Ricky Vs Rosa's
50. It hurt so much

I want to hug you .. I want to say that I miss you so much.

I want you to count on me, you can spill all your burdens on me.....Rosa

That's what Ricky's heart was trying to say in front of the girl. But in reality, he was only able to stand in his place without saying a word

"Fat ... please bring me the chili in ..,." said Rosa, looking sideways.

Rosa is shocked by Ricky standing next to her. The exit was already covered by Ricky's body, so there was no room for him to leave the place.

They were both silent, busy with their own thoughts. Rosa for a second then chose to turn her body back, busying herself without heeding the presence of Ricky.

"When are you back??" ask Ricky.

Rosa was still silent not answering Ricky's question.

"When did you go back to Rosa?? Why didn't you tell me??"

Everything still remains the same. Silence.....

"Rosa ... I asked you...since when have you lost your hearing?" ricky said there was a little emphasis in his sentence.

She hated being ignored, let alone ignored by Rosa.

Rosa remained in her position.

"ROSAA....I asked you !!"

Rosa turned her face to look at Ricky who had been enveloped in emotion.

" Is my answer important to you??"

"What do you mean??"

"Why should I tell you? I don't think you need that. Whether or not I am you care?? didn't you?? You left or came back without telling me. If I did the same as you, why would you be angry??"

"You should have realized, did you realize that you would be present at that time?? No. gabe. I have also said my wish to my letter, it should be clear enough for you".

Finished saying that, Rosa wanted to get away from that place. Trying to push Ricky's body into the door.

Ricky did not budge.even more closed the door access.

"I just want you to answer my question. After that I'll go" Ricky said, holding onto Rosa's arm.

Rosa was actually no longer able to hold back all her feelings. Her tears were already hanging on her eyelids. Rosa could not actually lie to herself that she missed the figure in front of her.

"Well, you keep your word" Rosa replied without seeing Ricky.

"When are you back?"

"A week ago".

"Why not tell me?"

"Why don't you go back home?"

"My work time is up there, why do I have to go back there!"

"You should have told me"

"That's not important!".

"Do you also consider our friendship unimportant??".

"Yes.not important".

"Am I not important to you??"

Rosa was silent for a moment.

"It doesn't matter" Rosa replied as she clasped her own finger tightly forming a very hard fist.

Ricky was stunned to hear Rosa's reply. There is no doubt in it.

"But you are very important to me. It is more important than myself. I'm looking for you. I'm always waiting for news from you. I'm not forcing you to do the same thing as me. I should have realized that you belonged to Samuel".

"I'm sorry I'm not self-conscious. I'm sorry I interrupted your time. I'll stay away from you as you wish. May you be happy Rosa".

Ricky took his hand off Rosa's arm. Slowly Ricky backed away from Rosa. The last smile that Ricky gave to Rosa.

Ricky soon passes from before Rosa. Passed away from that place. Leaving Rosa still standing in her place. The clear liquid was dripping slowly through the skin of his cheeks.

A moment later those tears were rushing down her cheeks. Rosa was not able to stand up, slowly her body sat down weakly. Regretting everything that just happened.

It's all been happening. All of this cannot be repeated. His heart was broken, everything could not be avoided anymore.

Fatma can only hug Rosa, hoping to give her strength. Even if it's all free. Fatma actually realized that they both loved each other. But that love turned into hurting each other.

Love is hard to understand.

love comes directly to the heart

Love is not to blame.

Love comes without being asked

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Happy reading & ''Double