MISSY
Real reason

Illona wrathful.

Someone spread a picture of him and one of his co-stars in immoral circumstances. There is a photo of him in one of the gossip accounts that he accidentally saw. And almost all of his account names.

Illona never thought when the photo was taken? And why could it just spread out?

There is a real sense of pleasure, but somehow the most dominating feelings are anger, anxiety, fear and disappointment.

Honestly Illona does not understand, he should be happy because there is no need to rack his brain to make trouble. After the news of her breakup with Ares a few weeks ago. Then followed by the news of himself close to Adrie who even now disappeared somewhere. Illona couldn't understand why the man had to erase and dismiss evidence of their closeness. Or it could be that the man was strict because his secret Illona knew. That even pissed Illona off, but why is this time another feeling?

What because of the sentimental meeting two days ago with the Lola who was ultimately smart also because they chose to keep their baby rather than abort her. For some reason Illona agreed with the decision and was proud to keep the baby.

Or her heart and brain start to get sane and want to be a good woman. It could be that the demon that is on him moved places and was bored because Illona is the culprit of the problem.

To be honest, Illona is afraid to return to being a good woman and full of stupidity.

Being like Lola for example, innocent girl, naive and not her stupid responsibilities. Because, just want to be treated arbitrarily by the stupid Reno who did not so he fired. Although at the end of the conscious does not guarantee the girl will be destroyed again right?

Nah! Don't let it be like before. Just like when he decided to drop his heart on Ares.

And to keep her crazy Illona has to get out.

But just now that he was out, right in front of the door of the room, Madam Ysabelle had already come first and slapped him hard.

Illona.

Bummer.

And a little scared.

For the first time, he was slapped so hard. After all the trouble he had and the madness he was doing.

"IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE MY SON AGAIN! DON'T KEEP LOOKING FOR TROUBLE AND TROUBLE! YOU'VE GROWN ITA! WHAT DO YOU THINK IS FUNNY SPREADING YOUR OWN DISGRACE HUH! THAT BIG BANNER YOU PUT UP WITH THAT INDECENT IMAGE IS IN FRONT OF THE HOTEL AND WORSE THAT'S WHY YOUR DAD HAD A HEART ATTACK!!"

Illona froze, rather unexpected.really? What does this mean by his feelings. Illona didn't even know there was a banner in front of the hotel. He thought the photo was only in the gossip account, not even installed using a large banner. Illona doesn't really understand.

He began to think of bad possibilities. His wild brain forced him to think harder.

His father had a heart attack.

Which Illona doesn't even know about.

All he knew was that his father was fierce, healthy, fit and did not have any disease.

Did ya?

Is Ysabelle making a prank? or this is the punishment he didn't get yesterday. Punishment for the breakup of the love story that Ysabelle agreed to for the first time after so much time passed.

"Still not believing Ita?" And Ysabelle rudely threw Taka's health paper right in her face.

"Come if you want to come, but even if you don't want to. Sign your exit from the Regastaka family." There was a bitter tone at the end of the sentence.

Ysabelle breezed away no matter how many employees had just watched her and the princess.

He no longer cares about the image of a happy family that he built with full effort and sometimes tears.

He even looked at some people with a cynical look. As if to show this is his real family.

Not a family portrait full of smiles with wealth. A happy family with one daughter without blemishes, perfect and caring fellow.

Because actually behind the photo he tried there are some insults and threats to the princess.

Miris.

He seeks an image full of joy when there is only a family full of lies and damage everywhere. So many he did not have time to count how much damage in his family.

The Illona Arzeitta Regastaka.

The woman changed too far, unable to pursue even though she knew why.

His daughter was even willing to do contempt for a past mission.

Ita is no longer cheerful and always makes her proud.

There was Illona in her life, Illona the troublemaker and made her lose her mind. It is not his sweet Ita and always rely on him in any case.

Illona grows up feeling wrong, she endures in a dirty way that Ysabelle is unable to touch. He couldn't reach his embrace.

He cannot control it with the purpose of kindness. Because there is only a threat after threat to save the princess.

All he knew was that his daughter's heart didn't care.

Lord.

This tight.

How can this keep happening?

***

Illona was still pondering, squatting with trembling hands rereading every neatly arranged sentence in the father's health paper.

It was even written on the date the father suffered from heart disease. The same date, month and year as the baby. The baby belonged to Illona more precisely. All the reasons Illona used to stay sane by being crazy and despicable. Wounds that he intentionally uses for the justification of all immoral things he does.

Ahh, miris... Even he had... In surgery to make him unknown.

And before everything became more and more Illona hurriedly entered the car to the hospital whose name was on the paper earlier.

In the depths of her heart, Illona asked, pleaded, whimpered at the Power that Illona often forgot. He only wants his father healed, because besides Ysabelle the regulator and grumpy, Illona believes only his parents. His mother and father never even once left him no matter what.

It used to be that he failed to maintain his possessions that should have been great by this time. He should be happy in any way. But, it's not the same, since... Illona didn't even dare to remember. The wounds that he actually made himself, then all the things that had happened made him the Illona he is today. Until he forgets that his parents are getting older, he even deliberately makes trouble for trouble and forgets how to make happy two figures who present him to the world.

arriving at the parking lot Illona drowned her face on the steering wheel, adjusting her breathing, because... The crowd did not want to leave and grew.

Why does this have to happen again?

Can't it just be once?

why so often?

He quickly turned his face into a snide and haughty one. Then start down the hospital corridor. Illona didn't have to ask, she knew. All the father's information was on that paper.

Right on the door VVIP number 35 with the door slightly open makes anyone can hear what is said.

Once again Illona sculpts with her father's voice which she believes is with Ysabelle.

"We shouldn't have eliminated Illona's child ma'am... I sinned, my grandson... The son of Illona we threw away, this is karma. Even Illona hates and curses us ma'am.. I hate myself, ma'am..." The whimpering, then followed by the sound of his parents who cried successfully made Illona sit limp. His breath hunted and then thousands of larger claustrophobic attacked him in one shot.

"Mothers... Father.." his moaning could not bear, this tightness made him strangled, tortured, then his gaze faded as his retina caught a husband and wife with a baby in a sling.

"Son... What should you do?" and that groan made him unable to breathe until his consciousness diminished, and then it was all dark.

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Sorry for typo...

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