
"You don't know what he was like before".
"All I know.Young master loves big brother very much. He must have hoped that brother would come, too,".
"Sok tau" said Rosa, elbowing Fatma's arm.
"Not a sensitive one. Still say if young master does not love brother. hallloooo. How did you not realize that".
"He himself said I wasn't his type. Village girl who's not on the same level as him".
"The mouth can lie, brother.but this can not be lied to" said Fatma while patting her chest.
"Little children don't get pretended".
"Although I'm younger than my sister, I understand how people fall in love. Moreover, the problem of kyak brother gini mah is very easy for me".
"Then.....What do you think I should do??"
"Are you asking my opinion?? don't feel self-esteem falling over asking the little boy like me??" the word Fatma slightly insinuated Rosa.
"Udah.don't say much. Tell me why the hell" said Rosa rather embarrassed.
"sister funny deh...kak more beautiful and gemesin klo blush so. hence the young master fell cintrong to the big brother" goda Fatma.
"Udah ah..males I have long been talking Ama you... go home there gih".
"Aaaahhhhhh...iya would my sister be beautiful. So not my advice??"
"It's a real mess of kids" Rosa said as she poured the pinch into Fatma's stomach.
"Auw..auwww...sakit sis....ampuuuunnnn".
"Cepet said..kalo don't I drive you out of here".
"yes. yes. Although he later refused brother, brother had to kekeh to take care of him".
"Should I be like that??"
"Yes, even though he rejected my sister, it was just an excuse in his mouth. I'm sure as sure as he is if he really expects to be close to big brother".
"All right, I'll try".
"The spirit, brother. It is the law of love like that. If a man is passive, it means an aggressive woman".
"Your friends are experts in fat"
"Obviously dong.
"The night of the fat..quickly go home".
"Niihhh".
"Not that fat.this is night. I'm afraid you've got nothing on the way. Tomorrow I have to work again, right".
"Yes, brother.I know. I'm just teasing my sister". said Fatma, fixing her backpack and wearing the helmet next to her.
"Be careful on the road, fat".
"Yes brother. See you tomorrow" Fatma rode her bike waving her hand and disappeared into the corner.
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Happy reading & ''Double