MISSY
Demon circle

There are many reasons to change and more reasons to stay.

Self-worth and purpose.

Is the reason that until now Illona is held tightly, should not be separated let alone lost.

Being a regular member of a nightclub, joining brondong with mothers who even wife people or play gambling in Macau is a bit of a mess from Illona.

Return home in the morning unconscious, but tomorrow there is a meeting with the government or do not go home for a few days and deliberately take leave for casino activities in Macau. Even Illona dared to bring a rented man to play with her parents.

I don't know how many hundred times Ysabelle gave a lecture and even put her son back into ethics and religious school. But there is no change, there is only Illona which is increasingly making tension rise. Makes her dizzy and if I may be honest she wants Illona to be a baby again. Illona was her toughest ordeal as a mother.

But Ysabelle does not deny behind it all there is Illona who is in charge of the hotel he leads or there is Illona who is willing to desperately work so that his employees are prosperous. The other side of the princess that not many people know about.

Because for Ysabelle and Taka letting Illona is their way to keep the princess happy even though everyone knows how to do it.

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Sunday night and rain is the most appropriate combination to please yourself. Like this time, for example, he and the new man that Illona did not know was just playing.

Ah, it feels like he has not played with a balanced opponent for a long time. This time he was completely satisfied.

Illona daydreams. Recalling what had happened, this man's face was awkward for her.

He wanted to get up but could not, his mind refused to move.

His heart is broken because of a shadow.

He ran away for the sake of not looking deeper into the man's face.

That familiar face really scared him.

There are a lot of people who have something in common with others, right? Illona believed in the heart.

He will not be ready if he has to go back to see the last sheet.

And before things got any more crazy, Illona hurriedly made up and left the hotel room.

Why is he so insensitive to that voice?

What was he thinking earlier?

He should have realized first, right? instead of enjoying and just being aware when everything has happened.

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Illona left early in the morning after applying for an impromptu leave of absence for one week. Once in about Ysabelle in the end Taka was the one who allowed.

He chose Japan to be a place of escape, because only Japan can make it even crazier. It became increasingly uncontrollable and because of Japan it became the new Illona.

Still at Tokyo's international airport, with Americano and Croissant he didn't touch in the slightest.

Illona pondered with a confused mind.

Heart worried. Because, Illona believes the universe is planning her life to be more complicated and convoluted.

He believes his life will not be the same again, all the things he has worked for for the present. He did not want to see let alone hold the past.

Although the new Illona is Illona which is formed from the sight of the past.

Glazed thinking.

Destruction of self-esteem.

And useless as a human being.

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***Sorry for typo...

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