MISSY
Important part

"I don't understand, Ta." It was Ibra's voice that first asked.

After a long silence, between them. Ibra, Illona and Taka are also Ysabelle.

And they're currently in the Hospital, shortly after the relapsing clash of Illona and Taka. Making Ysabelle splash with super shrill screams. Kontan only drama belonging to Illona and Ibra in the break first.

So with a body that shakes in fear Illona was Ysabelle mute. Then after that there was Taka who realized and asked them to talk.

"That, right," jawah Illona quietly. His heart was throbbing again.

"Where can Ta?! how's it?" ibra asked hoarsely, he chose to sit on the floor with his hands supporting his head. Unable to continue hearing painful facts again.

He thought it was all over, but it turned out that it was only the beginning of the real problem.

"At that time, I deliberately asked the doctor to take my uterus, I was angry, I was disappointed and only in that way I could reply you at that time" he explained trying hard, hard, he held his breath for a few seconds before throwing it away in a hurry.

"You have destroyed me! so what I'm supposed to do well, self-destruct." he continued with a trembling body.

Ysabelle and Taka who had been holding their breath could only remain silent, then cry again. They didn't expect her daughter to be so crazy, but, inevitably, they were also involved.

"That's why I'm not afraid to sleep with just any guy, anyway, I'll never get pregnant again," smiled brokenly, "but, one thing you should know, I'm nothing, I'm not, although sometimes like unclear, I accept because it was my own fault," he looked at the father, "i'm fine, now I'm a strong woman, he said, responsible and reliable for others, the lessons that my loving father has been so good, that I myself am a fool for always feeling right."

Then she turned to Ysabelle with a makeup that had worn off with tears that would not stop, "Mom always said that if I could do anything, I could make my own money, I also do not easily believe in men, mother always tells us that we can not seem sad and miserable. So being a person who is hated means more than being pityed. I hold it all mom, I never get sad and even cool about problems and problems. Then all I could do was cry every night, then return to being a cruel woman in the morning. I was also a gambling whiz," he said, then chuckled.

Illona Remember, in addition to forgiving yourself with the men who have hurt her. He deliberately forgot the most important and true thing, apologizing to his own parents. Something Illona used to find funny because they were mostly the reason she was valid back then.

He grabbed Ysabelle and Taka's palms with both hands, then lowered his head, sighing so as not to cry anymore, he had to be as strong as he always held high.

"It forgets, Ita has not apologized, because it is too slow to do very immoral, Ita still likes to make trouble also still very fond of blame, blame, Ita is always busy looking for his fault people to feel the most suffering. And what he should blame well, Ita himself. It's what sins, really. Sorry Ita often makes pain not make laughter." Ysabelle shook her head strongly, even with Taka who did not accept the words of the princess.

Because from a long time ago they have forgiven, even though the word sorry is not spoken from the lips of the child.

They also have a big sin that of course they will not be enough to redeem until anytime.

"It's happy really, even though sometimes like to feel alone and sick. But, that's natural, right? because now it's all starting to get better. No more guilt, no matter what happens, God wills. We'll be fine and Ita's believing we can be happy." Ah, Illona's starting to feel like she's getting good at saying this.

And lastly Illona accidentally sat on the floor, she squeezed Ibra's shoulders strong, as if resuscitated.

"You're the first thing I've ever done, so please stop blaming yourself, because like I said yesterday. Let's accept anything, we've been wrong and so sickening, but not for the next days. We're throwing away all the pain and I'm sure you must be this horrifying cry .., I still love you so much." she continued with a big smile, Illona did not cry and the tightness in her chest was almost gone.

He has learned a lot.

And well, it was a hug that Ibra could offer, he could not afford to make a sound. Because to know what came out was just a cry and it was embarrassing.

There are those who Taka and Ysabelle are grateful for, that his Ita back and in the future it is their duty to always ensure and take care of the princess. Also the feeling of pain and unwillingness to know that the child can not have another baby.

Perhaps, their only grandchild Inara and hopefully Inara is willing to forgive the stupidity of her own grandparents.

Ibra began to be relieved, but a feeling of unwillingness and heartlessness continued to stab him.

Ibra could see that there was a twinkle in Illona's blue lensed eyes. That woman, her woman was already completely at peace and accepting. Ibra knew that he was not wrong because he had fallen madly in love with the female tiger. I am so grateful to know that their feelings are the same.

Illona does not want to be sad anymore, has enough time sad and angry that he spent in the past, he does not want to return to a chaotic person.

He will not forget, if he ever almost had a baby. Because Inara is also the reason to stay afloat even though things are always painful.

And he will never forget to stand strong even though as sick as his life will be.

Because someone who has been attacked by a storm will not falter if later in the drizzle.

And Illona began to think of apologizing to those she had intentionally hurt.

Luka, well.., the pain lasts long enough, the matter always comes at any time, good at making him lose his mind as well as his regret that can not be lost just like that.

His heart, which is fortunately strong, although always sucked, held back strongly and sometimes he could be crazy too.

In the end the wound can be a laugh when we really receive. Although it takes a long time, but after that we will only get used to and mediocre with the suffering that was created.

Laugh happily, loose indefinitely and be grateful without needing to be reminded again.

Because.., God knows we can and can survive with a heart that is filled with wounds, laughter that is often wrapped in grief, rigidly surrounded by trauma, and, and a smile in the lock of tears.